My God is beautiful..all the time-

Monday, August 30, 2010

Every time you give a chance

I believe that chances are created to be given. I believe because I'm a receiver of His endless chances, His embrace.. until I am trying my hardest to not make mistakes. Once granted grace, will always be graceful. Once loved, will always love. Once forgiven, will always learn to forgive. Once given mercy and a second chance, will always do the same to others. I look at how God has made me a forgiving person. Because he is. How God has made me believed in Love, because He loves unconditionally. How can you still keep forgiveness from others, be stingy with love, and cruel without mercy, when you're ALWAYS being treated in the opposite way? You become so so grateful .. you yourself wish others knew of this gratitude.

God's signs are amazing.. Sometimes grey but sometimes so so sharp n in your face. A sign I've asked for about a year(or slightly less) now.. wondered why it never came. And it began to show its appearance. Denying them, I tried. But once it's ordained, you can't just fight. Everytime I manage to push them away or try to defy it, it comes back IN MY FACE. 'hey.. I told you not to think of it'.. literally. People ask me.. hey why not? don care la.. go ahead. Even entertaining that thought gives MORE signs of why I should not. It's kinda scary..But I see the facts why Big Daddy is explaining to me that it's a wrong move. I will accept it.. despite how many times I still indulge in that little bit of rebellion and my own 'willfulness'. Sorry Daddy. Knowing He knows best.. I shall not. I shall not. I will not.

One more sign I've been praying.. please come. at Your Great timing.

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