My God is beautiful..all the time-

Monday, August 30, 2010

Every time you give a chance

I believe that chances are created to be given. I believe because I'm a receiver of His endless chances, His embrace.. until I am trying my hardest to not make mistakes. Once granted grace, will always be graceful. Once loved, will always love. Once forgiven, will always learn to forgive. Once given mercy and a second chance, will always do the same to others. I look at how God has made me a forgiving person. Because he is. How God has made me believed in Love, because He loves unconditionally. How can you still keep forgiveness from others, be stingy with love, and cruel without mercy, when you're ALWAYS being treated in the opposite way? You become so so grateful .. you yourself wish others knew of this gratitude.

God's signs are amazing.. Sometimes grey but sometimes so so sharp n in your face. A sign I've asked for about a year(or slightly less) now.. wondered why it never came. And it began to show its appearance. Denying them, I tried. But once it's ordained, you can't just fight. Everytime I manage to push them away or try to defy it, it comes back IN MY FACE. 'hey.. I told you not to think of it'.. literally. People ask me.. hey why not? don care la.. go ahead. Even entertaining that thought gives MORE signs of why I should not. It's kinda scary..But I see the facts why Big Daddy is explaining to me that it's a wrong move. I will accept it.. despite how many times I still indulge in that little bit of rebellion and my own 'willfulness'. Sorry Daddy. Knowing He knows best.. I shall not. I shall not. I will not.

One more sign I've been praying.. please come. at Your Great timing.

the Princess' thoughts ;

Monday, August 23, 2010

School is back

Summer's out! Goodbye Life, see u in December.

Updates in short. What I did in August...

- National Day fireworks photo session was awesomely-beautiful. A human creation I adore.

- 4 Mods this sem, all in first window. Budget bidding and I don really like my tax prof =/

- Sophomores briefing is making me stressed. Gpa to push up=/

- I love Koi at 25% Sugar content

- Vivace was cool.. attended it as a sophomore-disguising-as-freshie but was good catching up with friends at their booths!

- XLB BUFFET WAS AWESOMMEELY-FULL-BUT-SATISFIED!!!

- Meet up with Jill was nice after a long long while

- Skypark MBS was breath-taking!

- Social night photoshoot + rehearsals + games try-outs!

- BILTB(brother-in-law-to-be) is coming back alr with my f21 goodies! woohoo.

- SISTER tried on bridal gowns!! PREETS!

- Butter

- Last wed for Supper

- Crazy exams

- Meetup with JC PEEPSS ytd!=)=) happz. monthly ritual.

- Salt, inception, sorcerer's apprentice, burger bench good!

- Met claire, f21 shopping much

Ok i think tt's all i can recall.

the Princess' thoughts ;

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Mercy

Merciful, the merciful 3 seconds. The merciful lesson.

The mistake. The guilt. The regret. May His Blood take away all these. I pray.

The Father is good. Always. It was not time, so go and learn what all that was for. An expensive and painful day. But pain will fade and go away. The thought, the Grace is what stays.

30...days, A Fast from humanity. Heavens and its Creativity. 3 seconds to display human's Vulnerability. 7 ...deadly sins.

Heart stopped. Eyes fixed. Hands froze. Mind failed.

The panic.
The call.
The unwillingness to fall.
There were massive voices, screaming. Falling. Calling. Blocking.

Aftermath. Crumpled element, Broken. Scars.

Feeling is real. Reality to feel. Much to deal.
You don't have to run, although you want to hide. Depend not on your own, but what's strong. Walk ahead and watch your steps.

Burdened travellers. Painted gray. Lift those up. I pray.

the Princess' thoughts ;