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Thursday, July 15, 2010

Accendo'10!!

Back from asoc camp 2010! freshmen orientation subcomm saigang ends today. Sunday - Today, slept on SR floor n burnt under chili padi sun. And chili padi burying really works in clearing the weather!

Camp was generally fun, meeting new people, doing new things, as a senior. So much nostalgia, going through the same things in a different angle. From a freshmen participant in 2009 to a committee backstage crew involved in the organising.. it was a special transition. And I really got a 360degrees view of how a camp is like. And it was tiring as a freshmen, being enthu etc.. but equally or doubly tiring being backstage.

The glamour in front needed soooo much hardwork, man power behind. And it's smth you will never quite appreciate until you're put in the spot. I rmb last year, i barely knew who e org comm was, nor rmb any game masters and definitely not any subcomm. One of the hardest thing is putting in so much effort and not being recognised. And I guess God wants to teach me the lesson of humility as well. Also, that He sees what im going through and is telling me the same story in a differnt context. Like in ministry, or when you're simply doing things for Godly purpose, sometimes, you would also not receive a single credit at all.. and nobody knows who you are or what you did. They rmb whos infront, the fun, but not the planning. Like a stage performance, the dancers put in work too, but its the crew that gave their all. But what you would rmb more is the dance and not how the props r made or how the stage is laid. What's the only difference in ministry work is God sees it.. and He's the most important audience which actually matters.

It was sweating hardwork, no sleep, no rest, getting pissed off n complains from annoying freshies who only wants to cheat in games, packing logs, rushing here n there, uncooperative facis, irritating people, irritable mood, lousy food, long hours of blazing sun on burning skin. Experience, experience. All sums up to a good experience though.

All in all, the people are quite nice. Hopefully there'll be more chances of such experience!

I feel like we're losing something. Losing how we used to really just talk about anything and I really don like the arguments that can jus make things not nice for days. Mayb we should talk about how we can not argue anymore.. maybe I should just delete this whole thing n pretend I'm ok. maybe I shld not let my eyes turn sour as I type this. maybe I jus miss my bestfriend.

the Princess' thoughts ;