It wasn't.
It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
Kiss me Goodbye, I'm defying gravity
And you won't bring me down
-Glee
Four days to leaving Singapore Land! Flying off this coming Friday afternoon. Excited? alittle. Reluctant? Abit. Home sick? Perhaps will be. Fearful? I guess.. never been away on my own before, take care of myself for such a long three weeks, away from home/mum/comfort, I dk wad to expect in fact.
It was great meeting up with cy n pz!(: miss them alot. alot of catching up was done, updating, gossiping, heart to heart talks. Love their company as always. Cy went to cut her hair and she was paranoid about looking too weird in her new bangs. Did some shopping at far east too! Wish I could meet up with them again this week but boon's not free! booo. I guess i'll only see them after i come back.
Met Seh ytd at bugis(: It was as great as ever and we're still as best as ever. Miss her alot and hvnt been seeing her due to MIA-ing. haha. Talked alot as well over lunch at Ma maison which was just as good. Did some groceries shopping and clothes shopping at bugis street to prepare for the trip. And i hv no idea where all my money go tho i didnt really buy much. Bought stuff for momsie for mummy's day!
And today was a trip to couz's place for Kegan's 1st month! The little one has grown fatter definitely. still hvnt seen him opened his eyes, probably too shy in the crowd.
I should start packing soonnnnnn. Hope i don over or under packed.
Somehow when i heard it, i don feel really affected. I don feel sad like i thought i would. maybe i've really done it. Maybe im just puzzled at the choice and what could have possibly been the reasons behind the choice. really rather puzzling and might be frustrating. But yeah.. i guess it doesnt matter to me so much now.
"Whatever comes in the way, whatever battles that come in the way, we always have a choice. And its the choice that makes us who we are. " Spider man.
OK tata. probably the next time blogging will be when im back. keep me in prayers!!
You start by doing the hardest thing; you forgive yourself