With your eyes closed, watching a strange show
“Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there’s the kind of pain you can’t ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else and makes the rest of the world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain, we anaesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it. And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.” - Grey’s
Been a long busy month since i've updated. Blog's dead! haha.
Week 6 into second sem of SMU. CNY is next weeekk. Two test and one mid term next week. Yeahh i know.. that sucks rite? Week 8's recess week..breakk.. not technically because i have LTB execution, papers to hand in and two mid terms to study when my week resumes on week 9. And before i know it, the term is over and summer is here! (trying to sound optimistic and the sem don kill me before it ends)
Not much of a change this sem in terms of activities.. same old(lovable) friends and dreadful schedules.. Ocip to prepare for, that's perhaps the 'new' thing on the block. Five more 'new' projects, one presentation down this week! Was talking to wt the other day that when we graduate next time we might get so used to presenting and meetings that working life might seem too relax. like "huh? only one meeting today?" or "Oh wow only 6.."
Been twitter active and biz law reading active.
Oh did i mention.. Went to Trinity for service last sunday and wow.. 3000 seater auditorium IS indeed breath taking! Worship was wonderful=) ahhh.. wanna go back there.
I was just thinking about when exactly was the period of time i wish i could go back to(so far). If i had a chance, which would i choose. But i realised there's something i love about in every season of my life. Enter into one, step out of one, enter into a new one. Transitions are always filled with uncertainty, but when you look back, you would hardly regret. Sometimes i wonder if i belong here.. belong to SMU, belong to Elim, belong to the friends i currently have. Sometimes there isn't as much smiles on your face not because of your situation, but because of what's in your mind.
[blogged half way and went for dinner at Domino's Pizza] backk. Pizza was not bad! but 9inch was a tad too small for two pax. Ok i guess its back to work.. or rather since when im not actually 'studying'.
I never thought I would be put in such a position. We're a habit.. a habit that we can't just quit.
