I'm feeling what distance can do. I'm realising how negligence is disastrous. I'm afraid of losing myself too much amidst all of it.. I don want to lose myself by trying to put on a strong front, till i become so used to acting 'strong' that i never realise that the real me inside is actually breaking down. 

And when i begin to feel the emptyness.. the one inside is already broken. 

I tried to save myself.. but i realised i couldn't. 

Till then, whatever is left of me is not enough to bring me back to where i should be.