Week 7 is a good week for me. Less meetings, more reach-home-before-sunset, and more home-cooked dinners at home=) 

It's mid term already. And in general, i enjoy school and major part of it is due to my friends. I am becoming alittle less sociable due to the comfort zone i've found. cannot!!! need to be less dao. 

ok anws.. i am already planning my recess week(next week). No doubt there'll be project meetings too.. but hopefully i still get to have fun and recharge to some extent. YAY. BOOMZ

Five things i dislike about school/smu:

1. Having to squeeze on trains whenever i clash with the peak hour (esp after 530pm when all the workaholics head home)

2. Silly class participation (have not spoken at all voluntarily)

3. Rushing for lessons across campus

4. lousy three hours straight lessons to tahan through

5. weird people you meet somehow or rather

Five things i love about school/smu:

1. Awesome friends and jokes

2. funny FA prof

3. nice waffle burger

4. close to town (hvnt been to town since i dk when though)

5. errr..new buildings? skating?

i want a nice pair of skates! 

i get alittle scared when i get too free.. like the past few days. I actually can watch tv sitting on the couch with no books in my hands! that is an amazing feeling and it's quite unbelievable.. so i would find myself re-thinking about what's on my list before i can sit at ease to concentrate on the tv. 

ok and i get to blog. rare chance. 

ok bye bye! i wonder who reads this. 

Into Week 7 of school..more than a month. some weeks can literally kill me on the spot with just the weight of the to-do list itself.. some weeks are relatively great with lesser work(when i say lesser work.. i do not mean no work n definitely not the usual definition of less work). Anws.. school's quite fun in general.. with weird, crazy, funny friends. 

occasionally, we have to work with certain people who will make us appreciate how great our own friends are. Today is the day of my first formal presentation for Mngmt comms and my sun is shining again as it marks the end of the 'cooperation'. Thank God. Screw the QnA part!!

I need retail therapy.. hvnt touched the shops at all since a week BEFORE sch.. even tho ironically, we are located in town. Reached home early tdy! for the first time since sch, i watched sky turn dark in my own house. 

Sometimes, i am also "too sentimental for my own good".. i quote Jill. 

Having a 6day week in two consecutive weeks does not feel too good.. BUT on a lighter note, next week(week 7) is the last week of sch BEFORE TERM BREAK! goshh..scary part is it's mid term alr. and i hv one mid term in week 9. term break is week 8 tho. TIME TO PLAN MY WEEK 8!=)

ok bye bye

I'm feeling what distance can do. I'm realising how negligence is disastrous. I'm afraid of losing myself too much amidst all of it.. I don want to lose myself by trying to put on a strong front, till i become so used to acting 'strong' that i never realise that the real me inside is actually breaking down. 

And when i begin to feel the emptyness.. the one inside is already broken. 

I tried to save myself.. but i realised i couldn't. 

Till then, whatever is left of me is not enough to bring me back to where i should be. 

hvnt been updating about my life in smu so far. hmm.. in general, i'm having quite alot of fun meeting new people and developing new friendships ard. And i realised.. the world is indeed very small! i shld say.. Spore is so small. Uni friends are knowing my jc friends.. Sec sch friends know my jc friends thru uni... somehow everybody is linked to everybody suddenly when we all entered uni.. be it in ntu, nus or smu. Pretty cool !



Went for FLARE(Cheerleading) workshop last friday. It was quite fun, rather tiring and pretty scary in certain ways. i don noe if im ready to commit to the many risks along with it.. it's actually quite dangerous. Going for smux skating this friday! sounds exciting. Backed out for samba masala's auditions last thurs=p.. i want a CCA! oh n i'm joining campus crusade too.


Lessons are alright so far. Hv lessons on Mon, Tues n Thurs. two mods on mon, two mods on tues and one mod on thurs. Sounds slack ah but it's not. tons of projects and meetings in between. i have at least two days when i stayed till 9plus for the past two weeks.. and im sure there will be more of such days to come. It feels like i've been studying for quite long alr.. even tho it's just 3weeks.


so far. my friends are rather awesome.. and i still wanna meet more people! wna make my uni life a BLASTTTT...


okies. i miss my other friends too.. and i hope being in diff uni wont disintegrate us..=/ rather fearful of losing contact. Meeting up with JC mates this sundayy!! =) am excited!

CLAIRE.. when will our sushi tei eating feast be? haha. im cravingggg for it!


okies. tt's for all!

TOODLES!


if it's really that difficult..