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Sunday, March 22, 2009

Breathless

i just read a gazillion forums on smu acct interviews, smu/nus/ntu cultures n whatnots, stress levels, acceptance n rejection letters, appeal, grade profiles... OMG................ honestly, im freaking out.

i will get done with the applications online by tmr(left smu), head out to post my papers n pay the fees at atms. and wait for the fateful call for interviews (smu acct) n go for it b4 it clashes with my europe trip and do kick-ass excellent in the interview n get accepted. i need prayers..alot alot of prayers.

smu ppl... pls tell me tt u all r not snobbish lik wad cy describes or i may just die.

claire is freakin out lik i do too.. but i guess with her grades, she will b able to go where she desire. i hope we both can end up in the same sch(slim chance bt im hoping).

-breathe in-

I'm beginning to wonder if what i think of you is the real you.. and what i once felt from you was the real you or was it all pretence and made up at the early stages.. if it is, you've managed to scare me a fair bit. true enough, as i begin to see every part of that lovely packaging peeling apart,it's revealing the different you. it's scary.. scary to think that packaging actually fooled me..still fooling me. mayb..after all.. i don even noe you..

i'm gettin quite tired of rejecting ppl and dates.. =/

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