Lunar new year eve!!! chu xi ye! haha. im back from reunion dinner. all bloated and full. let me summarize my day! 

church-ed. stayed till 2.30 before we had our lunch at far east carl's junior with kelvin, miah and me.. my sis n shu ai joined us later. off to wisma and kel bought his jeans. walked ard n it was 445 alr! so rushed home to video ezy to rent some dvds=) devil wears prada, pride n prejudice and house bunny! haha. the person there was so funny.. he say he's been receiving gazillon phone calls regarding their operating hours tt he shld just record a voice mail. LOL. 

and there's actually lil nyonya dvd!!!! OMG. 

head to liang court for dinner with grams n all. my tummy's been giving me alot of trouble today.. hurts soo badly tt i lost my appetite. 

i think i've just witness a miracle abt an hour ago. i have to record it down because it's such a historical moment..-looks to my sister- 

we were BOTH stunned.. stunned at the calmness.. shocked at the some what coolness and of cuz taken aback by the invitation on top of it all. it was like the cherry of an already awesome sundae. like.. WOW! MIRACLE FROM GOD!  i once said tt it would be as imaginably impossible as the parting of red sea.. but it happened before our eyes indeed. that i felt so hit right in my face, accompanied by the still small voice.."ha.. SEE! I told you all things are possible.. it wasn't as difficult as it seemed right?" yes yes.. "ye of little faith." we should BOLDLY hv faith.  God does has His own sense of humour. haha. 

And another learning point from tt was.. "The Process". it didn't come with the snap of fingers. it took a year of waiting and faith, not giving up and much perseverance. like Job. He persevered and he saw what the Lord eventually brought about. and it reassured what Ps. Ong said " miracle is a process. not a magic trick." it takes time to take shape n finally be revealed. you can say tt i was utterly in awe of the way God put things into place.. and of cuz fantastically elated for my sister !! -hugs-

For me, i think i need to learn and work on the meaning of "waiting" and "patience". i'm never really good at it. rushing to see things happen, eagerly wishing things to 'pop' into place. God showed me His marvellous ways again=) .. true enough, it doubles up the happiness when the wait is worth while. 

hello all. i realised Good Friday(april 10) is ONE day BEFORE my BIRTHDAY!(April 11th)!! coolios. 

updates:

14jan - phuture-d. i'm nv going again. HAHA. not in awhilez i guess. 

16jan- dumb lessons that got me rather discouraged and doubtful abt my 'talent' in driving manual cars. i think i might be able to do... vectors better than the clutch. LOL 

Radi8-ed.. cell has begun once again. learnt quite abit about "The Process" and "Going beyond the Expected". i guess it was all God ordained=) 

pretty much bummed at home these few days.. would be slight buzzy this week. with dental n if possible, a haircut and meeting up with my LOVELIES once more!=) and of cuz em lessons too. 

attempts in finding a job is not fruitful. ahhh rae n seh r betting i wont work in the end. BOO. haha. 

One thing God told me last week tt sank into my heart was a phrase.."Only ONE". i was sitting somewhere(i forgot where), staring and i started thinking again. and i thought abt every friend being just that only friend u're going to meet.. none will be the same.. there's only ONe of him or her in this world. and i hear a still small voice saying..

"ya.. like there's only just ONE you too". and i felt that phrase giving me such a surge of warmth in me. i felt so peaceful. God's love.. there's only ONE lin meimei debbie that's going to exist ever.. no more replicas, no repeats, none backorders. similar ones but never identical. God treasures me.. cares for me.. im so precious and there's only going to be ONE me.

i thought about my love for every friend i have and His love. the same.. i have only ONE God.. ONLY one.. never again will i find anyone like Him. Not ever. No clones..No photocopy.

 

i feel so fortunate to be God's "ONly one" debbie lin.. His child.. His love... =)

"How did you overcome what has happened?"

"You just become someone else"

                                                        - The Brave One 

                                     

"I always believed that fear belonged to other people. Weaker people. It never touched me. And when it did. And when it touches you, you know.. that it's been there all along. Waiting beneath the surfaces of everything you loved."  -The Brave One 

had a great week!=)

6/1, met boonie! at wisma. for shopping. well.. for present shopping but we ended gettin rach to buy the present. hehe. TKS rach! =) -hugs-  had fun n walked ard. hoho. 

8/1, met boon again a bishan library to make chewyan's little card. ok not little. haha. i love the pods! the cubicle that sticks out from the wall..ok i v sua gu. haha. 

9/1, met boon AGAIN.. at SPCA.. played with the cute pups n doggies.. ok la pat them n all. hehe. i love lukas! apple is adopted liao.. so is thunder. the three black pups were soo lovely! 

10/1, met my loves!!!! *ahhh* i LOVE every single one of them from our gang. it's so good to get tgt again, listening to hw pz disciplines her kindergarden kids n the laughable punishments etc, joking ard.. awesome funness!  hehe. we even decided to meet fortnightly. heh. TAIWAN TRIP!!! -calling out to rach, pz, cy n mich!- WE MUZ GO! 

11/1, jie went for lunch with ps wil so i went with the youth for lunch. is it e first time im alone? haha. tks jane.. u rock. haha. nice chats n fun talks(:

7/1, i feel guilty.. y can't u just go away?? ok i shall not be mean. i will nv feel comfortable ard u.. u dont get it. i tried once and it only became clearer how the 2hours actually felt out of place.. out of ease.. out of comfort zone. Once is.. enough. 

yay! im going out with my other love tmr.. haha. whoo! 

JOB.. i wan a job. tt pays more than 6bucks per hour and don need to work weekends.. (ok don throw stones at me) hahha. i shld just go get my resume done first or smth. 

k toodles!!

Dec31st: decided not to stay at home so went to meet the guys at 5.. head down to bugis for some great mango sago. miah, jerome, dj, nj, jj, charleen, eugene...errr cant rmb who else liao was there. HAHa. den went to ps..the place changed aLOT.. or perhaps i hvn't been there for quite sometime. then intend to go aston but was darn crowded so ate at foodcourt instead. head back to church at 9 for watchight service. 

after watchnight, all went to my place for games night=) pictionary part was FULL of screams, shouts, laughter n fun. LOL. guys vs girls team. we won!! =P 

i slept at like 7...after maccas breakfast. i rmb last yr we had this gathering at our hs too. lol. 

woke up at 3... skipped lunch. 

i was so boliao tt i re-read all my 08 posts.. somewhat like a review. it was more ups n downs than i thought.. certain things i wrote back thn i knew i wouldnt hv said if im the me now.. n things i would hv done if i still had e chance. but "would hv"s don exist so.. what's left is just history. 

yay soon i'll get 200bucks more per month=) 

and i shld go get a job... any events company wanna hire me???

k bored. 

i'm not a princess..