Dec31st...last day of 2008!!! 

i read jill's blog. AWWWWww..... gave me a urge to blog. 

2008 has been a..rough year. It felt like im stuck on a rollercoaster which i cant get off. sometimes up, others dip down.. it all has it's seasons. 

the year i entered Jc2, facing all the load and stress on my shoulder to excel in my studies.. countering all the sleepiness, the pressure, the tutorials, the lectures, the what-nots. I thank God that there wasn't dramas between my friends and i while im in college, unless my sec sch days. 

the year i grew up stronger and learnt to rely alot more on God's provision of love. 

the year my days can be living hell and the next moment, i can smile. The battle with A levels, intertwined with splendid class times n outings, lame jokes from my lovelies and cool teachers. It's been the best and the worst year. 

the year i became a crybaby n then grew outta it. the year i realised my friends ard me cared so much abt hw i feel.. 

the year i felt God's strength ever so real.. His footprints in the sand.. 

the year i sat by the bay with two awesome friends, chatting till the dawn break.

the year i build on my faith.. put in my effort and what's left in my hands into doing His work, sowing seeds into hearts. 

the year i gained a da ge named Kelvin. 

the year i came to pay more attention to my friends and want to love them more. 

the year i learnt how to drive

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Thank you, Boon.. Chewyan.. all my class lovelies, namely wl, jer, yini, meimei, jm, pz, rach, mich. you guys made a HUGE difference in my life. so much to say..how limited the english vocab is to express what's deep inside of me. i appreciate every single friendship i've forged in NJC.. and i want all of them to remain! if any of u all read this, pls rmb.. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! 

Thank you, Jill.. my lil niece..my lil sister. haha. tks for the suntanning, shopping, emoing sessions thru out these years.. i literally watched u grow up from this lil bean! and now u're heading towards turning 16 in 2009.. SCARY. though sometimes i need to nag at u alot n scold u(if u don listen) and occasionally flare up(due to ur irritation..hee), u noe i LOVE YOU to bits! we may nt be in the same generation(tt explains y u call me ur aunt), but the mere 3yrs gap really knit us close tgt... i thank God for bringing me later and u earlier to this earth so tt we can be just like sisters..=) 

Thank you, Da Jie.. wo de Da jie.. it's incredible sometimes to think of how God actually choose two person to become blood related siblings.. and it's for sure once in a lifetime. It's been a blessing! to be the smallest in the family.. hehe. i know u'll always take my hand while jaywalking a busy road(if u happen to b beside me), i know u'll buy my lunch for the umpteenth time(if i pester u), i know u'll not stay angry with me even if i piss u off, i know u'll buy the crispy fish snack for me if u pass by any pasa malam( n if u rmb), i know u'll smile when u read this.. and i know.. u love me=) 

Thank you, you.. for blessing me with awesome entries and God-anointed opinions.. tho u'll nv read this. HAHA. 

Thank you, Shufu-Aifai.. for being my friend and i'll rmb the fun n awesome times we have together always. the laughter, the craziness.. whatever it will be in the future.. thanks alot for making a difference. 

Thank you, pal.. 

Thank you, bro... for not switchin ur laptop off at all for a week, for sitting there with me while i cry, for making me smile from time to time.. 

Thank you, Da ge.. for being my da ge and being so sweet to buy me chocolates during my stressful mugging period, the encouraging smses, the pats-ur-head, the offer to be there for me if i need some1 to talk to.. oh tks for letting me play with ur camera! 

Thank you, Claire lopez.. for still hanging out with me even after we graduated from crez. haha. it's been awesome knowing a rich friend like you whose dog feeds on salmon. HAHA. ok ahem. i will always rmb ur non-black hair, ur lameness(affected by me), our wonderful days as classmates in crez n sch mates in NJ, and our day outs! we muz keep contacting till.. we grow old! I LOVE YOU!!

Thank you, Shann.. for not forgetting tt i exist even tho we don hang out alot these days. i sincerely miss u alot sweetie!! i wna play basketball in the arcade again with u!!! hehe. i wna go shopping with u and share secrets n update on every detail of our lives with u. just wna say u will always be my lovely childhood friend! may this friendship last forevermore=) 

(if ur name isn't up there.. pls don cry.. cuz im too tired to continue. hurr hurr.)

ok.. TOODLES! its late.. 

lalalala~ the production is over!!! omg.. it was a BLAST!=) we all had so much fun. taking pics, the energy on stage, the nervous wrecking seconds b4 going up on stage... wow..i LOVE the stage despite hving toe cramps being too nervous. HAHA wah i'm so lousy. more productions of such!=)

Christmas eve n Christmas day ..oh n Christmas eve's eve was spent all in church.. rehearsing n run thru n the final shows. i enjoyed myself entirely and even while performing.. deep down i really wish ppl could see our passion for Jesus n our dance was just for Him=) i really pray tt we could touch lives with the smile on our faces, with the exploding energy we had, the effort we put into making this happen. 

TKS sis!! =) for making me part of the core team.. 

TKS my kids! (they will nv read this) but well.. they were annoying at times but i had fun with them all. so proud to see them dance n rmbing the steps i taught them on stage. hehehe. BIG SMLIE. worth while=) 

TKs to all who made it happen, helped out in a way of another.. u guys did great!! 

Christmas party at aunty nancy's hs was cool too=) tho i wasn't part of the music team but i've been going for the 2nd year alr. hurr hurrr=P. i had fun. the food was great n the fellowship was nais. hoho! awesome. watched ipman(eep. mun) with some later on at amk hub.. tho i detest martial art flims but this one is pretty cool. 

i thought it wldn't be tt good but it somehow all fitted well into place this Christmas=) despite the lack of christmas-y feeling... i had my fill of blessings=) 

Friday was nuts. i've nv been in quite a situation b4... hate this. oh well.. blame on me tt i lost my cool. tks deb, miah, gid, seh, da jie, char, shu ai, da ge, jane.. pple do care! 

Sat was nuts too.. in a happy impulsive way. haha. LOL. uh ohhh. -winks at da jie-. black angus was nais! but once in a blue moon wld be enuff. haha. 

i wan to go out with shann =( and suntanning with jill.. and chill out with claire again. and starbucks/spca with boon.. n meet up with rach n chewyan soon. we hvn't dine out for ur bday!

 

touch rugby on 3rd.. i hvn't studied my btt!! RAHh. 

ok toodles. im bored. 

yoooz im back from church camp!! 

actually i don feel lk updating at this instance but the prom post is too outdated to be up on the first one. so i'll just say a few words down here. 

more updates on a later date when im free(tho im v free right nw but idleness is overwhelming) haha. 

i miss my furry fren.. =(

i miss shann! glad we're hanging out real soon. and claire too=) yay. 

its chewyan's bday tmr!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!! (in advance) you've been one of e first few frens i've made in njc. and u've been great! those lame jokes, hilarious comments and retarded acts made sch life more bearable. i'll always rmb the times u sit on my right n boon will sit on my left for lectures! =) hehee. u're FINALLY 18 my girl! haha. i really treasure u as a fren n we'll keep in touch till eons later ok!(: haha. love ya! hope u'll enjoy ur 18th! 

bought pumps from jill. hope i can fit. 

mmm.. i tried so hard n yet i see em efforts bouncing back at me. maybe this friendship nv quite mean alot to you huh? we used to be great friends and now it seems different. but perhaps it don quite bother you anymore tt i feel this way. if u don even read this or feel a lil tt im talkin abt you (after reading).. then forget it.. its ok to lose a so called friend who doesn't care. 

debbie's tired of tugging at the overstretched rubber band.