Friday, September 26, 2008
It's about time
Radi8 was different today. watched some dvd. brooklyn tabernacle choir is awesomeee! those testimonies were awesome. what ps wil said really spoke to me. all these that's goin on makes me weary, tired, frustrated and i was almost on the verge of just quitting everything. i lost that energy and zeal. i wanted to give up. but im glad i didnt. im glad tt i went for Radi8 today n heard that im not the only one going thru tough times like these. It's worth it..if you really know the God you're serving. It's worth that endurance. with my As, with everything, with the Christmas thing, however tough im going to stretch my time and ability.. i will. for His glory.
you sat there and you looked. you sat there and the wall around you starts melting down as you stared at 'Cookie'. then you rmbed 'Cheesecake' so you turned away and force yourself to snap out of it. 'Cheesecake' will always be that atas cheesecake. you sat there and you looked at 'Brownie' and 'Bread'.. you realise it's so hard to tell 'Bread' anymore. 'Bread' only looks to 'Brownie' and 'Cheesecake'. 'Cookie' and you can never be on the same plate. neither do you and 'Bread'. you saw what's on 'Cookie's' mind, and your heart sank again. you wonder when will you ever find your 'white chocolate chip cookie'. just snap out of it wont you??
i rmbed my mum says she gets v sad when she sees me cry.. she will hv the urge to just tug me in her arms lik hw she does when im a kid. i rmbed how my mum, my frens were all so patient to me during that time.. and i realise that such extra patience will go away sooner or later. only God will forever be there, gentle to you, hearing you out n not get sick of it.
its 2.30am.
cookies cookies everywhere in those dreams
the Princess' thoughts ;
