Friday, September 26, 2008
It's about time
Radi8 was different today. watched some dvd. brooklyn tabernacle choir is awesomeee! those testimonies were awesome. what ps wil said really spoke to me. all these that's goin on makes me weary, tired, frustrated and i was almost on the verge of just quitting everything. i lost that energy and zeal. i wanted to give up. but im glad i didnt. im glad tt i went for Radi8 today n heard that im not the only one going thru tough times like these. It's worth it..if you really know the God you're serving. It's worth that endurance. with my As, with everything, with the Christmas thing, however tough im going to stretch my time and ability.. i will. for His glory.
you sat there and you looked. you sat there and the wall around you starts melting down as you stared at 'Cookie'. then you rmbed 'Cheesecake' so you turned away and force yourself to snap out of it. 'Cheesecake' will always be that atas cheesecake. you sat there and you looked at 'Brownie' and 'Bread'.. you realise it's so hard to tell 'Bread' anymore. 'Bread' only looks to 'Brownie' and 'Cheesecake'. 'Cookie' and you can never be on the same plate. neither do you and 'Bread'. you saw what's on 'Cookie's' mind, and your heart sank again. you wonder when will you ever find your 'white chocolate chip cookie'. just snap out of it wont you??
i rmbed my mum says she gets v sad when she sees me cry.. she will hv the urge to just tug me in her arms lik hw she does when im a kid. i rmbed how my mum, my frens were all so patient to me during that time.. and i realise that such extra patience will go away sooner or later. only God will forever be there, gentle to you, hearing you out n not get sick of it.
its 2.30am.
cookies cookies everywhere in those dreams
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
There are somethings that will always remain grey
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! 40days to As!!!! SAVEEEEEEEEEE ME
the new 'thing' btwn boonie n i is "it's too lateeeeee~~~". haha i find it very amusing.
ok im officially dried up from fighting spirit. i know i should saturate myself with the peace. and i have been meditating on the verse that says we should not be anxious but instead submit everything all requests unto the Lord in prayer. okok i will. "Don't terminate ur blessings, keep praying, help is on the way" -this quote has been on my mind too.
some amusing conversations in school:
1. debz: eh! mrs chew is back!?
Boon: yaaa -sian look-... even her eyeshadow is back too. [inside joke]
2. miss lee(during econs lesson): china's public transport...quite bad right??
Boon: ehh yes.. but not as bad as their milk.
3. misslim: chewyan! -caught her talking and expects her to answer the question-
debz: -turns to chewyan n told her the question-
rachel: -whispers into chewyan's ear the answer-
chewyan: err..a cell diagram?
misslim: correct!! -smiles-
rachel: ermm -turns to chewyan with a shocked look- actually i wanted to sabo you with the 'wrong' answer.
debz: -FAINTS from laughter-
frens make my sch life bearable and fun amidst of all the hectic revisions. we can do it!!
many will always think that the grass is greener on the other side. things that you don't have always seem so much better than those you already had. and you began to pursue for things that is not yours and neglect what has been blessed into your hands. it all piles down to human's nature of being not appreciative. I want to turn and look at the things that i have.. and learn to be thankful, not turning myself into a unappreciative being.
last sat was fun! shopping with jie n tp. bought contact lens, a bikini and FINALLY cut my hair! though it left me shellshocked for 5seconds but im growing to love it to bits=) alot less tangles, no furry hair, no frizzy ends! easy to maintain. got 2inches chopped off n lots of layering. i like my stylist.
sunday was waraku at Central. tp's bday lunch. andd.. pls spare me from that awkwardness ever again Ok! everything is normal and alright if everybody else sees it that way. we don't need to be three feet apart-.-.. don need to "i scared she.." any longer. PLS.
i shall not take 'meet up with claire soon' off my wantlist for we're never meeting up enough. and i will add shann up on the list too asap. haha
ok there's sch tmr though its at 9.40am. BYE!
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
The song inside of me
no more holidays! gah. im back into the reality. for the next < 2mths i will work hard n score well!! though so far the prelim results are disappointing. sigh. chem n math is not my cup of tea. they don like me. SIAN. but i really need those As in Alevel. err actually just to prove that i can do it. tt's equally impt than scoring just to get into the courses in uni. i think the former has a better meaning. at least im working towards a goal n pushing to my best.
going out with Claire was fun=) we walked ard n shopped n apparently rachel was there too!! haha. too bad we didnt see her!! and we were at the same place watching the same movie!!! well just that they took the later slot.
WALL E is SO cuteeee=) and sweet. let the robots tell us about how to be alittle more human. how ironic huh.
we went to shop for cosmetics. Oh b4 e movie was lunch at hipdiner's and lots of catching up n gossips in n outside school. haha. after movie was shopping at random places and claire is regretting that she didn't get her clutch from Queens. i want that skinny jeans! ARggh. why cant it fit me. oh well. i was in the 'buying skinnies' mood altho the price was alittle steep=x.
ok. its very the late now. i shld go pop in my bed n sleep.
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
A little bit longer
PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVERR!!!
excited! meet ups. hang outs. chill outs. slack outs.
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