i dk wad got over the better of me. i dk why i got so pissed off. perhaps it was the disappointment, it was the shock, it was the unbelievable. who would have thought..? not me definitely. however, i do not have the right to feel all the emotions above. ask me why.. she really don noe why. 

Ok so prelims r in ..4days. somebody say (OH MY WORD) pls. 

i got a slight fever on wed night. 

i could hardly fall aslp for more than 3hrs in total, fighting the heat and the cold. 

i got so sick in my stomach that it lasted for the entire of thurs. 

i still feel a little sick in the tummy right now. gave Radi8 a skip today. 

jill was right. and i think God heard our conversation at the lobby so He decided to reveal to me the broken vase. now i know its a vase and not a heap of 'things'..according to jill. only she will understand what i'm talking about. at least i know FOR SURE it's a vase now.. and its broken. 

muttons to midnight is super funny. the ronald-susilo-played-like-crap low song was SO FUNNY. hehe

boon is super sarcastic.. "beauty can fade but a jerk stays forever" HAHAHA i almost fell off the chair. 

i think im dead for math and mayb micro econs. oh n chem. perhaps tt's lik everything. LOL. 

i rmb when i was a little kid, that every sunday would be kite-flying day=) i love those kites. those pretty kites, multi-colored kites, fancy butterfly kites. and my dad wld always buy me those huge plastic ones tt will never tear.

every situation is like a kite. and we are the kite-flyers. 

I looked at my crashed kite.. i looked at BigDaddy.. i looked at my kite again. 

"it's okay. everything's going to be alright. Let Me fix this."

the crucial word in the phrase is "ME". let Him..let God. 

im going to get my As for As. As!! boon!! let's go for the As!!!