My God is beautiful..all the time-

Monday, July 07, 2008

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hv u ever look at smething, see it drowning, shouted for help but no one actually bothers?

"ahh nth la. it's fine."

"come on! don be sensitive."

"no its really not that way."

how many times hv i shouted for help? waved the red alert flag and try to tell u it's a danger zone once i saw the signs? JUST COUNT. oh quit it. its countless anyway.

i said it.. it was left ignored. i complained abt it.. it was brushed away. i voiced it.. it was not heard anyway. i tried to stop it.. i tried to tell you.. i tried my best.. before everything.. way b4 everything.. i tried.. i pushed thru the currents and reach for you.. shouted till i was out of breath.. so wad? if all these fell on deaf ears.

shu ai gave me a hug today.

my sis gave me a hug today.

nth was said. they just gave me a hug today.

unfair. so unfair. i waited thru the tough months. i never gave up. i never bare the thought of it. and now all i get was a "i've changed. things changed..open to choices. taking another direction" ha ha ... a bomb just landed on my lap. tell me about being sad.. tell me about feeling heartbroken.. tell me about feeling betrayed of trust.. tell me about it.. u can never win me in this. shann noes me now. God noes me now.

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