Wednesday, April 02, 2008
I'll just pretend that it is you
i dk y im up here at this hour. oh great. afternoon naps do u no good.. or at least temporary good. strips away ur afternoon fatigue and makes u restless at night.
i miss gettin hugs. sad to say i don even hv such a huge teddy bear for me to pretend to be hugged. ok lets see who will rmb this till nxt week n give me a hug on my bday.
i wna tell u e story! lk really wan to confess it cuz im pretty sure u don noe.. bt u didnt ask so.. gah fine i'll keep it to myself again lik hw i did long time ago. its lik i light up a match stick n waves it infront of u.. ok u noticed it but.. u didnt ask y i light it up!! den i disappointedly blow it out. haii.. humans are weird. y do ppl not ask things when others (secretly)wan them to n purposely muz press on abt stuffs they don wan to answer. Neh mind. hurrrr.. bt i really wan u to noe.. pouts:/
hohoho. i cant wait for this sat n nxt week. k im weirdly high.
y do ppl have to act lik nth matters, or tt problems they are facing arent as serious, when they themselves TOTALLY noe IT IS SERIOUS n YET STILL secretly prays tt ppl give them sme attention? cm'on.. if u really wan ppl to cme n show u sme concern.. don freakin say "im ok.. im alright" n put on the same 'im goin to die' face. at least say a "im nt bt tks for askin.. i feel better tt at least u noticed' if u don noe hw to put ur emotions across. or even worse.. act lik NTH is wrong..happily.. n THEN murmur in one corner tt no one notices u're upset n u're feelin lik e whole world has abandoned u. get a life man. the wadever problem u hv is alr bad enuff(if u claim to b) then stop bringin more trouble for urself.. its tiring to second guess. [disclaimer: nt referring to any1.. jus suddenly feel eeky abt such behaviours]
i dk again wad's wif all tt bt.. ya la.. lik wad a camp theme is.. GET REAL!
boyfriends are weird. {HAHAHAHA jus for laughs}. girls always tend to hv a soft spot for them. more than the opposite direction.
tdy was campaigning day. no lessons. slacked in class wif half of e class. sewing session wif rach in a corner. teacher came in durin e last 10mins(how suay). names taken down. out we go.
came hme. happily ate my lunch n took a nap. n happily did my work after i woke up n happily ate dinner n happily came online n happily went to bathe. till i realise tt it was 6 hours after i've CLEARLY forgotten abt my dental at TWO! ....-.-.... lesson learnt: screamin aloud in e toilet doesnt turn bck time.
*my sister is singing.. no.. whistling CHINESE NEW YEAR songs-.- out of e blue. she's weird. nw i can cfm she's my sister. HAHAHA.* after she subconsciously hums the tune all over again.. she goes "oh crap".. n pretends tt she isnt tt weird n starts to "lalalala~" away..
i miss him. who noesss....
CIAOZzzzzzZZzzzz..
the Princess' thoughts ;
