Wednesday, March 12, 2008
What goes around comes around
a very cliche justin timberlake song.. a very cliche phrase. well i tink i've finally knew wad God's tryin to teach me all along.
On the happier note for now..
Mon n tues was SHANN+DEBZ=BESTIES DAY!! wheee. hahaa. okay finally manages to catch up with her n we went SHOPPINGGG. ok I shopped la. haha. (as promised tt i wld blog 'nicely' abt my outing with tt girl.. i shall elaborate more on e details) met her at ard 1.30 at wisma. tt girl has to leave at 5.30 due to her hving to work at 6. POUTS~ oh well.
we went to f21, topshop, den to Schu. i bought a super CUTE pink n grey stripey rounded flats n a zebra-ish leather-ish clutch bag. YAY.
as usual we were catchin up n updatin each other.. i realised hw much this kind of comfortable and totally at ease of being myself feeling will never change no matter hw long we've not met up for e.g a shopping trip. it just stays.. i guess tt's wd true frens are for! it doesnt fade away=) u trust tt e other party holds onto this r/s as much as u do n she values it as high as u do.
taka-ed, pull-n-bear-ed.. didnt manage to shop alot b4 she has to leave. OH n we ate pepper lunch..updating on each other's bf n such. Hohoho=P. SHHHhhhhZzz.
tues was e shopping trip part 2! due to her delayed xray thingy cum checkup at e clinic.. we met only at 2ish. bt we had sufficient time=) far east-ed n i bought a knitted vest n we bought fake nails at an atrociously discounted price of $3.90! where to find!? n its gorgeous.
Zara-ed n i got my formal shirt. YAY-ness=). it was raining e whole day ytd btw. eeks. oh n whenever im out wif her, i feel lk im back to when im 16ish.. all girlish n behaving lik lunatics living in our own world. wahaha LOL. in other words, i love it!! =)
p.s. [ see.. v long n nice n sweet rite.. AHEM.. =P]
tdy was plainly studyin n catchin up with hols work. BOO. shan't talk abt it.
oh oh i almost forgot updates for sunday n sat.
Last Sat: met up with * at 1.30 at boon keng. followed him to music prac where i stoned lik free for an hour plus. SIANN. Lol. well nvms. was kinda weird too sitting there alone. oh the walls outside e lobby are nicely painted=) v nice.
went off at 3ish n headed to cathay to buy bday gifts for *'s mum. shopped n walked ard a little b4 catchin our movie at 5.05pm. STEP UP 2!!!! ok.. i was reallllllyyyyyy excited for the show cuz step up 1 was awesomely good. but EHH.. nt tt it isnt nice but didnt surpass the standard of e previous one. e dance moves were really jaws-dropping n eyes-openingly cool!! e storyline is rather limited. ok i shouldnt go on anymore b4 i spoil e fun of watching =x
walked ard n ate at sushi tei in paragon. hell crowded. bt environment doesnt matter la=P heh.
felt happy n sweet once again spendin time with him=D. its like.. jus by seeing e way he smiles or e way he apologizes.. it melts my heart n disperses the unhappy emotions in my mind 2 seconds ago till i wld only rmbed how much n easily he can make me smile =) it's e simpliest things such as nt being able to hold things against him tt shows me now n then hw much he means to me. smetimes i get disappointed n upset..lamenting abt e unhappiness, bt once he does smth sweet.. POOFF! everything becomes lovey again.
Sun: church-ed at trinity then elim. hmm. trinity's service is pretty good=) sermon was good. it somehow did worked whenever im faced with a doesnt-seem-too-good scenario n like.."whats e big fuss".
went out wif jie later to spotlight cuz she needs to get sme stuffs. ate at secret recipe n i still tink their stuffs sucks. hahaLOL.
ok time for serious stuffs.
now n then the talk we had gets flashed past my mind.. e questions u posed.. e answers i gave.. e pop-ups in my head.. e heart to heart exchanging of thoughts. "to me it seemed lik a whole misunderstanding".. good if it really is one simple misunderstanding. "God is trying to teach u something.. u can run away this time round.. He can still bring the same situation back into ur life or a different one but still in e end trying to teach u the same old thing." i pondered upon that phrase for quite a few days.. n it seemed to occur to me tt it indeed was true. "what goes ard comes ard"; God put me in e same situation but jus in different positions. jus tt nw i was the one feeling tt way. i believe God put you in e same situation n yet different positions too. smetimes wad u feel u're being treated by a fren.. subconsciously or consciously, u're treating sme1 else e same way too. or e fear u're hving now might hv been imposed on sme1 else too by e way u treated them. "hw much does this mean to you".. i tink im still lacking of e courage to take that first step forward.
Lord.. i need ur help. mayb im still nt tryin my best. mayb.. it just wouldnt work out.
the Princess' thoughts ;
