Tuesday, February 05, 2008
That's when i love you
you'll always b a part of everything i do
you're on my heart juz like a tattoo
i'll always have you
*'s sick=(.. so he's bck on mon afternoon. i almost cldnt slp e whole night cuz he didnt reply. i was darn worried. well at least he's ok right nw=) get well soon pls!
tdy had bio spa and math test(which sucked) n double GP lessons(which sucked too) and i spoilt my hp in my own hands. sigh. still emoing abt it bt i'll get over as soons as it gets repaired. hope it can b fixed. DON ask me y its spoilt lest i kill u.. don remind me !!!!!
wnt ps wif boon to get v.day pressies for e class. coolios. lalala. tmr many will b wearing their sec sch uniform.. huhh.. wo bu yao leh.. v small liaoz. eeeks.
nt really in e mood for anything right nw. n i realise jill's thoughts sme hw r simliar to mine. my thoughts always clicked with hers while reading her blog. lik "eh! tt's exactly hw i feel" kinda thing. well.. mayb cuz we're related directly. haha. lame.
things i find in common with her thoughts(lifted frm her blog):
- "The biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone you once had the time of your life with."
- I feel that the more you show your feelings, your weaknesses, the more people can find ways to hurt you. Which is also why sometimes your closest friends hurt you more than your worse enemies can.
- I use to wonder if anything could break that ego layer of a guy. Im (seriously) doubting even love can. How much would a guy humble himself for the one he says he loves? [me: subjective to circumstances]
-Am I extremely insecure? I feel really apprehensive about things I know I shouldnt feel edgy about. I know it wont exactly do me good being so caught up and insecure about these things, but then again, I cannot help but feel that way. Sometimes all I want is reassurance. I need to be assured every now and then that Im fine. That Im good enough. Is that a very intricate demand?
- I think boyfs are like the worse and the best things that happen to girls. Im speaking because I see how dependant one can be when you miss that ONE GUY so much. How pathetic she will seem. And Im like, OMG, Im like that too!? its really scary what missing someone can do to you, esp the boyf. I wont deny that as a girlf, *'s why I feel weak sometimes, yet he's the one that'll make me feel better in the end. the more i miss you, the more dependent i feel.
- Why do people take things meant to be taken seriously, not seriously? And why do they take the things we do not really mean so seriously? How can the thing you're looking forward to the most throughout your day, make you end up feeling so lonely and miserable all over again?
- Life is like an hourglass.
Sooner or later everything hits the bottom.
You just gotta be patient and wait for someone
to turn it around.
- Love isn't easy. Its like damn hard. It makes you go through things that you hoped you would never have to. But the most mehh-ish thing about love is that its always worth it in the end. It is just whether we have the patience to wait for "the end" or not. :/
well.. i really think im nt tt good with words afterall.. feelings i cant described fully she can. its either i sound too harsh n too much or too mild n not of a big deal. i need to learn to verbalise my feelings better.
ok end of post. full stop.
the Princess' thoughts ;
