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no pictures for this two posts. cuz im using sis's maccie bookie. haha=P. im kinda bored.. tt explains me bloggin. i've done sme form of work bt im too lethargic. and my calculator died so yea. haha.

things i hv to do:

1. maths tutorial complex no. (done)

2. rev. package for probability 

3. study econs

4. bio tutorial (done)

5. chem tutorial (done)

6. study gp (don care)

7. vectors assignment(done..kinda. waiting for calculator battery)

8. slack.. ok random

hmmm. so tt's all i guess if i didnt rmb wrongly or left out smth.

im srsly BORED.. claireeee... why cant u make it tdy to go out.. im darn free at hme la. pouts. boo. haha. v long nv talk to tt girl liaoz. luo pei yu ying ni hao ma? (i tink she's so goin to kill me if she ever reads this)

*'s out wif his grp for last grp outing. seafood feast i heard. wah seh rich kids. hahaha jkjk=P

mayb i can start on my v.day presents b4 i don hv time. hmmm good idea. that shall replace the no. 8th. presents for e class tt is. yay i know i'll b gettin a plush rose frm boonn!! wheeee. 

im really v bored.. where's my sister.. i wan to disturb her. wahaha. nobody's online too. 

my blog's kinda dead nwadays. i don see tags!! poutsss.

am thinkin abt my 18th.. suddenly lost e high to celebrate it.. i dk why. AHH i need ideas. was searchin online for cool venues.. saw this rooftop place called Loof. looks cool. aiyah i need a party planner nw. 

my mum's goin out for seafood dinner feast too..=( im left alone at hme... noooo. tt's if sis is nt cming bck. 

my life seemed so uninteresting ! nth interesting is goin on. ahh.. wont hv e mood too anyway even if there is. wad a contrary. 

i'm learning nt to give high hopes to everything. nt to hope tt wad i'm expecting might happen cuz when it doesnt.. i get that kind of awful disappointment i cant even describe. and its usually the case. its better to expect nth and when u receive some, at least tt lil amt of surprise can make u smile for awhile. i'm learning nt to expect sme1 to treat u e same way or put u in e same position as u do. it scares me at times to see hw much it meant to me n hw disappointed n broken i can end up feeling and nobody knows at all. its like when u fail to receive e treatment tt u thought u 'deserved'. if i fail to learn that, mayb i'll try to give without expecting to receive. Give unto God never unto man. perhaps tt will make me a happier person n nt be burdened down by expectations of life. why does this whole para. sound so sad. i'm learning not to be so mean.. maybe i was expecting too much n nt being understanding. i shan't attempt to express it anymore. i'm never goin to say tt mean phrase again.. or try to phrase it in another way.. cuz i nv really knew wad's e right way to say n i never seem to b able to get it across e right way. im sorry

sme say "Loving someone is one thing. Needing a person is another. True love is when you put the two together." i guess disappointments arises when u love sme1 n expressed ur need for her/him, she/he doesnt seem to return tt kind of need for u in e same extent(even though e love is there). tt applies to all kinds of love too. 

ok enuff of all that=) lalalala. ciaoz~