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    ...Lost in beauty

    Saturday, February 23, 2008


    Be the candy that sweetens me










    When i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you, whenever you're not around
    when i kiss you
    I'll still get butterflies


    2nd intakers r in! ok wad's so exciting abt tt...

    hmm. e sch is relatively kind to the j2s nw.. we get rather fixed classrooms allocation for lessons so don't need to walk ard everyday lik we did in year1. we get to go hme much earlier than in j1 cuz there's NO pw!! whhee. tt word sends chill down my spine.

    thurs was ahgong's bday bash....err..nt exactly. dinner la. cousins, uncles, aunts all were there. took heaps of family-ish photos. e food was quite untasty. eeeks. e cake was nice though.

    fri was road run! ok nth exciting too. walked quite abit..but still ran n quite tiring though. didnt complete e race cuz we were too slow i tink. wahaha. youth was alright. group prayers. wasnt too used to praying infront of a grp of pple so it was kinda a step for me=P. oh n there's the youth camp skit. n then was tiffany's surprise thingy. e cake is nice. heh. den was supper.. i juz felt shitty n wad happened made me feel even more shitty n shitty-ly left out by everyone till i really don feel lik sayin a shit abt it anymore. it felt lik e last straw. AIYA.. wad's up wif me man. ok i noe i shldnt ''complain'' here when im alrdy asked wad's wrong n i really hate those who ''complained'' in their blogs after discontentment. i juz cant say it with my mouth la.. i really juz didnt feel lik speaking. i feel fing left out n squeezed out of e picture everytime whenever you're ard. it's only e extent tt's different frm time to time. it seemed lik u guys always hv things in common to talk abt(ministry stuffs esp) n im e super extra one tt noes nth. FINE........ im jealous. wtf.

    oh n my phone cant b fixed apparently. which indeed pissed me off quite a huge bit. STEWWWPIDDDD.

    Today: went to sengkang for kidsREAD thing. did sme discussion for e challenge shield den head down all e way BY MYSELF via THE BUS 89 to PASIR RIS. heeee. i had to asked ard for directions though. hmm.. oh well, i guessed its worth it cuz i went to pick the army boy up=)

    arrived there with an empty stomach so went coffeeclub for lunch on my own while waiting for him. den met him a e mrt control station. WHEEE ... how nice to see YOU! hehhz.

    trained to tampines den bus-ed 72. even tho it was a hot n humid day.. even tho i waited quite long..even tho i had blisters on my foot frm e walking.. even tho e bus ride seemed so short suddenly..even tho it wasnt any fanciful long date.. even tho it was just half an hour or less..even tho i didnt wna leave ur side.. oh wells.. tt's perhaps e best bus ride in a long, long while. tks dear=) i cldnt hlp smiling to myself lik a retard while walkin hme frm e bus stop=P


    ok.. im supposed to catch a nap. came online to see e proposal which i didnt do much.. SORRY pple!! pai seh.

    kies. guessed tt spells my day. TATA! work time.

    the Princess' thoughts ;

    Saturday, February 16, 2008


    Four walls, one computer and a splitting head










    tt's my saturday. all alone at home.. AGAIN. nth to do but surf e net or homework time. it doesnt help to relieve the boring day with a splitting headache since late afternoon. its subsiding after some pills. it kinda stops my mugging process and as a result, i've only completed the seemingly tough econs mcq n alcohol tutorial. i've still got maths complex nos. left.

    i realised i've got very no life saturdays for lik a month already. i'm kinda always at home. shrugs. nvm its ok dear.. really. I NEED FRIENDS ! where's everyone. let's see.. shann and jill are with their AheMmSs. ok.. im officially declared as a no life person. noo.. its really nt ur fault nj.. really..*rolls eyes*

    BOREDDD~

    dies..

    looks out e window..

    i cooked mee goreng for myself in e late afternoon after my tummy's persistent protest tt it needs to be fed. i rmbed eating it too last saturday afternoon. wah sian. now its protesting again n i can almost hear it saying tt it needs its dinner immediately. wahaha ok LAME. im pure lazy.. and i srsly DON wna eat instant mee yet again. ok let's jus not eat. dietingggggg.

    porked at hme e whole day isnt a gd sign!! my brain is kinda dead. oh n tks shann for e idea. heh.
    my phone has not yet been fixed. how slow!!

    i need sme1 to deliver food to me!! ok crap.. i sound darn spoilt. wadever. LOLL.

    shuddap tummy.. stop growling.

    the Princess' thoughts ;

    Friday, February 15, 2008


    That's our love












    Updatess!! missed me??


    sunday: was nice seeing *!! wheeee. he's lik really slimmed down.. flat tummy! can see his cheeks bone. i tink lik mayb he lost 10kg or smth. haha. Lol. den shit happened. made e rest of e day shitty. but nahh... left it to the past.

    mon: pe ran 4 rounds outest lane.. den played touch rugby in which nobody has energy to play. haha. ok cant rmb much.

    wed: econs test!! ehh.. or is it thurs?? aiyah donnoe. cant rmb. anyways, went out with boonie to ps to get stuffs for my angel n mortal. she got her stuffs too. ate chippy's!! and she was daring me to tell e person my name was "chio bu" n she'll treat me if i dare. im lik NOOOOOOO. hahahaha. im nt tt shameless!! but its quite coolios.. i shall dare some1. haha. cuz chippy's they take down ur name then will call u when ur order is ready. hehehe who's up for e dare??

    thurs: VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!! ok.. wad's there to b happy abt anyways. -sianed- i really sympathesized wif jill.. the day to watch pple receive roses and chocolates and go out with their guys. the day was telling myself its ok im fine anyways not being affected and emo. the day was telling myself at least i've got gifts frm frens. the day was coming home early n watching pple goin out after sch. but e day was abt receiving smses n part of it says "altho im nt into v. days. well.. happy v. day dear!" awww.. tt's e best part tt day.

    "No doubt after today, many blogs will be filled with sweet nothings about how their day was spent, too over-the-top, but nonetheless extremely sweet. No doubt I'll cringe when I read these too. But that doesnt really matter" -jill.
    hw truee.. hw true..

    fri aka tdy: gt kinda emo in middle of e day.. nonetheless..swallowed it bck. bt still wnted to b honest so i still told him.. it really gets me into a dilema nw n then whether or nt to speak my mind, nt filtering thoughts according to them being beneficial or not.. bt juz purely honest to each other for e sake of promises. smetimes[including frens], if sme thoughts spoken may cause sme shitty emotions in tt listener.. shld it still be told? or filter away and goes into the "Delete n try to forget" section of our brain. i really donnoe in such circumstances, shld pure honesty still be uphold.

    Radi8 worship seemed kinda long tdy.. mayb cuz there's lik many songs. but its good=) hees. it then was grouping time! max is my new grp leader=) as human as i am.. i do miss my previous grp n grp leader aka my sis aloTT!! (altho i see her in e hs everyday but still..) girls thing la i guess. changes.. takes time to get used to lor i guess. lookin on e bright side=)

    supper was fun.

    unpaid-voluntary party planners needed! hahaa or at least free suggestions PLS!! heee.



    tt call mattered=) lik always. tt concern u showed really counts
    .

    ok! end! *smiles*

    the Princess' thoughts ;

    Friday, February 08, 2008


    Mirror image





    no pictures for this two posts. cuz im using sis's maccie bookie. haha=P. im kinda bored.. tt explains me bloggin. i've done sme form of work bt im too lethargic. and my calculator died so yea. haha.

    things i hv to do:
    1. maths tutorial complex no. (done)
    2. rev. package for probability 
    3. study econs
    4. bio tutorial (done)
    5. chem tutorial (done)
    6. study gp (don care)
    7. vectors assignment(done..kinda. waiting for calculator battery)
    8. slack.. ok random

    hmmm. so tt's all i guess if i didnt rmb wrongly or left out smth.

    im srsly BORED.. claireeee... why cant u make it tdy to go out.. im darn free at hme la. pouts. boo. haha. v long nv talk to tt girl liaoz. luo pei yu ying ni hao ma? (i tink she's so goin to kill me if she ever reads this)

    *'s out wif his grp for last grp outing. seafood feast i heard. wah seh rich kids. hahaha jkjk=P

    mayb i can start on my v.day presents b4 i don hv time. hmmm good idea. that shall replace the no. 8th. presents for e class tt is. yay i know i'll b gettin a plush rose frm boonn!! wheeee. 

    im really v bored.. where's my sister.. i wan to disturb her. wahaha. nobody's online too. 

    my blog's kinda dead nwadays. i don see tags!! poutsss.

    am thinkin abt my 18th.. suddenly lost e high to celebrate it.. i dk why. AHH i need ideas. was searchin online for cool venues.. saw this rooftop place called Loof. looks cool. aiyah i need a party planner nw. 

    my mum's goin out for seafood dinner feast too..=( im left alone at hme... noooo. tt's if sis is nt cming bck. 

    my life seemed so uninteresting ! nth interesting is goin on. ahh.. wont hv e mood too anyway even if there is. wad a contrary. 

    i'm learning nt to give high hopes to everything. nt to hope tt wad i'm expecting might happen cuz when it doesnt.. i get that kind of awful disappointment i cant even describe. and its usually the case. its better to expect nth and when u receive some, at least tt lil amt of surprise can make u smile for awhile. i'm learning nt to expect sme1 to treat u e same way or put u in e same position as u do. it scares me at times to see hw much it meant to me n hw disappointed n broken i can end up feeling and nobody knows at all. its like when u fail to receive e treatment tt u thought u 'deserved'. if i fail to learn that, mayb i'll try to give without expecting to receive. Give unto God never unto man. perhaps tt will make me a happier person n nt be burdened down by expectations of life. why does this whole para. sound so sad. i'm learning not to be so mean.. maybe i was expecting too much n nt being understanding. i shan't attempt to express it anymore. i'm never goin to say tt mean phrase again.. or try to phrase it in another way.. cuz i nv really knew wad's e right way to say n i never seem to b able to get it across e right way. im sorry

    sme say "Loving someone is one thing. Needing a person is another. True love is when you put the two together." i guess disappointments arises when u love sme1 n expressed ur need for her/him, she/he doesnt seem to return tt kind of need for u in e same extent(even though e love is there). tt applies to all kinds of love too. 

    ok enuff of all that=) lalalala. ciaoz~



    the Princess' thoughts ;



    Endlessly


    even though u make me cry
    but im loving you more each time
    and nothing you do can change my mind


    Happy CNY to all!! ang baos ang baos n more ang baos! 

    Wed: went to sch for celebrations! was quite fun seeing all my frens in their sec sch uniform. haha. boon was hysterical over her st nics uniform. cooolios banana! 

    e concert was quite good. our class cheered for jason n kenneth who performed their wu shu skills. haha. den it was malay dance so cheered for wanling! and rachel for indian dance. haha so cool. they all heard us=) e chinese dance performance was funny n cute! sighh.. last cny concert liaozzz! so sad. 

    went for lunch wif my class at thomson plaza pizza hut. boon, chewy, abe, lq n i were hvin such a gd time laughin at our 'weird' choice qns. haha. ok inside joke. parsleys vs fried onions vs 10 rounds ard e track vs dig ur way to china. hahaha it was hilarious=D

    went off at 1 bck hme. mummy asked me to give * sme chinese new yr goodies bt he's sick so we cant meet so i dropped by his place to give him n wanted to dabao porridge for him since he's nt hvin much appetite. hehe. n e thing is..coffee shops aint opened so wnt hme n cooked porridge(with mum's help cuz im nt a v good cook). nearly was a disaster but my mum was there in time to save me n it turned out good=) hehe. delivered e stuffs to his house=) heeees. he's so skinnyyy! compared to last time la. *heartpain*.. well gd in a way la he slimmed dwn. 

    reunion dinner at 8ish at central tong lok restaurant. the food was quite good=) i love the shark's fin=) had lobster, fish, noodles.. oh! the chicken n goose liver thing was quite special n nice too. yea.. tt's all. haha. FATtening mannn..

    Thurs: first day of new yr! mousey year. went over to grans place at 11ish. first one to b there. haha. ate the usual thing grandpa cooked. slacked, stoned there till e aunties came. ang baos again. n i really tink my cousin looks lik andy lau. wahahaha! srsly. right sis? 

    Fri aka tdy: went to aunts house.. my mum's side one. hugge crowd = many ang baos. haha. ok played wif lil dj for awhile.. he dances to the happy song. so cute eh? hehe. ate lunch there too. slacked in e room with jill cuz its too boring outside. all e majong-ing, card gaming, adult chit-chatting etc. n we were so bored we ended up tying knots with the cuttlefish shreds into a long strand. haha. i folded hearts with it. can u imagine hw bored we were? 

    den wnt hme at ard 4ish. slpt for a lil while. den dinner. did sme work.. loads of work left to complete. stressed. holidays r so good.. i don wna go bck to schh!! nvmms.. shan't mumble n complain=) 

    jus finished talkin on e phone wif d.. missed him loadsss!! GET WELL SOON!! prayers needed=) 

    ok its almost 12.. mayb i shld get sme slp. 

    mayb smetimes i really tink too deeply into things i shldn't. or things tt r not my business. haha. well bt reflection is kinda fun n good i guess?? shrugs. lik tink abt life n stuff. wonder hw jill can write such 'philosophical' stuffs on her blog smetimes. well.. i don usually talk abt such stuffs on my blog la. think on e inside. cuz sme stuffs r meant to b kept unsaid. im learnin nt to tink excessively.. cuz it can b damaging smetimes. nth's good when its too much. 

    that's good n bad side of love. so.. is it worth it or not in e end? as long as the good overwrites the bad times.. i guess it's worth it=) 

    ok tata! 

    the Princess' thoughts ;

    Tuesday, February 05, 2008


    That's when i love you









    you'll always b a part of everything i do
    you're on my heart juz like a tattoo
    i'll always have you

    *'s sick=(.. so he's bck on mon afternoon. i almost cldnt slp e whole night cuz he didnt reply. i was darn worried. well at least he's ok right nw=) get well soon pls!

    tdy had bio spa and math test(which sucked) n double GP lessons(which sucked too) and i spoilt my hp in my own hands. sigh. still emoing abt it bt i'll get over as soons as it gets repaired. hope it can b fixed. DON ask me y its spoilt lest i kill u.. don remind me !!!!!

    wnt ps wif boon to get v.day pressies for e class. coolios. lalala. tmr many will b wearing their sec sch uniform.. huhh.. wo bu yao leh.. v small liaoz. eeeks.

    nt really in e mood for anything right nw. n i realise jill's thoughts sme hw r simliar to mine. my thoughts always clicked with hers while reading her blog. lik "eh! tt's exactly hw i feel" kinda thing. well.. mayb cuz we're related directly. haha. lame.

    things i find in common with her thoughts(lifted frm her blog):
    - "The biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone you once had the time of your life with."

    -
    I feel that the more you show your feelings, your weaknesses, the more people can find ways to hurt you. Which is also why sometimes your closest friends hurt you more than your worse enemies can.

    - I use to wonder if anything could break that ego layer of a guy. Im (seriously) doubting even love can. How much would a guy humble himself for the one he says he loves? [me: subjective to circumstances]

    -Am I extremely insecure? I feel really apprehensive about things I know I shouldnt feel edgy about. I know it wont exactly do me good being so caught up and insecure about these things, but then again, I cannot help but feel that way. Sometimes all I want is reassurance. I need to be assured every now and then that Im fine. That Im good enough. Is that a very intricate demand?

    - I think boyfs are like the worse and the best things that happen to girls. Im speaking because I see how dependant one can be when you miss that ONE GUY so much. How pathetic she will seem. And Im like, OMG, Im like that too!? its really scary what missing someone can do to you, esp the boyf. I wont deny that as a girlf, *'s why I feel weak sometimes, yet he's the one that'll make me feel better in the end. the more i miss you, the more dependent i feel.

    - Why do people take things meant to be taken seriously, not seriously? And why do they take the things we do not really mean so seriously? How can the thing you're looking forward to the most throughout your day, make you end up feeling so lonely and miserable all over again?

    -
    Life is like an hourglass.
    Sooner or later everything hits the bottom.
    You just gotta be patient and wait for someone
    to turn it around.

    -
    Love isn't easy. Its like damn hard. It makes you go through things that you hoped you would never have to. But the most mehh-ish thing about love is that its always worth it in the end. It is just whether we have the patience to wait for "the end" or not. :/

    well.. i really think im nt tt good with words afterall.. feelings i cant described fully she can. its either i sound too harsh n too much or too mild n not of a big deal. i need to learn to verbalise my feelings better.

    ok end of post. full stop.

    the Princess' thoughts ;