He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

School is quite okayish. Able to catch up with the lectures and stuffs. Math sucks tho.. ahh vectors n probability is killing me. GAH. nvm. at least Mr song is rather kind. haha. kinda emo-ish e entire week. teared alil on sum nights.. felt down n emo-ish at night..when everything quietens dwn n there's only me n the four walls in my room. Jus telling BigDaddy, hw tough it suddenly felt when everything i thought wld b fine n did seem fine for these few weeks. its almost been a month nw. im gettin used to it alrdy.. well juz occasionally e girls moodswings sets in n make things seemed dull. im learning.. im coping.

did work today.. den went to meet * at 5 at mrt=) greaaat to see him(lik always). went to vivo n ate carls junior. wahh unglam sia.. e burger soooo uber huge. nvm la. haha. it was nice tho=) yummms. walked ard.. den wnt hme early cuz he has to:/ nvmmms. had e usual stroll hme.. e usual messy emotions when we're 5 metres away frm my hs. well.. tonight seemed alil more emotional..i dk why.. bt yea. i really didnt wna let go... i wna stay in tt warmth.. n e tears..for once.. was burning. sighhh. save me=(

smetimes i alwys thought * thinks n act lik a 22+ yr old man.. and smetimes he behaves lik a 10 yr old kid. haha. laughable. "Changes r good.. they hlp u grow. tt's life." -quotes frm *-. mehhh.. makes me feel lik a lil girl nw. well.. i still refuse to admit im 18 THIS yr.. BLEAH~. n whenever i say tt(soundin lik a stubborn girl), e big boy will smack e reality bck into my head n say "Grow up la!". hhahaha. ahh i miss him.

shu ai is pissed. ok SHHHHHHHS. random.

debs is bored.. OK stp it retard.

ah.. my sis juz talked to me abt sme stuff.. enlightening stuff.. wang wang stuffs.. tt i asked God to give me an ans to clear my doubts n pondered on friday. YAY doubts cleared!! Tks BigDaddy!! prayer answered!! n same sentiments=) whee. there's always a timing for things n God did it again.. He nv fails to surprise me n reach out to me in a REALLY special way tt i wld nv ever think of. PRAISE GOD! isn't my God creative? .. i dont need to tell Him wad to do.. cuz it wont b e best suited for me.. so He cmes out wif a entirely new approach to ans my prayer.. smeting i didnt expect at all.. n e best part is.. it makes me feel 100% satisfied n great!!=) . tks sis=) loveesss.

k.. I juz thought of one of my new year resolution: Child-like Faith. to hv a child-like faith. n surprisingly, Mr Lim mentioned smetime really close to it.. n i guess tt's wad God wna tell me too. "when u sleep, u sleep.. when u eat, u eat.. when u study, u study." n BigDaddy's voice adds: "when u pray, u pray. when u trust Me, u trust Me. when u love Me, u love Me." which means tt focus on one thing at a time n don mess ur focus up wif other things. lik when kids play, look at hw genuinely they enjoy in e game.. when u grow older, u began to judge others.. speculate their motives.. n a simple thing can be complicated up. yea.. i guess tt's wad goin bck to e basics means. when u trust God, juz trust Him will u!!! stop being suspicious tt He wont b able to fix things or meet ur needs. He CAN=)

ok im done=) tooodlessss.