Sunday, December 02, 2007
Thought of e day: i seriously do not like being a crybaby
i HATE being so fragile, so vulnerable to emotions n start to cry. i juz DETEST IT!!
Ytd: church-ed. ate at waraku.. nice place. huge bowls of noodles. awesome selection of food. good food too. A innocent guy who merely wanted some sesame on his rice ended up opening e whole cap accidentally and in e nxt second, 3/4 of e sesame in e container was on his rice-.- HAHAHAHA it was HILARIOUS. "can feed bird alrdy lorr!"..hohohoho.
oh n did i mention shu ai being SUPER hilarious on our way to lunch?? ok let me narrate it.
Shu ai: ayye!! i wanna do smth crazy!! *proceeds to open e car's 'sunroof/moonroof' (wadever u call tt)*
My sis: Omg.. don't embarrass us pls..*hides her face behind e steering wheel*
Me: YA!! *hides my face using my watermelon bag(nt pencil case)*
*car drives pass a traffic light*
Sis: aye! quick! tt guy tt guy!
Shu ai: EH EH!! AYE AYEEEEE!!! *innocent guy at traffic light looks ard puzzledly..finally spotted shu ai who's stickin her head out of e car n gives a bewildered look* HELLLOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Waves*
Me: *LOLSSS!*
ok bck to my topic. went to walk alil. den walked to dhoby with aiai n trained hme. HELLO! i went hme n stepped into e hs successfully ON MY OWN! whoo!! ok nt as if its e 1st time but yea.. 'm proud=)
Evening was Clement the Cheong's 21st bday bash at Changi Aloha. met aiai in church..waited for dom's dad to tompang us..along wif jerome n eugene. pretty cool van ride. haha.
Buffet. BBQ. Nice sea breeze. Anti social two sat near sme corner n chatted 4 awhile. haha. e place was pretty cool. gave us sme ideas for my 18th. oh n we kinda planned out e possible idea alrdy.
k.. i really don feel lik updating anymore. sad.
Woke up tdy.. feeling kinda emo. * flying off wif e missions team tonight. comin bck nxt tues..8 days. 8 dayyyss. as e dates go nearer n nearer to 15th dec.. my heart feels heavier. ok i AM sad.. i WILL BE depressed. it's normal i guess. I cant help feeling sad even right nw.. even tho i noe he's goin there for God's purposes n reachin out to others n i shld be happy for e chance he's gotten. bt guess wad.. im human. im still hv this whole part in me tt wans him to cme bck quickly. I sat dwn..talked to BigDaddy for awhile..pourin out wad i felt or wad i cant explain thru words. Then i got reminded of hw e way God always nv fails to cheer me up, comfort me in a way i can nv imagine nor guessed. always seem to b e right way. So i wiped away those tears..on-ed e com n blog-hopped. went to jill's blog n i stumbled upon this lil phrase tt says..
"God only puts us through as much as we can handle. So the people who struggle the most, have been chosen by God to be the strongest."
Instantly, i felt lighter at heart=) i cant say tt im fully perfectly bck on e cheerful side bt at least i feel a truckload better. THANK YOU BIG DADDYY!!! only u noes wad im goin thru..
i know e tougher part is nt yet here.. but soon ahead. I'll stay strong cuz He's nt goin to put me thru where He tinks i cant.
In e meantime this week.. i guess i'll drown myself in God's comfort, friends' company and homework(oh darn).
OH AND.. tks for e gifts!! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. it totally made my day. lik WHEEEE~*flys to e moon* kinda feeling. four words: " PRETTY, CUTE, HUGE n SWEET". shhhh..=P.. lovees.
i need a hug right nw.. i need that hug..
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