Monday, October 29, 2007
Thought: mood swings
SAT: Raju's wedding! ok it got everyone excited. guys gettin new shirts, girls in dresses..etc. wow. this really shows alot.
ok the ceremony was really sweeet. the vows, the walk-in, the photos,.. sweet sia!
jill came over to my hs b4 we head to church. tt kuku juz had to wake me up from my slp. haha. no la. we got dressed n headed down at ard 2ish.
after e ceremony, there was lunch too. after everything, tp sis n i slacked in church for SO long till almost 7 b4 we left. dk wad we were doin too. haha. it was kinda slackish n fun la.
decided to head out with tp to town! for a good meal *winkzzz*. ehh we went village n ate SOO much till we got SOOO bloated! we talked ALOTT too..random stuff..heartfelt stuff.. good chat. haha. loads of laughing too.
there was Rosti with egg n sausage, caramel banana waffle with choc ice cream, stingray, and tiramisu! coolios sehh. bought some drinks too but i seriously stopped my mouth towards the end cuz the liquid was making me SOO Freaking full.
Sis came to fetch us.. waited for really long bt it was okay. slacked at macs first. got hme at 12 man.
SUN: hungry, sleepy, tired and mooodyyyyy! hw great can this get man?
i seriously wasnt feeling v good at all. was totally in e stoned mood thru out the day. uncomfortable. BAD MOOD. almost anything can get on my nerves. gt lil frustrated too. ok wadever.
MON: op rehearsal tdy... was okayish. nth much to talk abt.
YAY im so free nw.. after op i'll b even free-er. haha. soo...
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PEOPLE PLS ASK ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! start arranging dates, shopping sprees, chill out sessions, movie marathons, gossiping sessions WITH ME!!!!!!!! QUICK QUICK QUICK! i wan a packed packed holiday! *hints out LOUD to everybody*
WISHLIST/TO DO LIST!
1. prawn-ing with class
2. go out with px
3. shopping wif tp
4. meet up with shannieee
5. Psp slim (ok i noe im retarded.. im juz too bored)
6. get scrapbookin stuff n christmas gifts
7. beach outing wif e girls
8. baking
9. do some hmwork
10. go swimmingggg...
11. chill out more wif *
12. HAIRCUT
hmmm. i realise after tt talk wif shu ai.. im a VERYYYY quality time person. A rather gift person too.. and words of affirmation person. Love language im talking about.
and we both thought tt we would be a very much different person from nw if we are not a christian. den i began to think.. hmm.. really. God has seriously made a huge dramatic shift in my lifestyle, thinking and even my actions.
If i wasn't a christian.. i would probably..
1. club all day
2. drink alot
3. bitch and gossip alot
4. hold onto grudges easily
5. quite vulgar
6. very spoilt
7. very anti-social
8. wont be as cheerful
wow.. can u imagine that kind of ME?? i wont even dare to think of it man. Just by reading my past entries before i became more involved in church stuff, there's alrdy a big difference. yea.. THANK GOD i know my Big Daddy=) heee.
ok TATA! im bored.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Thought of e day: library duty sucks
ok.. here i am IN school at THIS time doing DUTY..
someone say wAH LAME pls..
yes 6 to 9 it is i have to station myself behind the counter, along wif Yihui, and do nth. how nice. we have no school tdy btw. its only been pass one hour and i stil have to bear through two more.
nvm.. its goin to be easy since i have the LAPTOPPP! heee. BUTTT.. the darn wireless has to get disconnected every 10 mins. nvm better than nth.
ok time for update on my results day.
MONDAY: was kinda ok when i got to school. GP paper first. i got a C. two grades improvement frm last time so i'm nt goin to complain. my essay pulllleddd me down alot.. if not for it, i would hv scored MUCH better.
Math, Bio, ECons... they were... well great huge improvements esp my maths. THREE grades jumped up. cld hv been four. 1 mark tt's all i need. tt's wad seriously HIT me on the chest lik BOOOOM! .... dishearten-ed.
i thought the nxt paper will be better. On comes chemistry. its a U - undergraded AGAIN.. well majority of the class got tt too.. so im not tt sad abt it. juz puzzled why i juz cant seem to score in it.
moving on.. econs. two grades improvement! could have been three. all i need is 2 marks. somebody say AGAIN.. twice. TWICE a slap in my face with discouragement. i cldn't take it anymore.. i stared at the paper.. smth stared up back at me even more fiercely.. that person's va mark totally don deserved tt grade. NOT AT ALL. didnt do A THINGGGGGGGG AT ALL.. yet got the highhhh grade. WTH? its not fair.
tears welled up in my eyes.. i cld almost hear the devil laughin back at me. *ok i AM a crybaby*.
i stood up.. leaving the lecture hall.. and i cried.
two grades.. cld hv been a two Bs.. i was SOO disappointed at my econs grade.. SO disappointed.. it was the only paper i had confidence in.. it juz has to hit back at me n crush those hopes i carried.. its like going up so high n falling back down again. ya.. u might say its alrdy a C.. many got even lower. hello.. not juz that pls. its the disappointment im facingg. it HURTS.. FREAKING HURTS. somemore its only 2 marks away. so near yet so far. it never hurt that bad.
anguish, frustrations, disappointment..pushed those tears out and i almost cldnt stop. tks to chewyan, boon, rach, mich and teresa. they stood by with me. even though they didnt say much.. im glad they were there. those mere presence counts=) tks guys.
ok.. bio.. another 1 mark from another grade. claps claps. i was calm.. well.. numbed alrdy. so didnt got much emotion in me. (but i tink i really heard the devil's laughter). ok.. whatever.
nevertheless, im learning to THANK GOD n midst of all these disappointment, that i improved for all the subjects..BY ALOT ALOT... to God be the glory. well..chem i improved by 1.5 marks..does tt count? hahaha.
you broke the news to me.. i broke down in tears.. cuz you broke down in tears too. It was that simple reason. That tug in the heart i felt. That sorrow as if translocated to me from you. I felt it in me. Maybe cuz we are sisters.. that special connection we share? I rmbed the times when u argued with mummy.. u cried. Seeing your heartbreak, sensing your sadness.. I cried too. The exact feeling i had that sunday afternoon. If ur heartaches, mine will too. And that stupid radio JUZ HAD to play that stupid "when u're gone" song.. making everything even more sad. -.-.. I heard the strain in ur voice to even break the news to me.. the sorrows in ur eyes i see. In layman terms.. wo de xing hao tong. tt's it.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Sorry for lack of posts!
i was busy(having fun n slacking) this week. hahaha. ok updates for now. (cant really rmb wad i did for the entire week)
WED: OP dry run 1. wow sure i was nervous! my heart was thumping when sheena almost finished her speech(aka my turn nxt). but nevertheless, i gave my best shot. stumblin here n there occasionally but am quite pleased with the first try la. hoepfully i can do better with the script memorised by hard.
THURS: rainyyyy dayyy! ok.. went to get some ingredients for baking apple cupcakes. took lik an hour peeling n chopping those apples. -.-.. ok do not laugh pls. flour, sugar, baking powder..etc checked! mix them up and the mixture looks good! BUT.. the first batch( 6 of them) died under my hands due to the pressing of wrong button on the oven. CRIES. sadness! before i knew it, 5 mins later i came back to take a look (after my mum detacted a burnt smell), ALLL OF THEM turned out completely blackish. i was lik oh man..burnt..=(.
ok the funny part is.. juz when i opened the oven, A GUSH OF SMOKE CAME OUT and rose up to the ceiling. YA.. those kind u see on drama serial on tv when people failed their baking attempts. YES SMOKEEE ok!! LOADS OF THEM. soon, the whole kitchen was full of smoke n a pungent burnt smell. Thank God there wasn't any smoke detactor or its bound to go off.
ok.. 2nd, 3rd, 4th batch turned out.. seriously not too good. inside was clumpy and dough-y.. ok juz not nice n i shan't elaborate much. haha. nvm.. 1st time so pls forgive me n give me another chance.
FRI: no Radi8.. combined service wif prayer meeting cuz of guest speaker. OH b4 tt, went out wif shu ai and the guys. met them at city hall mrt at 4.30. walked to suntec cuz shu ai wans her donuts. haha. unfortunately, she can only buy two. ok got bck to church late due to the jam. i had fun chilling out=)
had fun playing wif darlene but she reminds me i shld do my weight lifting or arms strengthening exercise cuz i cant lift her up! ahh.. so weak sia.
SAT: christmas production meeting for sunday school. im choreographing the dance (Wah stress) but i've alrdy done it ler. haha. ok i was uber tired. totally slacked our asses off at lobby B wif shu ai after my meeting till abt 11ish den went opposite for breakfast.
lunch-ed at 12ish at block 3. fried rice.
slept during music prac cuz of tummy discomfort.. got better after that=).
went out wif the youths to raffles place(again) cuz the guys need their shoes. shu ai, sis, me were kinda lethargic. walked ard again after that and dinner-ed at subway/burgerking. haha. ok den home-ed.
SUN: aka tdy. did practicaly nth besides sleeping till 6 in e afternoon from ard 3ish. den woke up and edited my movie clip.. did my I&R. den bloggingg.
ok..tmr is results day.. doom's day/happy day(kinda unlikely)/don-know-how-to-react day. shall not think abt it. lalalalala.
see ya!
the Princess' thoughts ;
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Things are gettin backk on track
Fri: Radi8-ed. Jill brought her cuppiess for mass sampling session. cooolios. hmmm.. i would say i prefer sweet and thicker taste cuppiess. personal preference perhaps. haha. a dose of sugar is always good.
worship was alright. Sashi love old songs i realised. haha. err the preaching was short.. mainly abt missions. hmmm many asked if im goin.. i really dont know. The possible conditions there kinda scared me quite abit n i doubt i can survive or get thru it without lamenting (which i wld hate to cuz it wld irritate ppl). so might as well don go if i forsee all these.
Sat: HAPPPENINGGG. its been long since my saturdays r happening. church-ed in the morn. Ministry appreciation day. *scratch head upon being invited since im nt exactly involved in a particular ministry* ok nvtheless, after a short worship, headed down for buffet lunch n collected my 20 dou ler swensen voucher! whhee. ok hang ard alil while.. slacked.. den went out wif e guys + shu ai to town. chill-ed n walked ard b4 proceeding to swensen for our freeee dinner. ahah. apparently turned out to be not-too-free a dinner.. total bill was 294!!? lik PPPFFFFTSSS.. hw did we eat so much !? faints.
was really nice spendin time with *.. in our own world/bubble kinda feeling which i seriously adoree. heeees. yay
Sun: church-ed 10.30am service. went up to do projection along wif becca. 2nd learning session wif her.
was feelin kinda moody in e morn.. donnoe y but ya didnt feel right at all.
my mood came back after i had some food(hehehee) at my aunt's buffet lunch at allson(somebody say AGAINNN).
ok.. the moment i stepped into the place, i was greeted wif plenty of " ehh!! did u see ur video!? so funny! " kinda remarks. OH MAN so embarrassing! it was some video when i was 3 doing some spastic nonsensical stuff. 14 yrs ago...hw nice. little debbie..size of a bean.. err ok maybe not. haha. lame stuff la.. but seriously, it sent generations of relatives laughin their ass off and me blushing like a tomato! haha.
oh n ps susan say i've got a v sweet smile =)))))... and i shld smile more n she'll demand a smile frm me everytime i see her. hahaha.
ps glen and ps jean was there n gid wasnt there. so as expected, MANY ppl bombarded me with questions aka why he didnt come ( accompanied with that cheeky grin)? and some even say come alrd den can intro to us mahh(cheeky smile).. aiyooo.. shy lehh!!! intro somemore..faints. i can die from blushin lor.. i mean we. heees. loads of teasing too.
met px quite late.. as usual. tt girl is ALWAYS late. well ..the distance frm her hs to her mrt is really.. FREaKING far.. so i shall forgive her once again. haha. its been AGESSSS since we met. n initially, i thought things will b weird n we'll hv many awkward silence. but apparently, we had fun tgt lik e good old times.. which i really missed.
shopped ard topshop, wisma, zara, far east.. she bought a cute little pair of shoes frm wheelock n i bought a cute little "holy" knitted brown long cardigan from far east. that's lik so far the only long cardigan tt don't make me look old in..so i hv to get it. hees.
saw a REALLY nice n comfortable knitted wool long sleeve from zara.. OMG.. its SOO comfortable-ish.. SO cute a hoodie.. and... SO expensive-.-.. 60 dou lerr. Pfffts. tt explains why i got myself a substitute frm far east. haha.
we had dinner at 9plus due to our shopping craze( shoppin comes b4 food). ahaha. ate at fish n co after much debating..hee. see! i told u fish n co is nice. px enjoyed her salmon while i indulged in my peri peri fish. she kept sayin the salmon is damn gd even long after our meal. wahaha.
chilled at starbucks till 11.30 n christie came. so to avoid awkwardness, i 'fled' off n bid gdbye. haha. px was nice to walk me to the mrt. loves. really nice to hang out wif her.. to find bck that fun feeling we used to hv.
ok.. i literally ran for the trains.. LAST train. haha oopps =X.. warning.. if u wanna take mrt, don go hme too late, u may get heart attack frm catchin e last trains.
Tdy: RAINY.. MOODY.. piss-ifying. nvm..im cool nw=)
the Princess' thoughts ;
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Yay! *'s back!
ok.. although its only A DAY... but yea.. miss him la cannot meh?
today no sch!! marking day. chiong-ed pw at yini's hs tdy.. wow.. really sat infront of the com for lik hours doin the ppt slides man. made a mini video out too. proud of myself. muahaha. hehehe. and put up a blog too.
oh oh.. let me update abt sat: went out wif CLAIREEEE and RACHEEEYYY.. cuz ning nong ps-ed us. so we forced rach out!! muahahaha. like the last time too. so there she is and there we were once again gossiping n updating abt each other's life. really cool to catch up n know abt various 'unknown' or 'well known' gossips. haha. kinda fun but our legs were protesting against the long walk down Orchard road. oh btw, i bought two tops from topshop n my hot shorts from far east! loved them=)
we sat down at Hip Diner at Cine for a snack n drink. oh btw again, the calamari from British takeway is really goood!!! VVV nice! loved it. ok bck to Hip Diner. i ordered sum nachos n mocktail.. really nice too! so basically i was snackin on stuff instead of proper lunch n dinner.
walked abit more after slackin for quite long at Hip Diner. Claire n I chatted n slacked for super long at some metal bench thingo at Heeren while waiting for rachey to finish her 'shopping' and 'painful' try-out. oopss. anyways, claire n i decided to plan for a BBQ again lik how we did e other time durin sec 4. haha. mini BBQ. shall go ahead to plan it soon. muahaha. we had 4 hours to spend b4 our showtime.
oh.. we went shaw first to check out e tics for Nanny Diaries. but it was 7.15 show. den we thought cine wld hv tics. so we went there but to our dismay, there was only the 7.20 show and we BOUGHT THE SEATS SECOND ROW FROM THE SCREEEN... wahh.. headache man. hahha. but the show was okkkish la...nt v fantastic.
basically, it was a fun day out! haha. ning owe us a treat man! ps-ed us. tsk tsk no good. hehehe. ya that's kinda it la.
Sunday: DJ's birthday!! tt cute little baby boy is getttin really cute! haha. Davier Jonas *pinch his cheeks* had dim sum at Lee Bai at some hotel.
Monday: pw day! errr... not exciting at all. pw pw pw pw all e way. not a good feeling.
im goin to pon sch again tmr aka wed. hahaha! wheee. prooo me. feels so slack nw. haha.
ok tata!
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(you shld know who im referring to)
Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don’t feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it’s just too little too late)
You take my hand and you say you’ve changed
But boy you know your begging don’t fool me
Because to you it’s just a game
So let me on down 'cause time has made me strong
I’m starting to move on
I’m gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone and you know
It’s just too little too late
A little too wrong and I can’t wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just a little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don’t love me
You just like the chase
To be real it doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little too late
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it’s just too little too late)
Go find someone else
I'm letting you go I’m loving myself
You gotta problem
But don’t come asking me for help
'Cause you know
It's just too little too late..
the Princess' thoughts ;
Friday, October 05, 2007
Buhbye Promos.. Harloo Fabulous time!!
muahahaa. THANK GOD i survived through promos!!! seriously, i wouldn't have got thru it without BigDaddy's help AT ALL. He gave me strength, courage, determination, motivation and kept me pressing on!! YAY to THE LORD !!! *dances*
Gp: okish..
Econs paper: ok not bad.
Maths: err.. better than common test
Chem: KILLLER!!!!! DARNNNN -.-
Bio: hmmm okish.
ok so overall was "okish".. hahaha. well i got seriously beaten down and slapped in the face by Discouragement after my chem paper. bt got thru it by faith. so im cool nw=)
OK let me update abt my this exciting week of no school and nth but pure funness!
Tues after bio pp: met gid (so not used to calling him tt man.. hee) . we went PS. had our little quality time tgt after SOOOO long due to my exams. MISS HIM!!. ok.. He made me decide wad to hv for dinner.. well in e end he kinda ended up deciding for me again..which was Sushi Tei. well, i choose to eat at vivo though. hehe. B4 tt, while we were walkin to e mrt frm ps, guess wad? frm the escalator, i saw a little green hairclip n a oh-so-familiar luo han yu hairstyle ---> immediately, i knew it was rachel leong! haha. ok yes... met a group of my classmates coincidentally. pai seh !! ..but i totally didnt mean it that way at all once again dear...=).. saw LaLa too. hope she's ok.
sushi tei at vivo was BLEAHH.. according to him. my cold noodles was nice though. after tt we went to toys R' us to relive our childhood days. lol. walked ard e place for awhile den headed home. Mr Bodyguard walked me home as usual. heees. nice n SwWEeeeTttt. awww.. anyone's jealous of tt?? *pokes at jill*.. hee.
Wed: Chem prac. after tt, cool peeps of 07S24 headed down to vivo with their barang barangs for the beach outing!! wheeee. it was sooo fun hanging out wif my frens. we went harbourfront centre for subway and we almost clogged up the entire place. the queue was mainly made up of US.. hahaha. had lunch den went to change!
took some cool funny pics while waiting for some to grab bottles of drinks. trained to tanjong beach aka the gay beach. hahaha. ok basically.. there's this clear separation of the class between the KKG and TTC.. well a name that we came up wif to distinguish two grps of us.
Kampong Kia Gang and the Taitai Clan *errrpsss..*.. BOOO!
KKG: sherfy, tpz, lq, abeline, wanling, yini ...many more.. they were busy catchin fishes and baby squids near the rocks area. Playing ball and all sort of outdoor fun stuff. they named one of their baby squids as "Pepper-- son of the beach". PPfffTssss.. wahahaa LOL..
TTC: rachl, jer, meimei, ME, boon, chewy, michy pok...etc. we were basically under the shade the entire day hiding from the sun and having our little gossip session. hahaha. played truth or dare.. well no one chose dare but we digged out quite some juicy gossips! heees. oh and highlight of the clan is JIA MIN IS ON OUR SIDE TOO!! the only guy tt came to e outing. hahaha. He loves gossips too. we talked abt stuffs ranging frm cup size/boob size(ahem..yes wif a guy listening) to boyfriends.... haha.
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: Mr Zac Lim came and brought his wife!!!!! OMGGGGGGG OMGGGG OMGGG OMGGGG SHE IS SOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!! shu ai!!!!! i bet u will drool lor!! oh n i found out jerlyn prefers to look at hot girls than hot guys too. yay im nt alone. hahaha. ok bck to her.. she is such a GORGEOUS blonde.. BEAUTIFUL blue eyes.. HOTTTT body.. slim legs.. toned arms.. wah.. no wonder mr lim wans to get married so quickly. heehee. ALL of us were lik whispering in each others ears saying: "oh man!! she's So preeetttyyyyyy!!" mr Lim is one lucky guy.
we left ard 5ish.. went vivo to eat dinner. tt wraps up e day!
Thurs: met rach at thomson plaza. went to her hs for a movie marathon kinda thing. err.. altho we only watched 2 movies. technically, i only watched one. haha. she had a mini cinema at her hs basement. wow.. shiok sia. projector one lor. ok so they watched a horror movie first.. so i turned on my ipod n blasted the music in my ears, lie down n SLEPT away. heheehe.
2nd movie was juz follow law. err ok only la. quite funny at some parts. haha.
went hme at 9ish.
Fri aka tdy: PONNED SCH!! no good ah. heehee. its games day tdy. EEKS. i rather snuggle in bed. haha.
read my sista's blog.. HOYYY!! she's lik telling e whole world man! ok nvm. hhahaha. we..no SHE had SOO much fun laughin her tummy off tt night while i was tryin to guess n gave many funny answers which triggered her hysterical laughter.. n eventually mine. hahaha. answers i gave (besides combin his hair n digging his nose) were using his hp, clipping his nails, lookin into his pocket mirror, touchin his face, talkin on phone...etc. HAHAHA. ya tt's ME! always so spastic.
that little italic paragraph is soooooooooooooo melting sweet!!! lik AWwwWWwWwWWwWwww.... haha. seriously, i too thank God tt u were born 24 years ago n i was born 7 yrs later so here i have a wonderful sister!! teeheee. MUUUACKSS!
OK i need to plan my going out days! (not in order of preference pls..)
1. claire n ning for movie
2. boon, rach, chew...class pple.
3. peixi
4. jill.
5. *
6. Shann
shopping shopping!! more e merrier.
im loving it.. wooohooo.
ok TATA!
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