Saturday, September 22, 2007
Thought of e day: From the heart.. [don read this if u don care]
ok. i slept at 4 last nite n woke up at 9ish. call me crazy. but i juz cant get to sleep.
got out of bed at 11 after sis left the hs.. started mugging till 4 and here i am bloggin my thoughts.
Ok.. i've got a testimonial to make.. abt BigDaddy=) He's been really amazing in keepin me calm during this promos period.. despite the targets to meet, the results to get, the grades to hit.. He took away ALL my worries, cast away my burdens, and shouldered my concerns. I feel light=) i can smile with Stress right in front of my face, laugh upon the pile of work to do and rejoice in face of the revisions to be completed. He's the ONLY one tt can make me feel so peaceful. Frens asked b4 gp paper: " U scared not?" .. I answered a firm "No".. Nth to b afraid of when u noe He cares, He comes and He oversees everything. He's my BigDaddy above. And I know He loves me=) He is the reason why im giving everyday a chance. "This is the day that the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it"..
hmmm.. things r not lookin good at home these days.. feel the steam, tension and the sorrows.
She's not a wicked witch..she's juz a poor old woman wanting best for her daughter but expressing it in a different language. I finally understood her when i saw her tears that night, when i witnessed her sorrows and when i felt her heartbreak..
She's not a rebellious princess.. she's juz a simple, hopeful young lady loving in whats she's doing. All she ever hoped was to make her proud, to see her smile and nod upon her actions. I finally understood when i heard her confessions, when i saw that helplessness in her eyes and when i sensed her total lost.
I'm just a wishful girl.. desiring to make them feel better and to do wad i can to help. No one can really grasp the emotions swirling in me..The pressure, the hurt, the tears i shed for both...
tt's all i hv to say.
btw, read jill's blog.. and there's one thing i want too. I really want/need a real best gal friend. Of cuz BigDaddy is the best but how i wish i can have some1 to..
1. go crazy with during shoppin sprees
2. talk over the phone till late at night
3. cry with
4. laugh with
5. gossip with
6. Love God with
7. chat abt anything under e sun
8. give me a nice hug when i need and she'll know i need it.
9. go cycling, rollerblading, sun-tanning and exercising
10. baked cookies with
11. have sleepovers, birthday bash and buying stuff for each other.
12. watch late midnight movies with
13. watch to sea and emo tgt with (hahaha)
14. sit down but don talk when we're tired of talkin.
15. travel overseas with.
16. take loads of pictures with.
reallly v nice if u hv a bestie.. so treasure her/him if u do. cuz i don hv one="(..
ok.. btw again, my exams is next wed! quick come quick so i can get it over.
hmm.. let me talk abt youth lastnite. it was WAYYY hilarious during the game part. funny answers that has no link. hahaha. had so much fun laughing. hahaha.
didnt really wan * to leave..*tugs at his guitar bag*... SIGHHH... miss him X1000000.. shu ai says im love sick=x.. BOOO!
ok bored-ed.. TATA!
the Princess' thoughts ;
