Saturday, September 22, 2007
Thought of e day: From the heart.. [don read this if u don care]
ok. i slept at 4 last nite n woke up at 9ish. call me crazy. but i juz cant get to sleep.
got out of bed at 11 after sis left the hs.. started mugging till 4 and here i am bloggin my thoughts.
Ok.. i've got a testimonial to make.. abt BigDaddy=) He's been really amazing in keepin me calm during this promos period.. despite the targets to meet, the results to get, the grades to hit.. He took away ALL my worries, cast away my burdens, and shouldered my concerns. I feel light=) i can smile with Stress right in front of my face, laugh upon the pile of work to do and rejoice in face of the revisions to be completed. He's the ONLY one tt can make me feel so peaceful. Frens asked b4 gp paper: " U scared not?" .. I answered a firm "No".. Nth to b afraid of when u noe He cares, He comes and He oversees everything. He's my BigDaddy above. And I know He loves me=) He is the reason why im giving everyday a chance. "This is the day that the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it"..
hmmm.. things r not lookin good at home these days.. feel the steam, tension and the sorrows.
She's not a wicked witch..she's juz a poor old woman wanting best for her daughter but expressing it in a different language. I finally understood her when i saw her tears that night, when i witnessed her sorrows and when i felt her heartbreak..
She's not a rebellious princess.. she's juz a simple, hopeful young lady loving in whats she's doing. All she ever hoped was to make her proud, to see her smile and nod upon her actions. I finally understood when i heard her confessions, when i saw that helplessness in her eyes and when i sensed her total lost.
I'm just a wishful girl.. desiring to make them feel better and to do wad i can to help. No one can really grasp the emotions swirling in me..The pressure, the hurt, the tears i shed for both...
tt's all i hv to say.
btw, read jill's blog.. and there's one thing i want too. I really want/need a real best gal friend. Of cuz BigDaddy is the best but how i wish i can have some1 to..
1. go crazy with during shoppin sprees
2. talk over the phone till late at night
3. cry with
4. laugh with
5. gossip with
6. Love God with
7. chat abt anything under e sun
8. give me a nice hug when i need and she'll know i need it.
9. go cycling, rollerblading, sun-tanning and exercising
10. baked cookies with
11. have sleepovers, birthday bash and buying stuff for each other.
12. watch late midnight movies with
13. watch to sea and emo tgt with (hahaha)
14. sit down but don talk when we're tired of talkin.
15. travel overseas with.
16. take loads of pictures with.
reallly v nice if u hv a bestie.. so treasure her/him if u do. cuz i don hv one="(..
ok.. btw again, my exams is next wed! quick come quick so i can get it over.
hmm.. let me talk abt youth lastnite. it was WAYYY hilarious during the game part. funny answers that has no link. hahaha. had so much fun laughing. hahaha.
didnt really wan * to leave..*tugs at his guitar bag*... SIGHHH... miss him X1000000.. shu ai says im love sick=x.. BOOO!
ok bored-ed.. TATA!
the Princess' thoughts ;
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Sweetening up
just some really cool quotes..
the woman came out of a mans ribs. not from his feet to be walked on, and not from his head to be superior but from his side to be equal. under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.
"don't worry about the people in your past - there's a reason they didn't make it to your future."
"happiness doesn't mean everything's perfect. it just means you've decided to look past the imperfections."
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love
In the spring
Becomes the rose
When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after
harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head
A single voice
Above the noise
And like a common thread
you're pulling me
You are the music in me
It's like I knew you before we met
Can't explain it
There's no name for it
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy
Because you see the real me
As I am you understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice
Above the noise
And know I'm not alone
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me ....=)
the Princess' thoughts ;
Thursday, September 06, 2007
TIME FOR SOME ENTERTAINMENT..
tks jill.. it killed some boredom of mine and made me laughed my ass off. hahahahahha!!
the Princess' thoughts ;
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
*UPDATED**
It felt like caramelized candy
ytd was fun!-- oh my favourite.
ytd was sweet! -- oh my favourite.
ytd was splendid!-- oh my favourite.
somebody pei-ed me to eat dinner ytd -- oh my favourite! hehe. cuz apparently, my parents were "supposed" to go on a cruise for a night. BUT...unfortunately, something really lame happened. my mum, all ready to set off, with everything prepared nicely, to her horror.. her passport EXPIRED!!!! *HAHAHA* omg.. i ROFLMAO when she told me over e phone. *FAINTS*.
we ate subway for dinner!! lik finally since we didnt get it for lunch. And the crowd isnt there yet since we were there earlier. yay..there's this free upgrade ur meal thingo..so yay free cookies! haha.
after dinner, somebody n i went to tangs cuz he has to spend e voucher. hahaha. spendin free vouchers is not an easy feat. i tink it took him an hour. haha.
(i wrote this and rmbed i post it but it's gone so i'm goin to write it again)
You know.. those firm words that you say..those strong promises that u made.. the look in ur eyes that gave me the assurance. The sweetness was perfect...it made me smile..it warmed me up inside a whole lot. Thanks dear. It really really meant alot to me. A special place in my heart.. With it's gate locked up and e keys thrown away..so in it u'll forever stay=) "Rmb that k? Rmb wad i say.." juz the way u said it.. im goin to trust it=)) <3<3>
tdy: PW!! wad a chore. well.. im still tryin to work on the .. "PW! -- oh my favourite" kinda attitude. ahha. ok nvm. Max. L 's books rock.
Current book status: Everyday deserves a chance.
ok.. revision is kinda gettin fine.. probably will pick up speed since its 2 weeks from now. ok not to worry for tmr.
OK im TIRED!!!! *DOZED OFF* TATA!
the Princess' thoughts ;
Monday, September 03, 2007
SOOOO FUNNYYYYYY!
sun: went out wif jill after service..ok after lunch wif family at some bak ku teh place. haha. quite good la.
went to orchard. First stop heeren! she wanted to buy teeshirt. shopped ard and i got myself a Zara shorts which is so pretty! loovvee it. an a Cotton On top. got REALY excited when i see Cotton On cuz its lik OMG! reminds me of aussie! haha. i wanna go back there some day.. mayb for a vacation after As with Claire n Ning. haha. my nice old spastic sec sch mates. hahaha. oh and * read their SPASTIC convo too and he laughed his head off too!! hahaha.
ok side tracked. for more DETAILED description of our super spastic shoppin trip. visit jill's blog at my links there. hahaa
one thing is MUS say once again is that--- YOUR SHOES ARE REALLY VERY CHAI!!!! hahaahahahhahaha!!!! we swopped shoes for awhile cuz i cldnt walk wif my heels alrdy. n i HAVE to wear her CHAI bata shoes.. ok its nice but it doesnt match my dressing so ya.. CHAIII!!!!! and there's some sand grain in it that makes it super uncomfortable on top of it being over-sized, which forced me to take it out and emptied the sand at heeren and some uncle was staring at us as we laughed our ass off. hahaha.
ok we laughed alot thru out the whole shopping trip.. was really hilarious. idk wad made us kinda high n laughed at almost anything. hahahaha. slacked at coffee club and ate some snacks too. teehee.
oh n I SAW PEIXI!!!!! my old pal.. havent seen her for lik AGES.. probably close to a year. haha. hugged. i was lik OMG!! *screams* and hugged each other. she spotted me first. i only rmb me lookin at a girl's top (cuz i rmbed px has e same top) and b4 i cld see her face, i heard my name. haha. and she was with some...errps..strange guy. ok shrugs.
mon aka tdy:
- bio spa
- napped
- econs-ed
-math-ed
- frustrated wif math
- dinner-ed
- tv-ed
- computer-ed
- blogged
- bored
- sleepy-ed
- miss-ed
- lazy-ed
ok * is calling.. TATA!
the Princess' thoughts ;