Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Thought of e day: ROTTING SESSION
yet again im stranded at home wif NO frens to go out wif. SUCKS. i shld expand my circle of frens. hahaha. ya..i tink i really shld mix ard wif ppl whom i don really mix with. hahahaha. ok tts lame. ps: SHANN!! i wanna go out wif ya!
i've told u before..warned u many times that u really really don need to know sum tings. it WONT do u any earthy good to ur emotions. it will only hurt you. we kept the harsh reality frm u juz to protect u n not see u get affected badly by it. since u pestered, i've uncovered the cruel truth b4 ur eyes. look wad's become of u..emo..sad..cryin through e night. u tink seeing u lyk tt doesnt hurt me abit? we grew up together n my duty is to take care of u in anyway i can. u tink its tt easy for me to HIDE the truth n bottle it up inside?? who m i doin all tis for? i juz DON wan to hurt u at all. u may tink tt at least u noe e truth..ya so wad nw? are u feeling better? i'll rather u hv e bitterness of being kept frm e truth than to hv a broken heart lyk nw. my heart wrenched upon readin ur entry..knowin tt u cried n cant slp. u've always been my little sister n it hurts me to see u lyk tt. tts the whole reason behind my reluctance of tellin u the truth. since now u already noe the reality..i hope u can treat tis as a lesson. a lesson to learn not to trust sumone tt easily n step into a r/s. a harsh lesson to knock sum sense into u..shake u awake frm e tinking tt love is a bed of roses. a lesson for u to GROW UP..u need to grow up n tink carefully b4 u make every decision esp r/s. tink through wad i've said..let go of ur sorrows n stand up strong again. i'll b there for u whenever u need me..as lyk a sister.
ok serious matter dealt with. hmm..nth else to blog. sian-ified.. toodles.
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