Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Thought of e day: AHH!!!! 13 more days to o levels!!!
shit shit shit shit shit *goes on for 10 mins cuz reality hits me tt im so gonna b fried* DIEEE!!!!!!! ARGHH!! i feel lyk jumping into cold water nw n put myself in the fridge..freeze into an ice cube n only let it melt after os n miraculously score well for it. hahaa tts lame n ridiculous. today was bio prac n i tink i screwed it..wtf. i so doubt tt im anywhere smarter than anybody man. im actually dumb bt looks smart. SHIT..tt sucks. i wanna at least maintain my L1R5 for os bt i wan to improve n nt let my progress b stagnant. n i DO NOT improve or aim for a perfect 6 juz for e stupid sake of gettin into HC or any other prestigous schs. i tink abt 99.9% of e ppl do tt n tts really pathetic in a sense. when sum1 is asked : "why do u work so hard?" e person exclaimed : "score well lor"..."for wad??"..."get into good jcs lor" ..."after tt?".."get a good job n earn alot lor"..bascially..no one studies to acquire knowledge bt for e plain sake of jcs. oh man..humans...
i wanna score well because i wan to see hw much i can achieve n breaks my own record. bt of cuz, good jcs are a bonus out of it bt not MY AIM. n nw im wavering violently btwn NJC n ACJC. i've heard much abt each schs..
[NJC]
px: huh!!! so boring tt sch!!!! hci is even more interesting lor!! e ppl there mug all day!! its a mugger sch!! don go there or u'll DIE!!! seriously..even hc's sch culture is much more lively than tt of njc.
wanting*heard frm px* : no one goes out wif me after sch!!! they all say they wan to study-.- sucks.
the person tt brought us on a tour ard njc during open hs : actually, njc is quite a mugger sch..*the nxt part of her sentence is clearly propaganda* ..but it really depends on wad kinda lifestyle u wan to lead n discover..*blah blah yada yada*
amanda: ya..njc is really competitive n every1 is aiming for good grades..its stressful n suffocating. boring infact..every day study n mug..tts nt wad u wld wan rite? i've had enough man..
rumours: AIYO!! NJC so boring!!! everybody is so dead.
me n my own eyes during e open hs: its boriinngggg...the place juz doesnt seem vibrant altho they're trying to make it look lk lively n all. the ppl feels kinda muggers. the aura there dont feel TOO good..not as good as i expected.
GOOD PTS of njc : its a good sch..at least u wont b worried tt u'll b led astray or play too hard cuz there's alot of muggers ard u n u'll b motivated to study n not screw ur A levels. its a safer choice.
[ACJC]
px: its fun!!! go ac!!! i love ac too la!!! juz tt im stuck in e stupid boring ip system..*goes on swearin abt ip n yada..*
me n my own eyes during open hs: its much more vibrant..u can even smell the liveliness..it juz feels very different. e ppl there seemed livelier, more helpful n funkier n cooler. njc ppl puts on a glum-er face. plus acjc has SOO many more cute guys than njc!!! eye candies walkin ard even during open hs!! claire was drooling over those topless guys at e pool..*ok..dear..don get worked up...i wasnt drooling..really.*winks**
gorilla aka * : acjc is quite play play one..
sis n mum: its very play play sch lei..later u go there everyday play cannot study..u sure u wanna go there ah?? later u get influenced n all..tsk tsk..
claire: i heard there's alot of bimbos there..i v scared get influenced..*don worry..u wont..cuz u already are one. hahaha*
amanda: its a balance of fun n work. its really up to the person whether she wld b influenced. juz like my sister, she is in acjc bt she doesnt see all the bad pts abt it lyk playing over studyin tt sorta ting. its really a more fun sch bt it has its priorities too. juz lyk our class, we will hv a cool clique bt they studies too. its nt those extreme jcs tt plays real hard. its a more relaxing place tts all.
HOWWW!!!!!!???? Godd!!! i need ur help!!! BUT!!! i don even tink i can get into njc with my pts..its still quite high..7 pts aint TOO good la.. im still nt able to DEFINITELY go njc. mayb i shld call up e sch n ask straight if i can get in. haha. n tts AFTER os when i make my choice. SO..nw its the Os!!! ok..coming to tt..quarantine wif * wld start very soon..actually its sorta starting ler..die..i'll miss him alot. when there aint quarantine, im already missing him lyk mad..so i wldnt even dare to imagine it. n perhaps i'll nt blog for awhile. bye bye my loyal bloggie fans! bt pls check my blog stil..i might still blog. haha toodles!
u're an owl wif a gorilla's appetite n a giraffe's height. ur heart is made of candy cuz its always so sweet.
i'm an owl wif a gorilla-like appetite n a mouse's height. my heart is made of sugar cuz its sweetened by urs.
basking in ur smile is wad i love.
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