Friday, September 29, 2006
Thought of e day: mayb i shld get things STRAIGHT
well b4 tt..yea its friday again. e week is gone. went through chem, bio n a maths answers. they don look good man. sadness man. but nvm la. i cant do anyting ler.
im nt too sure if u're refering to me by tt bt if u r reading tis..can u pls leave grudge/hatred/anger/hostility/biasedness aside first n hear me out?? i don wanna go ard e bush ever again. i feel lyk eveyting is blurring out cuz ppl do tt to avoid face to face confrontation. well im nt tt afraid cuz i tink altho it may b e harshest..bt its e fastest way. i shall narrate it using a story. mayb u can even read tis wif humour.
Once upon a time in a land far far away, a cat, a starfish, a nightingale and a deer formed a clan. lets call it e B clan. they had fun. Laughter, jokes, gossips, giggling never cease when the grp of them gather together. the deer had thought tt well..perhaps things are lookin quite good. Members of B clan enjoyed each other's company..at least deer thought..infering frm hw they looked when they spend time together. Of cuz, being in a clan aint easy. Quarrels, misunderstandings, tension surfaced gradually and these seemed to be left unsolved. they became preoccupied wif their own problems n the end of year "Animal Race" competition.
slowly, deer and cat realised tt nightingale and starfish, esp starfish seemed alittle cold of a sudden during the pre-"animal race" period. Puzzled and confused, deer felt rejected n cat was left wif uncertainty. It then appeared tt nightingale n starfish were still on rather friendly terms wif cat bt not wif deer. Cat told deer a little secret n the truth struck deer outta sudden. deer nv thought starfish had tt thought right frm e begining of e formation of e clan. Deer nv knew wad it had done wrong. deer was left bothered by tis fact and scratching its head.
starfish even moved away frm e village they shared. nightingale followed. tis was a clear sign tt they're breakin free. "breakin free frm wad??" deer thought hard. "felt WRONG right frm e start..alittle fake infact." starfish commented. deer exclaimed inwardly, " i felt tt way too. why didnt we open up earlier? i've been tryin to fit in too..changing myself a little to fit into B clan. but i thought tts wad the B clan is so i shld follow. Bt it turned out everybody is changing to fit into sumting tt doesnt exsist. if starfish is changing to fit wif e rest, hw can deer be changing at e same time too? there muz b sum misinterpretation of B clan sumwhere. "
Deer was her true self when she was with Porcupine..her good buddy she met 9 yrs ago. the deer shared wif porcupine hw different she is when she's wif B clan. porcupine found it funny. deer thought tt tts e way to keep the B clan together. but instead..wif all e members changing themselves alittle..its breakin the clan up. mayb if starfish, nightingale, cat n deer were to keep to their original self..tings wldnt hv been e same.
ok..i don noe wtf im typing n talkin abt. mayb i shldnt even try to piece back sumting so broken n torn. mayb i shld tink positive n salvage e situation. but im nt given e chance. starfish aint giving deer a chance..perhaps still holdin e grudge of deer wasting her time n crushin her hopes of hving more frens as she is once classified as e B clan. starfish is still avoiding deer. deer is feeling v guilty in bringing cat into tis shit. cat can still b frens wif starfish bt cuz starfish is avoidin deer, starfish cldnt really speak to cat as cat still hangs out wif deer. porcupine..wad shld i do?? gorilla is feeling helpless as it cldnt fully understand the matter btwn small animals so clnt do much to cheer deer up. SIGH.
hahaha..its actually rather laugh-able. toodles.
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