Friday, September 29, 2006
Thought of e day: mayb i shld get things STRAIGHT
well b4 tt..yea its friday again. e week is gone. went through chem, bio n a maths answers. they don look good man. sadness man. but nvm la. i cant do anyting ler.
im nt too sure if u're refering to me by tt bt if u r reading tis..can u pls leave grudge/hatred/anger/hostility/biasedness aside first n hear me out?? i don wanna go ard e bush ever again. i feel lyk eveyting is blurring out cuz ppl do tt to avoid face to face confrontation. well im nt tt afraid cuz i tink altho it may b e harshest..bt its e fastest way. i shall narrate it using a story. mayb u can even read tis wif humour.
Once upon a time in a land far far away, a cat, a starfish, a nightingale and a deer formed a clan. lets call it e B clan. they had fun. Laughter, jokes, gossips, giggling never cease when the grp of them gather together. the deer had thought tt well..perhaps things are lookin quite good. Members of B clan enjoyed each other's company..at least deer thought..infering frm hw they looked when they spend time together. Of cuz, being in a clan aint easy. Quarrels, misunderstandings, tension surfaced gradually and these seemed to be left unsolved. they became preoccupied wif their own problems n the end of year "Animal Race" competition.
slowly, deer and cat realised tt nightingale and starfish, esp starfish seemed alittle cold of a sudden during the pre-"animal race" period. Puzzled and confused, deer felt rejected n cat was left wif uncertainty. It then appeared tt nightingale n starfish were still on rather friendly terms wif cat bt not wif deer. Cat told deer a little secret n the truth struck deer outta sudden. deer nv thought starfish had tt thought right frm e begining of e formation of e clan. Deer nv knew wad it had done wrong. deer was left bothered by tis fact and scratching its head.
starfish even moved away frm e village they shared. nightingale followed. tis was a clear sign tt they're breakin free. "breakin free frm wad??" deer thought hard. "felt WRONG right frm e start..alittle fake infact." starfish commented. deer exclaimed inwardly, " i felt tt way too. why didnt we open up earlier? i've been tryin to fit in too..changing myself a little to fit into B clan. but i thought tts wad the B clan is so i shld follow. Bt it turned out everybody is changing to fit into sumting tt doesnt exsist. if starfish is changing to fit wif e rest, hw can deer be changing at e same time too? there muz b sum misinterpretation of B clan sumwhere. "
Deer was her true self when she was with Porcupine..her good buddy she met 9 yrs ago. the deer shared wif porcupine hw different she is when she's wif B clan. porcupine found it funny. deer thought tt tts e way to keep the B clan together. but instead..wif all e members changing themselves alittle..its breakin the clan up. mayb if starfish, nightingale, cat n deer were to keep to their original self..tings wldnt hv been e same.
ok..i don noe wtf im typing n talkin abt. mayb i shldnt even try to piece back sumting so broken n torn. mayb i shld tink positive n salvage e situation. but im nt given e chance. starfish aint giving deer a chance..perhaps still holdin e grudge of deer wasting her time n crushin her hopes of hving more frens as she is once classified as e B clan. starfish is still avoiding deer. deer is feeling v guilty in bringing cat into tis shit. cat can still b frens wif starfish bt cuz starfish is avoidin deer, starfish cldnt really speak to cat as cat still hangs out wif deer. porcupine..wad shld i do?? gorilla is feeling helpless as it cldnt fully understand the matter btwn small animals so clnt do much to cheer deer up. SIGH.
hahaha..its actually rather laugh-able. toodles.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Thought of e day: so sian yet im stil blogging
u noe wad i do everyday i come back frm sch??
1. eat lunch
2. sleep till 6 plus
3. if i wake up earlier, i'll watch bai fen bai
4. eat dinner
5. watch tv
6. slp
SO BORED!!!! i wanna go OUT bt px is lyk STUCK in exams n wif her . so *shrugs*..cant hlp it. hahaha. n s'pore is SOOOOOOOOOOO small n the shopping place is limited so *shrugs* again. i wan tt harbour city new mall to open n the orchard centre to open soon too! argh.
sch is BORING too. talks talks talks. i wanna go for e open hs for njc and acjc. claire pls go wif me!!!!!!!! PLSSSSSSSSS!! hahahaa. u can bring ur bf along, i don mind. meh heh. hahahaa.. i tink if she reads tis, she will smack me. bt who cares..cuz i'll smack her back. muahaha.
prelim results is gonna b released nxt week. im soo afraid tt i'll be thrown away lyk an unwanted child if i get bad results cuz no jc wld wan me. BLEAH>.< you wld be there rite??
in tis world, there's bound to be slutty ass and bitchy girls. i cant believe u actually did tt!! u seemed so hypocritical out of a sudden. bt life is lyk tt..sumtimes there will be unscrupulous ppl out to get wad they wan..or perhaps juz to hv fun.
y are we avoiding each other? aint we used to share good times together? u really wan to leave tings lyk they are? is there any misunderstandings sumwhere? m i over sensitive tt u're so cold nw adays? i hv so many unanswered qns. still frens??
don pray to God nor call for His help when u WANT sumting to happen..He's not a wishing well. He's our Father..He wants us to love him..n we got to love him inorder to receive blessings frm him. but without repenting ur sins n wrong doings, hw do u expect him to give u the blessings? Sin is lyk a WALL erected btwn u and God..it pulls u frm Him n tts y u cant see his blessings upon u. He wants to reach out to u but the sin in ur heart don allow him to. u called him in times of needs, hv u ever told him abt hw grateful u are towards when u are happy wif wad u hv?? or share wif him the honours? u treat him lyk a garbage can..throw all ur unwanted happiness to him n get done wif it. hv u ever treated him lyk ur Saviour? i juz don wanna see u hving e wrong thought abt wad's God real meaning n purpose in ur life. Do it His way n u'll see the difference in ur life.
tis post is rather..eh..mixed i can say. all e real words i wanna tell it to others. hope they don take it as any form of offence or ponder it for 3 secs den brush it away frm their minds.
toodles
Mr walking stomach vs Miss couch potato..a perfect match??
the Princess' thoughts ;
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Thought of e day: MY INTERNET IS BACK!!!! YIPPY!!!!!
sorry my loyal blog fans!! hahaahhaa. i cant blog cuz my net is down:( i've been sooooo enduring without internet ok!!!! i nearly died frm watchin tv man!!! computer and internet is a NEED..not a want!! hahaahaa. ok i shall get on updating abt my life tt u've missed out these days.
friday was PLAIN slacking. i woke up at 11 plus on both days *i gt no sch on fri* n watched tv ALLL THE WAY till late at nite. it IS very boring to watch tv lyk tt u noe!! i feel damn lazy n brain dead after tt man.
i went shopping on sat wif my mum cuz i cldnt tink of anyone else to go out wif. hahahaa no one is FREE. px is hving her exams n tts sadness. so we went great world to eat n the kenny rogers there renovated! its lyk so much cooler nw. hahaa. tts nt e pt. hahah. we proceeded to suntec n marina after tt cuz GW is too small. hahha. i bought a pair of levi square cut jeans at marina!!! yippy!!! i hv soooooooooo few pair of jeans la! i NEED another one. oh oh b4 tt at suntec's watsons, i bought a whitening toner, a white color shade stick cum eye liner, whitening sunblock for daily use. its ALWAYS a MUZ to wear sunblock whenever u step outta e hs!! cuz even tho u don wanna get TANNED, the UV rays are VERY harmful! it ages u! don play play.
closer and nearer
sweeter and warmer
yr eyes met mine tt day..our hearts melting away
i saw tt pair of eyes
the one tt assures me
the one tt makes me happy
u saw tt smile
the one tt u adore
the one tt u're waiting for
we saw tt love
the one tt keeps us together
the one tt makes us strong forever..
n he was UBER UBER sweet tt day. lyk ULTRA sweet. i was lyk are u made of sugar?? hw come so sweet ah??walau u noe tt kinda sweetness was lyk REALLY melt-tening man!!! i was lyk ARGGHH!!! u're gonna spoil me VERY soon!! but who cares..i like it. hahahahhaa!!! n he said rach is gonna die man if she noes wad we texted each other tt day. hahahaa.oh oh i was dreaming away during lunch n sister was lyk can u stop tinking of *!! hahahahhaa. so funny! bt e answer is NO. hahaha! px pls don get jealous..u noe i love u. waha! btw, the dance is GOODD! rather pro nw. * was lyk *knocks head n faints* cuz he went home. hahaha.
youth gt new name : Radi8 . cool eh? jie thought of it. hahaha.
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SHOUT OUT to px: auntie kwee, im here to bring ur urgent attention to ur delayed payment of an outstanding amt of $42 to debbie lin. pls AT LEAST fork out $10 during each shopping trip tt u will hv wif debs in the future or she will fry u. thank you. hahahaha. in other words if u cant pay the outstandin amt outrightly, pls adopt the instalments scheme n not remain STAGNANT in ur payment n let debs die of waiting. sum one pls help me to chase her?
today was the "Lady in me" day. it was rather spastic cuz everyone MUZ wear office wear n tt sucks cuz it makes me age 10 yrs the moment i put on tt fugly ting. EEWWW. bt i managed to endure for hrs n at least all e talks at in e hall which is air-conditioned or i wld hv skip sch for sure. hahaa. i lyk the social etiquette course. the lady is DAMN funny. she showed us the male brain n e female brain n it was totally hilarious! oh and me and claire took ALOT of VERY spastic pics wif her spas cam. hahaha. we stood on the table n posed. aint tt cool?? muahahha. it was VERY fun n funny.
ok im rather lazy to blog further le. it shld be quite long le huh? hahhaa. toodles check ya dudes out nxt time!!!
the Princess' thoughts ;
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Thought of e day: hanging out wif my spastic woman feels GOOOODDDD!
for ur information, spastic woman refers to px. hahaha. she never fails to make me laugh my butt off man. wahahaha. ok so we went out yesterday n supposed to meet at 11. tt px called me in the morning at 9am n insisted on waking me up so i wont b late! hahaha. but in e end both of us are late. PFFTSSS..
hang ard orchard n drank bubble tea while waitin for her parents to arrive. wow it sure was a LONG waiting man! hahaha. n we were lyk comparing our mums. mine is those "quick quick" type while hers is e opp. FUNNY. went to heeren to eat sakae 1st to wait for her mum n we were lyk finished already when they finally arrived. so we stoned there for awhile b4 her dad finally let us out to go shopping again. hahaha.
it was rather boring in e beginnin cuz we were walkin aimlessly. BLAH..antagonizing man. bt soon we hv an aim already which is to buy arbs n for px, undies. i wanted to find sum cool undies too but don hv*shrugs*
first stop was tangs. den i saw e sign tt says tt tangs wld be closed on e founding day of it by Mr C.K tang. aint it cool!??? juz tink n visualise ur dad as mr c.k tang. WOW..free stuff frm there all yr life time man!! hahahaa. so i suggested px to set up her own P.X Kwee departmental store. hehee..lame talkin btwn us once again. hahaa. laughable.
2nd stop was Isetan. went there for makeup shopping. M.A.C is hving e new "UNTAMED" advert. so cool can! den i saw e shade sticks. n i took e color i wanted n within 10 seconds of tinkin hand it over to e sales person n ask for a new one. Px was utterly shocked by tt. hahaha. she was lyk "WOWWWW! finally!!! u're being sooo fast!" cuz usually i'll be lyk..huh..shld i buy?? how how how?? n it wld last for min. 15 mins. b4 i decide. hahaha. e eyebrow ting is rather cool too..i may consider it. meh heh.
3rd stop Robinsons. tried sum arbs n i bought two. CHEAP yet nice brand. hahha. Pierre cardin. hw nice. i got a pink one n white one for sch. px bought sum sexy cute thongs. wahaha.
we were heading to cine den i heard sum one calling px. i turned n i thought i saw a fairy man. SONIA is SOO gorgeous lookin!! i bet every sec there's guys askin for her no. lor. she really is FAB lookin man. n we ate ice cream. choc chip was GOOOD.. fantastic man. haaha.
it was lyk only 5.30pm bt we don hv anywhere else to go since we've completed our undergarments shopping. hahhaa. so we decided to go eat dinner even tho neither of us were exactly hungry. we shall eat SLOWLY. haha n b4 heading to pepper lunch. i saw a SPLITTING image of . i got a SHOCK of my life man!!!! black tee, berms, slippers n a BIG bag. walau it was SOO much lyk him la! i rubbed my eyes n was lyk eh px tt person looks lyk . hor!!?? den she turned n laughed so loudly man! hahahaa. it was really VERY similar!! hahaa. the dressing sense la.
den we slacked outside e toilet's bench. walau it sure stinks man..literally. px actually can fall aslp for 5 mins lor. pfftss..*bows* super funny. guess she's kinda exhausted too la. haha.
Pepper lunch!!! it was as good as ever. * msged me n wanna meet me for awhile. so i asked * to come in to look for me cuz tt px don wanna let me out. hahaha. so when * came, i was lyk *DEEP BREATH* cuz its lyk awww!! i finally got to see * !!!!! after lyk a hell long. i cant stp smiling man..its juz e way * looked at me tt simply melts my heart away. i don noe hw he does tt bt there's tis particular LOOK in his eyes tt draws me into smiling. n he was lyk sigh shld nt hv met me cuz it made him miss me EVEN more. haha. so sweet rite!! he is VERY capable of being sweet to his DARLING..awww..*pinch his cheeks*. hehehe. px was lyk he looks v guai. hahaha. n TINK tt * shld b a nice person. pfftsss! * is v nice lor! n accordin to *'s frens, * was v hyper after seeing me. hahaha. bt * only came for lyk three seconds bt STILL! it feels good. oh n he is rather nt-too-gd-feeling tt px stoned him.wahahah!! she's tired la pls forgive her. meh heh.
i shall proclaim Zara as our HIGH place. hahhaa. we nv fail to get REAL high in e fitting rooms man. px tried on a jacket tt made her look lyk a polar bear. hahaha. we took loads of funny pics. soooooo hilarious man when we started dancing our asses off to e music. so much fun. i tried on e grey jeans n its lyk freakin loose can!! argh darnit. its so nice la. haha. px bought a shirt tt is lyk damn ATTITUDE-ish. BUT i was e one who PAID okies!!! argh...i lend her $ once again. sian lor! pay up ok px!
oh oh we went to pacific plaza too. i bought a brown paul frank tee. it was damn nice, cute n funky. i dint take long to decide too. hahaha. so happy ler i guess after all e damn papers. i tink by prediction, i'll shop even scarier after os la. hahaha. bt nvm la huh..once in a life time.
went to tony romas for SUPPER wif her parents who hvnt had their dinner. so sinful man!! so much eating yest. !! bt it was FUN FUN FUN!! n we were addicted to lip-singing yesterday. haha. we did tt in Zara too n did those singer's pose n actions while they're singin even tho we din noe e song. its was VERY funny. px started it in pepper lunch too lor. haha den we were so SPASTIC man. its those love songs n EEWW rather disgusting cuz we were imitating those alluring n loving eye contact. hahahah!!! den we ate soo much tt we decided to jog on e spot. hahaha. so funny la!! every move we made we also jogged on e spot..even while goin down e stairs! so funny lor tt woman.
i love e way u look at me n i cant hlp smiling cuz it gives me a special feeling.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Friday, September 15, 2006
Thought of e day: it feels GOOD to be back in the embrace of BLOGGING!
i looove to blog man. its juz lyk a diary..bt juz tt tis diary is rather public. hahaha. PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!! FREEEDOM!!! ok nt EXACTLY over..still got two pracs n two papers bt aiya those r not toooooo mug-able ones. so..yea im free!!! haahaha the fragance of freedom certainly is soothing..so i heck care abt the results man. WORST come WORST don go 1st 3 months LOR.*a way to console myself throughout e week*
do u dudes tink i shld do sum theme bloggin? lyk nt juz tell ppl abt the on-goings abt my life bt do sum discussive topics? will tt make my blog more interesting?? cen talked abt GUYS. well mayb i can blog abt GIRLS :
THE FLIRTAOUS SLUTS
flirting is their hobby. it gives them satisfaction, accomplisment n perhaps a thrilling sensation. their prey wld most prob. b CUTE guys or RICHies. they aim HIGH. of cuz, they wont waste their time talkin to ppl whom r nt within their targeted range n tt explains the attitude diff. when they tok to diff ppl. for eg. when they tok to their frens, they act perfectly normal..laughin..acting crazy. bt when their prey walks past, they miraculously turned into refined ladies/sexy bitches/BIG-eyed gold fishes. Using their eye contact, they wld be 80% successful cuz those guys r idiots to fall into their trap. BLAH..they deserve a tight slap
THE WILDCATS
Clubbing, dancing their ass off, drinkin n hving a wide social life is wad they achieved in life. they viewed night life as their goal n source of excitement n pleasure. If all the clubs in s'pore go bust, they're e 1st grp to die. they absolutely cannot go on living without goin for a dance wif girl/guy frens at least twice a week if they r allowed. DISCO is their OXYGEN.
THE SPOILT BRATS
"daddy!!! i want tt FERRARI!!!!!" well..its not surprising to hear tt frm them. if they cant get wad they want, they prob be the ones sitting/squatting/stompin and screamin loudly in e middle of a store demandin their orders to be carried out. CASSH is wad they can nv lack. shopping n buyin tings are part of their DAILY routine. Mrts?? buses?? ezlink card?? wads tt??? they wld exclaim in confusion. u don need to kill them by deserting them on a desolated offshore island, juz simply dumped them at a mrt station n i bet they will evaporate on e spot:)) hahaha.. * don pt ur fingers at me ppl!!! i take mrts n i've gone home myself b4 okies!!! all the way back ALONE! wif a hungry stomach n tks to PX.*
THE DECENT CHAPS
they neither support nor are against drinkin or clubbing. they r juz NEUTRAL ppl..nt extremist. Seemingly balanced in all elements, they r always calm abt things n OF CUZ tt means they do not swear. hahaha. *shakes head upon vulgarities* some ppl labelled them 'boring freaks" while others considered them a good influence. they can b fun to b with too bt nt too crazy n def. don go for truth or dare games. oh n they can b grouped under "scardey cats" too for certain ppl.
which one r u?? u can b a combination of two or more tho. if u're the flirtaous type, scram frm my blog. hahahaah.
im goin shoppin wif px tmr!! yayness. i wanna hv FUN FUN FUN! im sure it will b fun cuz as she's a well-known spastic specimen. hahaha. tt sounds funny. n she is goin to eat lawry's wif a GUY..unknown guy buyin her a meal. SIAO la tt woman. bt she really wans to eat n is askin me to go too bt tt guy say i hv to pay myself. well tt simply shows e stingyness!! first round FAIL already. summore ugly freak..accordin to px. hahaha. bt she gets a FREE meal so she doesnt care plus she is broke. hahahaha. all i can say is she is v daring. i wont even dare to go meet my "fren" lor..n px juz said sumting FUNNY man.. she wans me to go n say if i don go, later she get raped how!?? WAHAHAHAA. tis is s'pore AUNTIE n its BRIGHT day light-_-
life is a CAR. the road u're driving on is named TIME. junctions r points on e journey. As it goes on, ppl hop into ur car while others hop out n u feel upset at their departure. sumtimes life gets so phucked up tt u feel lyk hoppin out of e car urself. y nt let God take e driver's seat?? wont it b alot more relaxeD for urself? u tend to lose control of e steerin wheel n everyting goes haywire. or u may turned into a wrong path n led astray or create a plunder tt u get tangled in. God is the road n car maker..he noes e road n ur car better than anyone else. so who do u tink shld drive ur car of life? u or Him? who shld b e leader?
oh man i miss u.......i hvnt been daydreamin for a long time..n u noe who im daydreamin abt rite?
the Princess' thoughts ;
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Thought of e day: crapp..my human.s are goin to DIEE
history n SS gt so many DARNIT chapters!! n i took lyk one whole night to memorise stupid Good goverance. i hate venice..its so f-ing long n i hvnt started! ARGH. i shall pick topics. those i intend to write n pray tt others don come out under the question i wanted to choose. BLAH. i wake up 10am everyday of my holidays juz to mug. hw sad!!??!
i SOOO wanna plan for after os man. all the fun, laughter, shopping, hang-outs..etc. nxt week is the battle..the war of my lifetime. altho its only prelims, its still equally scary. plus after prelims, O level practical will be crawling up ler. EEEEKSSS. *covers my eyes n refuse to see*
n i realised tt i counted the days after prelims WRONGLY-_-. so nw its officially TWO weeks n 3 days!! F....FFfffff...*refrains frm swearin* its so unbearable. REALLY. no one can understand hw stress i m right nw except God.
things i'll do after prelims *time for sum distress*
1. hang out wif px. i miss those crazy shopping days
2. go out wif whom im dying to meet
3. chill out wif shann
4. go shopping WHOLE day
5. sleep whole day
6. SLACK n watch tv whole day
ok bt all these..i swear..is only goin to last max two weeks. den i'll start mugging again.
After O levels
1. hog's breath dinner cum birthday feast
2. sentosa outing wif clique
3. shopping wif clique
4. grad nite accessories shopping
5. hang out wif px ALOT
6. go out wif * alot of times
OK..tts kinda a dumb ting to go..to plan for sumting still SOO FAR away.*olevel's part*. but i'll soon be able to complete those under the "after prelims" list. its gonna be over soon...im tryin to hypnotise myself by repeating that line over n over in my head. okok i shall not b emo. ok tis post is so random n sad. FINE. im juz takin e last chance to blog for e nxt two weeks. ok toodles cuz i gt nth beta to say ler.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Monday, September 04, 2006
Thought of e day: night outing
went out wif px on sunday at 7pm to town. supposedly for dinner bt in e end din eat at all. hahaha. we went guess n i saw tt damnit-gorgeous jacket!!! ARGHH..even tho its army-ish green color, the design is damn nice la!! the fur feels damn soft too!! BUT..its kinda a autumn-winter jacket..n its 285 buckSS!! CRAP. i love it bt its not practical unless i live in changi airport. hahaa. mayb i can wear it to church since its freezing..BUT i will b sent to IMH right away. wahaha. so i shall slowly forget abt it. WAILL..
went zara n i bought a tee. its pink..AGAIN. hahaha. bt pink is nice la. its sorta punk-ish. so i tink its a diff look. px tried on LOADS of jackets frm polo jeans n zara. she too tried on a black skinny leg jeans n i love it too bt its too loose for me. we took loads of pics wif those big fat jackets. hahaa. its was hilarious..we were laughin our ass off man. n she forced me to put on tt sliver astronaunt-ish jacket!!! argh..i lok damn weird. hahaha. but its kinda CUTE la..howeva its too LOUD to wear it on the streets. n she is pestering her mum for more cash so she can buy all tt she wans. hahaa. n BTW, u still owe me 10 bucks!!! PAY UP!!
went to cheers n bought a drink..tsk tsk. hahaha. its vodlka. NICEEEEEE. 5% alcohol content BUT apparently, px looked lyk she drank a whole bottle of wine. she was FLUSHED RED!! frm head to toe. hahaha. her arms were a tint of pink. her face..especially her eyelids, eyeball n ears looked lyk they are roasted. hahaha REALLY lor. its so scarily red. hahaha. she is so warm tt i almost thought she was boiling. hahahaa. AIYO girl ah..ur alcohol tolerance is FREAKIN lan lei!! train it up!! hahaha. oops i shall nt teach u bad tings later ur mum come scold me. hahaa.
b4 cheers, . came to meet us. i totally wanna WHACK him upside down n flush him down the toilet bowl 500 times. i almost cldnt hold back my fist man. ARGH tt JERK.. it might nt b his entire fault bt i jz HATE guys lyk him. BIG FAT ASSHOLE. despite me fuming at e sight of . , i was tryin so hard to smile man. EEEKS.
n px said all guys sux. she don lyk guai guai guys..those more decent types, normal n will treat their gfs very nicely types aka *ahem*. cuz she prefers those wild wild guys...hunky n abit bad bad ones. so she say those guai types suck in r/s cuz they r too guai..so they suck. n those wild guys breaks ppl's heart. so they suck too. so all guys suck. understood?? im lyk...OO...K.. meh heh. ironically, she lyks those wild ppl yet she hates them. hahaa. WEIRDDDD. bt every girl has wad type of guys they lyk la so its personal opinion. ning lyk those guys wif a tint of wildness in them too. wad i hv to say is : lookin up trouble for urself. *shrugs* no offence tho.
called claire yesterday n guess wad?? half way through our convo., tt woman said FUCK!! i was lyk wad?!? excuse me cld u repeat tt again!? she's swearin!! hahahaa. congrats to her. btw, for e benefit of those who may nt noe her, she doesnt swear AT ALL. nt a single time even tho she is ultra pissed. bt she claimed tt these few days was indeed too unbearable for her so she started to swear abit. haahaha. she agreed tt swearin does release sum steam n it feels shuang. hahaha. BUT..still hv to control la huh girl..don learn too much frm ning la..we are GIRLS still btw..keep our image!! im controllin..bt of cuz i don deny i do swear publicly too. HAHA..esp. in sch wit those nasty teachers tt gets on my nerves.
two days of my hols hv flown away. n i've been mugging. i feel lyk claire too..juz feel lyk screamin "FUCK".. ARGH..its so irritating to see other ppl goin shoppin n all n perhaps feelin bored at home. JEALOUS man. n im bloggin cuz im really sick of studyin..i've mugged since 11 till 5. nt too long la bt i did completed sum stuff. ok i shall stp rambling cuz u dudes will be irritated by it too. hahaha. TOODLEESS.
slept rather late last night, pondering abt wad * had rant abt. i can understand hw * felt, its awful..its painful. i noe its hard..its def. harder than being any other, bt perhaps we all do hv our own problems n difficulties to conquer. despite the exhaustion, u've got to hang on. n im sure u can do it=) God, all ur frens, me will b there to support u. don let those -ve thoughts overwhelmed u..cuz it will only hurt u. im always here, wanna be here..to let u rant..to let u vent..i hope i am the warm breeze for ur painful wounds. i almost wish i cld pop right b4 u last nite to give tt much needed embrace.
one week n 5 days more...hang in there.
love is lyk a drug..its addictive >.<>
the Princess' thoughts ;
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Thought of e day: BLANK
i wanna blog bt i've gt NTH to blog abt. so wad shld i tok abt? i tink im rambling to myself right nw. OH ok! i noe wad i shld talk abt.
went out for dinner today at compass point*aka sum nearby shoppin mall*. i bought a pair of flats..its bronzey coloured. quite nice la..i need a nt-so-lan flats. its wearable to go orchard/shopping/suppers. its 20 bucks. alright la. den proceeded to e supermarket. n i concluded tt supermarts r actually v nice to shop. u can step in wif an absolute thought tt u aint gonna buy a ting or u r juz gonna go straight to get wad u wan bt u always end up wif much more stuff than planned. REALLY...im serious. haha. mummy wanted to buy ingredients for spagettis tmr n i wanted my Oreo Os cereal. den i walked ard..more stuff came to mind. also, i passed by racks n racks of cool snacks n spotted sum tt i juz needed to replenish e stocks at home. hahaa. so tis is wad i gt myself:
1. Oreo Os' cereal wif mashmallow bits. *DAMN good*
2. milk *to go wif e cereal*
3. Meiji dark chocolate. *its 28 little pieces n i will always eat one wheneva i needa replenish my blood sugar level*
4. BOOST cadbury choc. *its damn good too..lyk wad e advert. said. REALLY*
5. hot & spicy potato chips *emergency food supply*
6. calci yum yogurt *its tasty n essential for my height-growin programme*
SEE!?? get wad i mean? u juz realise u actually gt alot to buy bt it juz slipped ur mind. haha. i juz gulped a grape-flavoured calciyum down juz nw..its tasty..REALLY! im nt kiddin. nt those yucky types la. so ppl who wans to grow tall..u need it. 2 x the calcium in milk!! those TALL ppl *hints* do nt eat it cuz it will only make u taller n widen the gap btwn short n tall ppl till it becomes a vicious cycle. Oreo Os is a muz muz muz for breakfast. its SOOOO good. sumtimes u can even eat it durin teabreak. the mashmallow bits is soo cute n delicious. hahaa. BOOST choc. is FABBBBB. the biscuit is caramel covered..yum yum. meiji dark choc. is simply addictive..i went to px's hs last time n took only one little piece frm her n i ended up craving for it all e time. hahaa. dark choc..so it isnt tt fattening. i love dark choc.
oh man..tis post is sooo advertisement-ishy. im lyk promoting all e various products to e public. AHHH. bt its truely worth a buy. hahaha. cheap too.
ok..i REALLY ran outa tings to blog abt man.. sucks.. i might blog twice if i feel lyk later. hahaha. bt tt's kinda highly impossible as im currently short of brain juices already. HAO...i shall make myself scarce...TOODLESSS!!
i really learnt to let go of my past
i've finally managed to accept n believe wad i hv in e present
i saw tt msg n "CLICK" i pressed e delete button so easily tis time, without hestitation
i'm finally firm to totally release those memories, bury it deep down n nt let it haunt me.
i've finally regained e confidence, trust, tt i've once lost.
i've finally learnt to love n receive it frm others once again..
the Princess' thoughts ;
