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Friday, August 25, 2006

Thought of e day: SOO MANY tings are goin on

AHH!!! i hv soo much to update abt. i shall start slowly..BREATHEES in.. n i cant update more during the weekdays bt might b able to during weekends. px was lyk askin me to update more so she can read it when she's dead bored-_-||| hahaha. ok so im back due to popular demand.

monday is the start of our quarantine period..btwn me n baby. n i was lyk askin him to b cruel to me no matter wad. so we hardly chat n lyk only one b4-slp sms per day. ARGGH. it KILLED me..literally. for the nxt 3 days, i was livin in AWFUL situation. i miss him SOOOOO badly. i only get to take a glimpse of him occasionally n now we hv to quarantine. AHHHH..well i hv my studies to care abt. NVM..we will hang out more after prelims. BUT..when os come..the quarantine will DEF. get much worser. ah..baby...i so wanna go out wif u too..

wed i came home at 5.45pm. thurs i came home at 5.30pm. today i came home at 5.30pm. HOW SADDDDD. the sch is torturing us...TERRIBLY. i hv lectures after lectures..work after work..mock after mock. WAD THE SHIT is tis!?!!??! arggghh. n we gt bck sum test too. some of it was saddenin for me..so i was lik hmm..nvm..nvm..God is in charge. den i decided to sing "Always n Forever" whenever i feel tired n wanna give up/discouraged.

the lyrics goes:
There's nothing better
Than Living for you
Saving my world with you
There's nothing better
Than praising your name
And lifting my praise
I wanna spend forever
Standing in your presence

And I wanna show you
What you mean to me God
I give you my whole life

And i've got to tell you
I am yours forever
Lord i Give you my whole life

Jesus, i will live for you
In everything i do
I'm holding onto you
always and forever

And when my world is falling down
In You i will be found
I'm staying in your arms today
always and forever

because of tis singing tis song..it constantly reminds me tt God will NEVER forsake me n i love Him. n i felt the joy inside me. n i hv more strength to hang on n persevere.

did i tell u abt my oral??? it was the FIRST one k! yea..thought i'll screw it la but its ok la. i totally crapped my way through. the question was "What do u wanna achieve in ur life when u grow older?" im lyk..oo..my brain took 2 seconds to tink. i cant possibly say oh i wanna get a job n work n blah blah..ordinary tings rite?? it wil bored the examiners to death. so..i talked abt gettin involved wif e society as a social worker n voluntary work. *my sis faints n dies at my lying techniques* so etc..i talked abt all the crap regarding voluntary work. haha..im good at lyin durin oral. hahaa.

our WHOLE class was DAMN DAMN pissed at mrs DT. she is ultra ultra wicked n unreasonable. she made us do FOUR WEEKEND assignments in FOUR DAYS. weekend work is do during the week ends..den she suddenly say she NEEDS it n ordered us to hand in. lyk WTF?!?? so i cant finish my wk 10 one plus there's NOT ONLY E MATHS IN MY TIMETABLE..i hv other subjects too n test to study in case she doesnt realise. den she called those who din complete the 4 weekend work to stand up. almost the whole class is standin at e end. she happily made us stand for 35 mins n even held us back during our RECESS time to do the bloody ting. F***. so pissed at her lor..n our class said during teachers' day we purposely thank all our teachers n EXCLUDE her. BLAH..retribution.

tis is for my baby:
the smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in ur eyes sayin you'll never leave me
The touch of ur hand says you'll catch wherever i fall
You know me still.. when i say nothing at all..

copied frm a song la..haha..but yea..tts wad i wanna tell my baby too. the last line is modified tho. haha. n it juz occured to me tt its gonna b two months for us on tis coming sunday. *winks* so fast hor..after my prelims v fast den three months ler.. n its a day juz b4 ur birthday. COOL.. haha. it seemed so long man..the 2 whole mnths..cuz alot of tings happened btwn it. bt nvm la..its perhaps there to build us stronger as a person. n it made me realise hw much u mean to me.. n hw much i love u..hw much i wanna us to b more than frens. n tis r/s makes me realise i can b impt to sum1 else too. BABY I LOVE U..alot...yes..alot..if there's a measuring cylinder to measure my love..i tink it'll will certainly overflow.

n we can only chat on fridays!!! tts juz so cruel for a couple.ARGH. bt wad can i do??
n tks baby for all ur encouraging msgs..n all e sweet sweet ones. haha. u're juz so cute la..haha..*pinch ur cheeks* ok..i shall stop b4 pple puke infrnt of their com. hahaa.

TOODLESSSS!!!!

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