Saturday, August 05, 2006
Thought of e day: arrghh crappy feeling
i mugged the whole day today la. tuition frm 10.30AM to 12.30. den ate lunch slp for 1 hr. den do my stupid hw. i did my zuo ye n eng speech n sum maths, by e time its already 6!! walau..damn damn damn..im doin tings so slowly...or issit the time is too fast?
i still hv:
1. a maths wkend
2. e maths wkend
3. lit essayS *abt 4 of them*
4. hist essay *tell me abt it man-_-*
5. chi speech
6. tests to study
CRAP la...walau wei...idiot sch. it once again reviewed their cold blooded nature. i wont buy any of their nice acts anymore man. its all FAKE. they wan us to study for exams earlier but its VEYR ironic lor. lyk wif all the darn-it work, by the time i finish them, im already sooooo beat hw m i supposed to rmb/start my revision!???? ARRGGHHHHHHH...SUCKY SCH!! they shld cut down n work den can expect us to revise earlier wad..aint tt make sense!!??
y m i always complaing man...hai..im nt supposed to even worry for all the stupid tings cuz God is in charge. but all the stupid results im gettin in mock/test is juz impacting me n demoralising me. eveytime i see those lousy marks, my faith in God seemed to lessen a little. hai..i don wan tt to happen too u noe. i need prayers..loads of them. i need assurance frm God..tons of it. i need God's love..i noe His love is always there bt most imptly, i need to learn hw to receive it.
tis is such a lousy post too. crap...it shows tt lousy thoughts r goin through my head. i wan to b happy on e outside as well as the inside. who doesnt?? i need God..
Dont keep telling me those words
you dont know how much it hurts...
the Princess' thoughts ;
