Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Thought e day: busy
ok tuesday was a LONG LONG BUSY BUSY day.
MORNING : went sch n it was celebrations!!!!! YIPPY!! tis yr's celebration was FULL of laughter n enthusiam...which wld rarely appear in our clique. hahaha. so ok fine..we acted ABIT more active than usual la. teachers had tis fashio show tingy..its was COOL N FUNNY!!!! SUPER hilarious!! hw come they don laugh lyk shit themselves ah?? hahaha.. mr ravi was lykin super funny man. oh man i juz LOVE the celebrations. the song singin sessions was soooo united. hahah..everyone sang at the top of their lungs. COOL. our last national day celebrations in crez. SAD..hahaha
AFTERNOON: went to eat cocoa at sum weird place beside shaw. it WAS weird man..i don even noe it existed. hahaha. but apparantly, we went there cuz the buffet there was 2 bucks cheaper than the one in taka....-____- two bucks also wanna save. pppffftss. den went to meet wif sum church frens. had quite a fun time wif those funny ppl. hahaha. well..sum of them always seemed to b vanishin purposely...hahaha.
EVENING: youth bbq!! it was kinda awkward during the ice breakers part la..but hmm..mayb its juz me. hahaha. wadeva. the food was OOKKK la. i only ate ONE satay frm the bbq section. hahaha. tts kinda lame. oh n we saw fireworks!!! me n shann was standing on the chair, strugglin hard to strain our necks. but i saw many nice ones! i LOVE fireworks..hahaaha
NIGHT: totally slack lyk siao at the freezingly cold room wif pricky rough carpeted flooor. my butt hurts man after sitting on it for soo long through a movie. n we had a sorta movie marathon tingy..movies after movies were played but only lyk 4 ppl stayed up till rather late? the rest ws busy snoring away n tt includes my sis. she woke me up wif her SNOREE. i slept at 2.15 woke at 4.09 den slept at 4.30 woke at 6.30. den slept at ard 7 or 8 till 9.30. hws tt man?? totally LACK OF SLP!!! n i din bathe cuz i don hv towel plus im lazy.hahaha..n i don hv a toothbrush..which means i totally am filthy e nxt morning. EEWW..
ok tts basically a summarized version of my day..many other things took place which is either inconveinent to post it up/lazy to do it. hahaha. ok TOODLESSS!!!
u held my hand tight
u made me believe tt u will always b a part of me
i lean on ur shoulders, feeling ur warmth n hearing ur heartbeat.
i felt u loving me.
as i was writing tis, i was crying painfully: i cant lose u..i really cant. not now during the most crucial part of my life..u leavin me wld b the worst i can imagine. i hate it when promises are broken. it happened once n u promised u wont do it n made me believed it. i accepted tt miracles cld happen btwn u n me. can we nt give up so easily?? can we try our best efforts to hold on tight to each other?? u said i wasnt juz a passing star n im here to stay. im willing to keep to tt..are u?? im lost..im confused..wads gonna happen to us?? y do i see soo many obstacles tts breakin us apart? i don wan!!!! all i wan is u. i juz need u to b on my side..it gives me the strength to fight against all odds. don tink negatively pls..it only wld tear us apart. well..mayb i wld nt hv much chance to say tis to u anymore..but i really wan to say it to u forever n im VERY serious abt tt. pple tink "oh..debs is juz a materilistic girl..she cant live wifout money." it stabs me whenever i hear tt. IM NOTTTT!!!!! tts wad i wanna shout to them all. wad i wanna say to u is------ i love u.
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