Thursday, August 31, 2006
Thought of e day: teacher's day was so damn cute
wahaha..we all din expect tcher's day to b such a cute day. cute cuz we sang "My love" lyk i've mentioned last time n we gt quite a warm round of applause!! hahaa. its was indeed satisfying. peihua, tess n i were lyk SO nervous 20 seconds b4 our item started. altho we were only LETTERS of part of the "Happy Teacher's Day" word formation, we hvta sit on the steps n do actions cum singin too kies! on hold up the letters at the right time. the moment we held up our cute letter *im a letter A btw*, we gt cheered n applauded! hahaa. n of cuz there were alot of ppl takin pics of us..so cute apparantly..hahaa..cute n sweet to sing a SONG.. n i tink our class singing was kinda e best outta all man..other ppl sing one ah..cannot make it la. muahaha. hope all our teachers lyk their prezzies!!
hmm..i don noe wad to blog abt leh..cuz wads in my life nw wld juz bored my readers out. mainly STRESS, WORK, EXAMS etc. which is kinda sucky once again n i hate to tink abt tt topic cuz it saddens me n made me grumpy which im dying to avoid tt emotion. i wonder which JC wld wan me for first three mnths man!!! argh..i probably get stranded at home cuz its too lan to go anywhere.
to peixi: i saw ur cute testi. today. hahaa..its rather lame n funny bt yea..u welcome!! can always come tok to me if u wan!! i do hv a few songs n lyrics tt REALLY speaks ur mind n situation bt aiya..don wanna make tings worse by remindin u abt it. so NVM..tink positively GIRL!!
when something tt violent hits you, you cant help but lose ur balance and fall. And after you pick urself up, you realise tt u cant trust anybody to save you. rite??
I'll always look back
As i walk away
This memory will last, for eternity
And all of our tears
will be lost in the rain
When i find my way back
To your arms again
yea sept hols is here!! BUT..i hv to MUG. n tt sucks once again. sista goin for holiday lyk TMR..staff retreat..lucky ass. always on holiday. ARGH. hahaha. i wanna GOOO overseas to shop shop shop too!! bt tt will b ETERNITY later. hahaha.
i feel fortunate sumtimes..very fortunate tt u're there. bt at times, fear overwhelmed me tt tis might be a dream..a dream tt i might wake up frm it sumday n left wif nth. i don wan it to b juz an illusion. i wan it to last. i wan it to be a reality n a long lasting experience. i juz feel so comfortable ard u..feel so comfortable talkin to u. i feel so good being ard u, knowin tt u're there n feeling e same too. to others..mayb no one noes wad it can bring if it gets too public, bt i can tell u its nasty n unpleasant. i don wanna feel the pain n sorrow i used to last time. i hate tt kind of feeling. bt nw..im really happy altho times are rather torturous nw due to stupid exams, i hope we still hv a long time ahead yea?? many memories more to b filled, to b saturated wif happiness. i cant wait to share my joy, laughter n tears wif u, knwin tt u're truely n sincerely wanting to b there..nt juz hypocritically or a moment of thought. tk you!!! im so glad i hv u!!
quote: " Psst!! i've gt sumting to tell u!! ...3 words...8 letters..1 meaning..i love u=) " so sweet rite!!
ok toodles dudes..
the Princess' thoughts ;
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Thought of e day: hmmm..i cant tink of a heading..wadeva
our class is coming up wif a tcher's day performance----SING A SONG cum actions.
claps to me..we will look like kindergarden kids..juz bigger version of it. hahaha. n the song is "My love" another claps to me..hahaha..
i shall tok abt sumting funny. well sumting im stuck wif for 16 yrs n im so SICK of bein in tis state-----SHORTNESS. yea..im only a pathetic little 156.5cm specimen. HOW GREAT. i hate the digit 5 there. so DUMB. y cant it be a digit 6?? den it'll b PERFECT. AHHHH..10 cm more..tts impossible to achieve. let me elaborate on e disadvantages of bein short n those 160+ shall be really contented wif wad they hv n start rejoicing.
1. FATNESS ---- short means tt u hv a lesser surface area. which means the fats tt u eat in frm eg. fries, fried chicken, chocolates etc. will hv a smaller area to distribute. so u will look grow fatter easily as ur fats don hv much space to fill up. bt if u're tall, ur body surface area is naturally BIGGER n the same amt of fats eaten by a short person will hv more space to distribute ard n u wont lok fat easily. isnt it logical??? another way u can lok at it is tt u compress a 165cm girl till she is 156cm without cutting off the fat content in her body. wont she look fatter than b4??!?!??? all the fats will gather closer together n form a lump n it appears physically. get my pt?? tt sucks man.
2. HEELS---- short ppl's best fren. n one will look terribly SHORT wifout heels. so wearin flats makes me lok DARN IT short n tts irritating me out. ARGHH. if u're 165, u will lok good wif or wifout flats. tt means rejoice for u. more choices of shoes to wear n u don need to bear wif e pain lyk siao n can simply take it off if u lyk..but WE cant! heels is our lives.
3. CONCERTS and MOVIES---- we get blocked easily by the heads of other taller ppl..well most pple are taller than us so tt sucks again. no matter hw much u tried to tiptoe or sit extremely straight till u almost feel u dislocated ur back, there's still a part of ur view blocked-___-|||. u cant go n tap on the person's shoulder n say: "eh..can u move abit?" he/she will juz lok at u n give u the u-short-blame-who? look. ahh..
4. SHOPPING---- px n i ALWAYS experienced tis. we walked into a shop n spotted a beautiful top on a shelf. as we slowly made our way towards it..the rack seemed to get higher n higher up. den when we come under it, we realised tt it seemed lyk we cant reach it. hmmm..tts when its a dilemma. we wld always use our eyes to estimate whether its worth stretchin out our hands high n try n grab it but if it fails, its so embarassing seeing one grabbin the AIR. finally, we thought : "hmm..tink shld b able to reach la." so we plucked up our courage n risked our lives of being laughed at, we stretched STRAIGHT up. AHHH!!!! one more inch b4 our fingers touch the fabric.!!! tts infuriating -___-|| it'll b way too pai seh to put ur hand down n give a dejected lok tt u cant reach it. wad we can do is----JUMP/ tiptoe on ur heels. once, i rmb px was giving a slight jump wif her heels on tryin to get a top down for me cuz i wasnt wearin heels. after 3 to 4 jumps n occasional shrills of struggle, she managed to get it down bt also drawing much attention n we ended up face red ALL THE TIME. n we always curse under our breath y e hell shops put their stuff sooo high up !??! s'pore hv short pple u noe!!
5. CLOTHES---- ankle-length skirts is a NO NO NO for us. it makes us look lyk teapots. short n stout. tts y we enjoy wearin mini skirts so our legs lok longer. slightly below knee length skirts is kinda weird on us too. i don own a skirt below my knee for tt reason too. even my prom dress is above my knee. hahaha..but its kinda unqiue la..every1 is wearin long long one..so un-nice. okok side track. n JEANS. we always hv to fold/alter our jeans. eg. ZARA jeans are made for european ppl. they are probably 156.5cm when they r 12 yrs old n wont b expected to shop at e teens section bt instead the kids section. sooo..they wld naturally tink : "oh..no one will b tt short " bt here we all..SHORT..jeans too LONG..SAD..
ok end of sadness over shortness. hahaha.
hmmm..i wonder who reads my blog..?? hmm..mayb i shall consider nt to b so mushy...in case it brings abt nonsense frm nonsense ppl to him. hahaha. im so indirect. bt he says nvm..its ok wif him. PAI SEHHH.. can i still continue to call u baby on my BLOG?? hahaha. or issit better to be nt so public?? hahaha. aiya who cares..as long as we like..bLAH..hahha..
ok toodles!!! my eyes are dying..
im here to stay..so are you. baby i love u
the Princess' thoughts ;
Friday, August 25, 2006
Thought of e day: SOO MANY tings are goin on
AHH!!! i hv soo much to update abt. i shall start slowly..BREATHEES in.. n i cant update more during the weekdays bt might b able to during weekends. px was lyk askin me to update more so she can read it when she's dead bored-_-||| hahaha. ok so im back due to popular demand.
monday is the start of our quarantine period..btwn me n baby. n i was lyk askin him to b cruel to me no matter wad. so we hardly chat n lyk only one b4-slp sms per day. ARGGH. it KILLED me..literally. for the nxt 3 days, i was livin in AWFUL situation. i miss him SOOOOO badly. i only get to take a glimpse of him occasionally n now we hv to quarantine. AHHHH..well i hv my studies to care abt. NVM..we will hang out more after prelims. BUT..when os come..the quarantine will DEF. get much worser. ah..baby...i so wanna go out wif u too..
wed i came home at 5.45pm. thurs i came home at 5.30pm. today i came home at 5.30pm. HOW SADDDDD. the sch is torturing us...TERRIBLY. i hv lectures after lectures..work after work..mock after mock. WAD THE SHIT is tis!?!!??! arggghh. n we gt bck sum test too. some of it was saddenin for me..so i was lik hmm..nvm..nvm..God is in charge. den i decided to sing "Always n Forever" whenever i feel tired n wanna give up/discouraged.
the lyrics goes:
There's nothing better
Than Living for you
Saving my world with you
There's nothing better
Than praising your name
And lifting my praise
I wanna spend forever
Standing in your presence
And I wanna show you
What you mean to me God
I give you my whole life
And i've got to tell you
I am yours forever
Lord i Give you my whole life
Jesus, i will live for you
In everything i do
I'm holding onto you
always and forever
And when my world is falling down
In You i will be found
I'm staying in your arms today
always and forever
because of tis singing tis song..it constantly reminds me tt God will NEVER forsake me n i love Him. n i felt the joy inside me. n i hv more strength to hang on n persevere.
did i tell u abt my oral??? it was the FIRST one k! yea..thought i'll screw it la but its ok la. i totally crapped my way through. the question was "What do u wanna achieve in ur life when u grow older?" im lyk..oo..my brain took 2 seconds to tink. i cant possibly say oh i wanna get a job n work n blah blah..ordinary tings rite?? it wil bored the examiners to death. so..i talked abt gettin involved wif e society as a social worker n voluntary work. *my sis faints n dies at my lying techniques* so etc..i talked abt all the crap regarding voluntary work. haha..im good at lyin durin oral. hahaa.
our WHOLE class was DAMN DAMN pissed at mrs DT. she is ultra ultra wicked n unreasonable. she made us do FOUR WEEKEND assignments in FOUR DAYS. weekend work is do during the week ends..den she suddenly say she NEEDS it n ordered us to hand in. lyk WTF?!?? so i cant finish my wk 10 one plus there's NOT ONLY E MATHS IN MY TIMETABLE..i hv other subjects too n test to study in case she doesnt realise. den she called those who din complete the 4 weekend work to stand up. almost the whole class is standin at e end. she happily made us stand for 35 mins n even held us back during our RECESS time to do the bloody ting. F***. so pissed at her lor..n our class said during teachers' day we purposely thank all our teachers n EXCLUDE her. BLAH..retribution.
tis is for my baby:
the smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in ur eyes sayin you'll never leave me
The touch of ur hand says you'll catch wherever i fall
You know me still.. when i say nothing at all..
copied frm a song la..haha..but yea..tts wad i wanna tell my baby too. the last line is modified tho. haha. n it juz occured to me tt its gonna b two months for us on tis coming sunday. *winks* so fast hor..after my prelims v fast den three months ler.. n its a day juz b4 ur birthday. COOL.. haha. it seemed so long man..the 2 whole mnths..cuz alot of tings happened btwn it. bt nvm la..its perhaps there to build us stronger as a person. n it made me realise hw much u mean to me.. n hw much i love u..hw much i wanna us to b more than frens. n tis r/s makes me realise i can b impt to sum1 else too. BABY I LOVE U..alot...yes..alot..if there's a measuring cylinder to measure my love..i tink it'll will certainly overflow.
n we can only chat on fridays!!! tts juz so cruel for a couple.ARGH. bt wad can i do??
n tks baby for all ur encouraging msgs..n all e sweet sweet ones. haha. u're juz so cute la..haha..*pinch ur cheeks* ok..i shall stop b4 pple puke infrnt of their com. hahaa.
TOODLESSSS!!!!
the Princess' thoughts ;
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Though of e day: i CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!
its so nice!! hahaha. so cute. n im the princess. hahaha. i wan shopping!!! sum one take me out!!! i can always go out cuz px claims tt she is always so free. but the problem lies in I DON HV A CHOICE. i hv prelims to kill n conquer. SIGH...y m i grumpy again?? okok..SMILEE..
oh oh.tokin abt smiles. nth beats to see my baby smile/be happy. HEHEE. im goin to b mushy frm today onwards n i DON CARE ler. lyk i said..i don mention names so no one can prove who im tokin abt. okok back to topic. gave him a smile today n he was pretty happy abt tt. hahaa. so cute. one smile can make his day go round. haaha. AWWW...*muacks* ok ppl pls do not gross out..u will get wad i mean when u experience LOVVEEe..*px nods in agreement* hahaha. i soooo love my baby..i really appreciate u ALOT.
he is such a wondeful person..compared to many i've seen. n many may wan their bfs to give them shopping sprees, buy expensive gifts..etc. bt tts nt wad i wan. all tt is juz superficial stuff. of cuz im nt referin to anyone so px do not kill me cuz i noe u wan shopping sprees to happen. hahaha. its juz sum personal opinion la. everybody wans diff things in life. sum ppl's life are full of glam, money, gorgeous tings..so full of fun n happening stuff. sum ppl juz lead a simple yet meaningful one n they are contented wif it. its juz hw diff type of lives we wanna lead. i wanna walk hand in hand wif God..outsiders may tink: "huh..so boring..no life." bt they wont noe e joy n the peace tt one can get through it. they get the outside joy..i get the inner joy. which one do u tink last longer??
OK chop chop on philosophy. hahaa. again im bored frm doin endless work n tts y im poppin up to blog. im so lazy..i shall go n study in the night...hahaha. i shall do my letter n study bio. SEE baby! im studyin!! i lyk the way u always think for me:)))))) u always care so much abt me..AWW..n tts makin me fallin in love wif u even more. haha. the care, concern n love u showered on me is makin me SOO happy. hahaa.
OK..toodles..
the Princess' thoughts ;
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Thought of e day: i tink px hooked onto supperSS..
hahaha..we went to eat SUPPER AGAIN on fri!! which is yesterday. hahaa. went out earlier than last time..ard 9 plus reach orchard i guess?? went to wisma food republic. the layout there is so nice!! its so olden days feeling. px had beefball noodles while i had watermelon juice. haha. n her orange juice was ultra sour. den went cine after tt..wanted to buy vodka..px said last time she n cen bought. i wan!! bt then cuz cen lok more matured so she cld pass off bt me n px...eh..haha..lok abit e young la huh?? n e cheers so crowded later e counter lady nt nice ah..v ma lu lei. so decided to give it up. haha. bt i wanna buy!! lik see if they will let u buy notz..haha..bt i don drink much la..REALLY..haha..
so today is sat n i MUGGED e whole day..
tis is wad i did
1. tuiton frm 9.30 to 11.30
2. eng compo
3. a maths mock
4. chi papers
5. e maths wk 8 graphs* nearly killed me*
6. e maths wk 9
i still left
1. alot alot of e n a maths papers
2. hist essays
3. chi letter
4. eng para writing*dumb topics lor.*
so..all i've done today left my tummy throbbing in pain, arms aching, head spinning. ARGH. i HATE HATE sch. its sooo dreaded. everyting time i complain abt sch..my life feels pathetic. hai..forget it..i shall nt b grumpy:)
i hvnt gone shopping for yrs man..sigh. i hvnt bought anyting for yrss. which means i've saved up for quite abit in this period. ZARA got new season leh!! topshop also gt new stuff. *SHAKES HEAD n tries to forget abt all the shopping part* i'll probably can shop only after 10 plus september.. which is after prelims.
n i so wanna hang out wif *aHeM*..i cant wait to meet him man after prelims~~!!! we'll go shopping, watch movie..chill out..AHHH. the more i tink, e more i miss him. n during boring chi lesson on fri, i was SOO slpy man..WHOLE class was slping until e teacher feels rejected.hahaa..den i started to scribble on my bk. guess wad?? i wrote his name more than 60 times on e page lor! i din even realise it till claire starts to STARE at me n nags : " eh auntie..can u don keep writing his name?" hahaa. it was hilarious. baby i wanna go out wif u!!! *claire is gettin used to me* bt she is complaing tt "baby" isnt a gd name 4 guys..who cares i lyk can liao..haha.. ning finds me retarded n almost wanted to call e ambulance..den i say aiya ambulance wont hlp one la..she was lyk YAA..den WHO in particular HUH?? n those ppl out there DON keep askin me who *aHem* refers to..those who noe will noe. i can write freely cuz im nt mentionin names..BLAHHH..
ok toodles..
you make me wanna call u in the middle of the night
you make me wanna hold u till the morning light
babybabybabybabybaby..i jus wanna call u by tt ALL DAY.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Thought of e day: i've been out on friday n sat n im SCREWED
no hmework done until today!!! which is sunday!! n tmr is the deadline for hmework which means tt sux. im so fried man..FRIEDDDDD lyk KFC..
friday:
went to dental. tt freakin dentist is simply FREAKY. he is SUPER rough n clumsy. he used tis SHARP tingy n scratch against one of my tooth..it was ultra near the gums bt he juz gave a nonchalant look n continued to use more force. WALAU I TELL U!!! i nearly wanted to swear at him ok!!! i muz empathsized AGAIN...im NOT NOT NOT made of PLASTIC/WOOD/METAL!! i do hv nerves n sense of pain. i can FEEL it u idiot!!! DUMB ass..-__- if i hv e chance, im so gonna whack ur head off man. it started bleedin n i was lyk SHIT. den his stoned expression didnt even show a tint of apology n proceed to do other stuff in my mouth. it was 5 mins later b4 i cld rinse the blood off. crappy RITE!!! arrggh..
went out wif px after dental. apparently, . was in town too. n we coincidentally met him at cine. im beginning to doubt tt it was a conicidence man. WAS IT PLANNED??????? u beta b honest wif me PX! neways, me being a GIGANTIC light bulb, there's only left one choice for me ---- STONE. ok fine..i practically walked lyk a zombie throughout, prayin for e time to pass QUICK. bt the clock is ticking ever so slowly -_-|| . was weird man..it kinda freaks me out totally. he was lyk " u can hold my other hand" den px was lyk wtf??!!! im lyk EHHHH...dotz..no tks. n the other pt here is tt its "hold [his] OTHER hand" which means one hand is OCCUPIED RIITTE???? so u guys shld noe wad i mean.
. n px were totally enjoyin themselves..im lyk SOOO wanting to LEAVE the place. i really hope tt the earth wld open up n swallow me in. n she kept pesterin me n asked me to ask *aHem* to come n join us. i was lyk...FWAD??? u kiddin rite?? she is lyk NO!!! come on debz!! it will b fun! -______- fun ur HEAD LA ah ben.
of cuz . wld send px home.. so i was left alone..STRANDED at city hall mrt station. i so wanted to cry man!!!! i've NEVER taken mrt home MYSELF plus i don even noe city hall mrt well!! it was 8 n i've not had my dinner n im out e whole day so shagged n all. ARGGHH. i told myself FINE i shall nt b so princess-y n i can DO IT!!! i can go home MYSELF. ah..hw i wish *aheM* was there to accompany me home. its lyk so dark n all wif all e funny ppl ard.
SOOOO..i took 10 mins tryin to find e right platform to take, goin up n down escalators lokin desperate n lost. OK finally i found it. BUT guess wad?? the train came n i thought i cld easily get on it BUT to my despair..it was WAY too crowded. fine..there goes my train n i waited 4 e nxt one. i gt on it finally. took to dhoby ghaut. im quite familar wif DB n cld easily find my purple line platform. bt i walked lik so much la..im wearin heels n my tummy is growlin lyk a lion. hw nice cn my temper get??
reached kovan at lyk 9 plus. n i thought i wld lyk walk home myself bt the road was FREAKIN FREAKIN DARK. no street lights. so i thought ok..fine i shall take a bus home. 112 tt is. i sat at e bus stop n waited 4 the damn bus. 5 mins passed...10 mins passed..15 mins..i nearly DOZED off..FINALLY AFTER 30 bloody mins!! my bus came. i reached hme at 10..congrats to my dyin tummy.
cooked instant noodles n it suck man! made my tummy so bloated wif air bt still hungry. den px called n told me to go 4 supper. WEI!!! can u tell me b4 i changed out!?? hahaa..bt nvm la. we cabbed there n it was a freakin 12 bucks!!! pfftss.. ate subway n walked ard an EMPTY N DARK orchard rd. talked alot too..exchanged our inner thoughts n shared our views. nice talk girl!! tks! took lame pics wif lame tings eg. dustbin n no smokin sign. went home at 2.45am. CONGRATS me again..
SATURDAY:
had tuition at 10.30. bloody splitting headache lasted frm morning till night. Planet shakers was UBER FUN!!! it was SOO high. jumped alot n had great time worshippin e Lord wif so many ppl. went home wif jie. i don noe some of e songs bt still it was quite fun la. ning u missed out!!! hahaa..ok i shall nt provoke u or u will kill me.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Thought e day: busy
ok tuesday was a LONG LONG BUSY BUSY day.
MORNING : went sch n it was celebrations!!!!! YIPPY!! tis yr's celebration was FULL of laughter n enthusiam...which wld rarely appear in our clique. hahaha. so ok fine..we acted ABIT more active than usual la. teachers had tis fashio show tingy..its was COOL N FUNNY!!!! SUPER hilarious!! hw come they don laugh lyk shit themselves ah?? hahaha.. mr ravi was lykin super funny man. oh man i juz LOVE the celebrations. the song singin sessions was soooo united. hahah..everyone sang at the top of their lungs. COOL. our last national day celebrations in crez. SAD..hahaha
AFTERNOON: went to eat cocoa at sum weird place beside shaw. it WAS weird man..i don even noe it existed. hahaha. but apparantly, we went there cuz the buffet there was 2 bucks cheaper than the one in taka....-____- two bucks also wanna save. pppffftss. den went to meet wif sum church frens. had quite a fun time wif those funny ppl. hahaha. well..sum of them always seemed to b vanishin purposely...hahaha.
EVENING: youth bbq!! it was kinda awkward during the ice breakers part la..but hmm..mayb its juz me. hahaha. wadeva. the food was OOKKK la. i only ate ONE satay frm the bbq section. hahaha. tts kinda lame. oh n we saw fireworks!!! me n shann was standing on the chair, strugglin hard to strain our necks. but i saw many nice ones! i LOVE fireworks..hahaaha
NIGHT: totally slack lyk siao at the freezingly cold room wif pricky rough carpeted flooor. my butt hurts man after sitting on it for soo long through a movie. n we had a sorta movie marathon tingy..movies after movies were played but only lyk 4 ppl stayed up till rather late? the rest ws busy snoring away n tt includes my sis. she woke me up wif her SNOREE. i slept at 2.15 woke at 4.09 den slept at 4.30 woke at 6.30. den slept at ard 7 or 8 till 9.30. hws tt man?? totally LACK OF SLP!!! n i din bathe cuz i don hv towel plus im lazy.hahaha..n i don hv a toothbrush..which means i totally am filthy e nxt morning. EEWW..
ok tts basically a summarized version of my day..many other things took place which is either inconveinent to post it up/lazy to do it. hahaha. ok TOODLESSS!!!
u held my hand tight
u made me believe tt u will always b a part of me
i lean on ur shoulders, feeling ur warmth n hearing ur heartbeat.
i felt u loving me.
as i was writing tis, i was crying painfully: i cant lose u..i really cant. not now during the most crucial part of my life..u leavin me wld b the worst i can imagine. i hate it when promises are broken. it happened once n u promised u wont do it n made me believed it. i accepted tt miracles cld happen btwn u n me. can we nt give up so easily?? can we try our best efforts to hold on tight to each other?? u said i wasnt juz a passing star n im here to stay. im willing to keep to tt..are u?? im lost..im confused..wads gonna happen to us?? y do i see soo many obstacles tts breakin us apart? i don wan!!!! all i wan is u. i juz need u to b on my side..it gives me the strength to fight against all odds. don tink negatively pls..it only wld tear us apart. well..mayb i wld nt hv much chance to say tis to u anymore..but i really wan to say it to u forever n im VERY serious abt tt. pple tink "oh..debs is juz a materilistic girl..she cant live wifout money." it stabs me whenever i hear tt. IM NOTTTT!!!!! tts wad i wanna shout to them all. wad i wanna say to u is------ i love u.
the Princess' thoughts ;
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Thought of e day: arrghh crappy feeling
i mugged the whole day today la. tuition frm 10.30AM to 12.30. den ate lunch slp for 1 hr. den do my stupid hw. i did my zuo ye n eng speech n sum maths, by e time its already 6!! walau..damn damn damn..im doin tings so slowly...or issit the time is too fast?
i still hv:
1. a maths wkend
2. e maths wkend
3. lit essayS *abt 4 of them*
4. hist essay *tell me abt it man-_-*
5. chi speech
6. tests to study
CRAP la...walau wei...idiot sch. it once again reviewed their cold blooded nature. i wont buy any of their nice acts anymore man. its all FAKE. they wan us to study for exams earlier but its VEYR ironic lor. lyk wif all the darn-it work, by the time i finish them, im already sooooo beat hw m i supposed to rmb/start my revision!???? ARRGGHHHHHHH...SUCKY SCH!! they shld cut down n work den can expect us to revise earlier wad..aint tt make sense!!??
y m i always complaing man...hai..im nt supposed to even worry for all the stupid tings cuz God is in charge. but all the stupid results im gettin in mock/test is juz impacting me n demoralising me. eveytime i see those lousy marks, my faith in God seemed to lessen a little. hai..i don wan tt to happen too u noe. i need prayers..loads of them. i need assurance frm God..tons of it. i need God's love..i noe His love is always there bt most imptly, i need to learn hw to receive it.
tis is such a lousy post too. crap...it shows tt lousy thoughts r goin through my head. i wan to b happy on e outside as well as the inside. who doesnt?? i need God..
Dont keep telling me those words
you dont know how much it hurts...
the Princess' thoughts ;
Friday, August 04, 2006
Thought of e day: yes..im INDEED on cloud 9
ok according to NING, im always on cloud 9 n suffering frm one known most commonly as L---sickness. but i muz clarify tt i DO NOT stone wif a RETARDED smiley expression!! i admit tt i do stone sumtimes bt tts of cuz during boring lessons lyk bio or free periods, occasionally during recess. n i stone wif a smiley expression WITHOUT the retarded part oki!!!!! u i-d-i-o-t!!! hahahah. i cant hlp it la..everytime i stone n tink abt *aHeM* i juz cant hold back my smile!! heeheess..pls mind me. hahaha.
n i juz realised sum horrific---- its 16/7/06 since i last shopped. tts so SADD. life is gettin hectic hectic busy busy. i don even hv time to BREATHE. bt wadeva. its nt e right time to tok abt sucky tings now. hahaa
nxt week is SOOOO goin to b the BEST week of my life!!! i hope*cross fingers*.
Mon - dreaded lessons-_- bt i shall nt be angered
Tues- no lessons!!!! juz celebrations!!!! ok tis is really the FIRST time i feel tt my sch is sane n hv a tiny bit of humanity in their brains n warmth in their blood. meeting *aHeM* in town!!! ok i tink i'll feel ABIT awkward infront of many whom i don noe well bt aiya nvm la who cares. n of cuz...YOUTH BBQ!!!! whooo! its goin to b fun fun fun! socialising wif frens, munch etc. bt i seriously don wanna play e games mr sashi is plannin. i detest games playing exercise during gatherins or birthday parties. the worst situation is when u hv to walk ard chairs n listen to e dumb music n snatch 4 seats when it stops n sends everyone screaming their heads off. Ahh..i lok dumb playing tt once at my niece's party. EEEwww especially wif all the KIDDDSSSS. cliche games lyk paste e donkey tail, passing e puzzle juz freaks me out. im stress enough already don stress me anymore. hahhaa. oh oh...wad shld i wear!!?!?????? i thought of wearin shorts if im goin straight there bt nw im goin town first. so i cant wear shorts rite. hmm..wad top?? top is easier to settle so i shall leave it aside 1st. oh! hw abt SHOESS????? im goin town i cant possibly wear slippers which i had previously intended to. heels??? i don hv sneakers! or shld i wear flats?? wad flats then?? i will lok SHORT leh!! arrggghhh...darn it.
Wed- National Day!! altho i don celebrate bt still..it gives me a holiday
Thurs- HOLIDAY!! i love s'pore.
Fri- dreaded sch once again. marking e end of a fantastic week. bt nvm..it will be weekends!!
TADA!!! tis is my whole of nxt week!! of cuz it cant b compared wif sum bt its satisfying enough to hv so many days FREE frm sch.
ok toodles for now!!!
the Princess' thoughts ;
