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Friday, June 30, 2006

Thought of e day: the week is dramatic

sch STARTS n its the end of e 1st week..got lots of overdued work as well as new homework n of cuz none other than tests schedules.. arrgggh.. the stress is piling on me but nvm..God's helping me.

i needa tok abt sumting which MOST of my frens feel strongly abt ----ORAL PRACTICE IN CLASS.

we seriously DON FIND a SINGLE helpfulness n usefulness in tis dumb ting. i shall slowly n give details on WHY do students DISLIKE or i can say DETEST oral practice in class.

REASONS
1. its pointless n dumb : teachers flashed transparency of various passages n pictures. so we r expected to read aloud in class wif expressions n describe the picture as detailedly as possible. so..lyk use yr common sense also can tell tt there's 41 pairs of eyes staring at u n humans naturally get even more nervous lyk tt. n we hv to say alot louder than infront of examiners inorder for the WHOLE class to be able to hear it. SOOO.. tt makes it 2..no 3 times more difficult to answer n do well. SO..WADS E POINT?? u don get to see our real performances. cuz its JUZ different.

2. its not goin to come out n i can always practice alone whic is better infact. u can always give me ws to refer or practice in free time. WHY muz u call us?? its embarassing n its awkward. don u noe there's always ppl wif nervousness to face the grp??? u may find a random excuse n say : "oh..den u can practice yr guts so u wld nt be nervous to face one person". YA RITE. in fact, im very daring infront of examiners cuz i don noe them at all so i don give a damn abt losing face if i anyhow tok crap.

3. u may wan oral practice one to one to minimise the awkwardness infront of class BUT let me tell u..its juz DIFFERENT. NO WAY u r goin to see my real performance n i don bloody hell give a damn. u may tink i suck frm the way i speak infornt of u or the class. but cuz i feel tt its NO POINT. the question wont come out again n im not those whom i wont practice on my own. why force us to do oral wif u in the morning?? why don give us a choice?? arrgggh.. i hate it.

AHH..the more i say the more pissed i get. teachers are plainly dumb creatures..especially those who give oral practices. *SCREAM at them n kicked them into outer space*

ok..nw some other stuffs.

i tried to look the other way
and keep my heart on hold
but everytime i talk to you
i lose my self control

i tried to keep my feelings down
and see if i can hide
but it soon became impossible
loving u, i cant deny

One day, you told me how you feel
then i confessed mine.
happiness surged within me
n perhaps more to find

we know there'll be troubles
and difficulties for us to face
but all i want nw is treasure
the sweetness i can taste :D

the Princess' thoughts ;

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Thought of e day: Slackin ROX..big time

mummy got majong today. n im supposed to do my work. bt of cuz hvta change venue la. juz nice sista goin for dance practice at church so i tagged along. its e first time im seeing e dance! its awesome!! tks to kelvin e dance choreographer. its so cool when everyone dance together. was asked to join too but ehh..i no time. always busy one. hahaa.

so i was lyk plannin to do tis n tt..all in my head bt never penned it down. hahaaa. only did half an essay from 2pm to 7pm in church. lyk wad?? most of e time i was chewin on gummies, playing bejeweled2*tt game is addictive* on sis's phone, messing ard wif frens, laughin at lame jokes n lame actions n watchin them practice. hahahaa. which means in conclusion = wasting time. hahaha! quite fun la

i don care la. i needed the time to lyk socialise u noe?? hahhaa. ya lyk real. hahaha.

home now..so sian. startin sch lyk in one day's time??? arrggh..dreaded. nvm..i don wanna drive my life anymore..im leaving it to God to plan it perfectly out for me. so i hv no worries! hahaa. good.

tis is a lame n short entry. but who cares. i hv to blog once more b4 i start sch cuz i wopt be touchin e com for ages. so might as well blog while i hv e time.

OK..gtg..tmr still got church. later snoore durin sermon. hahahaa.. CIAOZZ

mayb im feeling sumting :P

the Princess' thoughts ;

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Thought of e day: SHOPPING...n more

went shopping wif jie jie!!!! i ATE KOREAN FOOOOODDDDD!!!! perhaps i was influenced by the DA CHANG JIN tingy bt anyways, korean food is NICE!!! especially the one at far east level one. we ordered BBQ beef n kimi chi soup. their plain rice n side dishes ARE FREEE!!!!!! means u can top it up anytime!! there is six cute side dishes aka appetisers too b4 u eat the main course. damn cool man!! its so traditional korean-ish!! its not those fake fake improvised ones..its so pro-looking. wahahaha. den the kimichi soup is definitely for chili lovers. bt even tho im kinda anti-chili, i still cant resist the kimichi soup man!!! its nt tt WOW when u 1st taste it. but slowly, mouth after mouth, it gets nicer n nicer n WOOO!! i cant stp eatin it man. SOOOO...NOW I M ADVERTISITIN FOR IT!!!!!!!! n its DAMN DAMN CHEAP LOR. n they also serve fruits for u lor!!! no need to pay!!! the total bill is only 26 bucks kies!!! can be topped up SIX SIDE DISHES, ENDLESS RICE, BBQ BEEF, HUGE POT OF KIMICHI SOUP, FRUITS!!!!! so much yet so cheap1!!!! i MUST go back nxt time. the service is DAMN DAMN good too. i was kinda shocked. bt one strange ting is all their waitress n waiter n even manager talks to u in CHINESE..bt u can tok to them in english la. they understand. juz tt they will reply in chi. wahahhaa. hilarious.

OK! so i went far east to shop. i bought a earring n a bracelet. hahaa..so little. jie bought two earrings n two bracelets.

went watsons at taka n bought quite a no. of stuff. i bought olay whitenin lotion n got free cleanser n plus 20% discount!!! only 6.88 in e end!!! CHEEEAPPPPPP. bought my meji black chocolate. ALOT cheaper than 7/11's. 4.60 only. i bought sum biscuits too. n a black head remover pore pack. hhahaha. lame. jie bought quite a no. too.

ok.. i attacked ONE lit essay. so tt means 5 more to go. i m goin to finish 2 more today. hahaa. JIA YOU!!!!!!

**many asked if there's anyting, well...i don noe wad im feeling. perhaps there is, perhaps there isnt. bt definitely im feeling comfortable wif u..alot more comfortable talkin to u than some other frens. i tink im kinda feeling happier?? are u??? i need more time to figure out wads my feelings. or perhaps i already hv an answer in me, juz tt i don realise i had.**

the Princess' thoughts ;

Monday, June 19, 2006

Thought of e day: i don wanna lose any one of u

mayb its cuz im not feeling good tt day,
mayb its cuz im nt feeling right tt night,
mayb its cuz im feeling pissed tt hour,
mayb its cuz im feeling down tt moment,
but its definitely not because im doin it on purpose.

i don wan us to hv a difference.
even if we do, pls don let it grow.
i hate to see this happening.
i don wanna make any choice in btwn.

i feel lyk a last resort on tt side sumtimes,
i feel lyk im not mixing in on this side sumtimes,
but still, i treasure both n wont wan to lose any.

pls don say goodbye
cuz it even breaks my heart to imagine it.
do u noe hw sad i was when i read tt?
i nearly cried.

i can apologise.
i can change
but can our friendship pls stay e same!?

perhaps i don hv much time left to spend wif u pple,
so can we pls treasure it??

altho u may think i may nt care even to mend it,
u're wrong, very wrong.
no one can understand hw much i rely on this ting called frenship.
no one can.

i wont talk abt it anymore if u don lyk it,
i wont do it again if it pisses u.
all u hv to do is tell me.
bt juz don drift away wifout tellin me.
cuz it isnt fair to me.

*u may nt be tokin abt me anyway, but i still hv to say those..i mean it.*

the Princess' thoughts ;

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Thought of e day: it's been so long since i updated

ahhhh..save me. im lyk dreadin sch alot alot alot. till it drains my energy. hols are ending. i don wanna see the shitty face of all my teachers. non of them is my favourite. not even close to tt. i love shopping. shoppin is the best ting. im feeling the heat..the heat frm stress. ahh..wad m i doin now. writing crap for all i care. perhaps u can read in btwn the lines n seriously feel wad im feelin right nw. there's a hurricane in me..some1 pls suck it out for me b4 it destroys me.

went clubbin on monday wif pei n sylvia*new fren* to DXO. too much ting happen n too much to say. so i shall nt say. its juz nt too bad la. quite a fun experience. went to pei's hs after clubbin n guess e time?? its 4 plus am. we stil tok alot in the room, nt sleepin. den 6 plus go cook noodle. i slept at 7 AM. cool eh? til 3.30pm. den went home.

went out wif peixi yesterday. not too bad too. juz the bugis street a bit the flithy. haha. i want my big juicy bag. i must hv it. hahaah. kinda addicted to hoops now. haha.

its such a random post. i don care. juz read it. im depressed tt time flies so fast. y cant Mr. Time fly slower?? i don noe. y cant the days of hols be 48 hrs per day?? den we will alot more time. who is causing all these students to go nuts?? the country is the culprit. the sch is the accomplice. they r tryin to murder me wif all the homework n exams. can i sue them?? NO. cuz even they rule the laws. they r the laws in fact. i don wanna stay in this ULTRA DUPER fast pace country. i wanna go australia. its so much more laid-back. i don need to look into the mirror one day n worry tt i may go crazy the nxt min.

perhaps i need a psychiatrist. im kinda don-noe-wad-im-speakin mood now. where's my sis?? need some counselling. i wonder if anyone shares the sentiments as me?? or issit juz me?? they seemed to be oblivious to all these. do they feel stress?? not as much as me?? i don noe.

MY HATES:
1. my sch
2. nagging..all types
3. being cash-less
4. hypocrites
5. competitiors
6. weird pple
7. my height
8. no 24 hr malls
9. homework
10. exams
11. stress

MY LOVES:
1. shopping
2. holidays
3. cash
4. sales
5. food
6. good frens
7. doggies
8. australia
9. cool hang outs
10. orchard

MY DREAM:
1. be very smart
2. be tall
3. hv a superb figure n better loks
4. more frens..true frens n non-boring frens
5. hv birthday surprises done by frens
6. be flithy rich foreva
7. be a tai tai
8. own a porsche, ferrai
9. conquer all prestigious brands
10. hv a huge mansion
11. travel ard the world
12. see the effiel tower
13. see snow
14. go heaven
15. all schs especially mine to vanish
16. all exams abolished
17. not go mad frm studying
18. be gd frens wif Jolin Tsai

i tink i'll be alot more happier when my dreams were fulfil*nt v possible*. but i wil stil learn to b glad wif wad i hv now...not much n infact alot inferior to others..but i will try to smile at wad i hv.

the Princess' thoughts ;

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Thought of e day: i shall tok abt my da jie's birthday!!!

yo PPLE listen up!! my da jie is 23 !!!! matured n well-mannered young lady!! hahaha. altho she can b quite funky lyk a 16-yr-old n childish lyk a 3-yr-old sumtimes, she's still more DA jie.. so...7th of june is her BIG day. hahaa. whole family went out for lunch along wif e birthday girl. n birthday girl wore her new ZARA shirt aka birhtday prezzie frm mum n MOI. n it was MOI who suggested to mum to buy for her. she's droolin for tt shirt. hahaa. so..we all kinda dressed up for it. hahaa. went to "ANGUS HOUSE" for steak. its EX man. lyk BOOOMM..dynamic-ly ex. hahaa. bt its e princess's birthday mah.

dad bought a ice cream cake frm swensens as a suprise n jie was lyk *EYE BIG BIG* when she saw it. hahaa. we passed e cake to e supervisor to keep it later for desert. heehehee. n the tiramisu they serve is DAMN good k. n not to mention their steak which is quite a fab. we ate rib eye while dad ate seafood gril. yum yum.

SOOOO..here comes the birthday cake!!! the staff took the cake out n placed it on e table. at the same time, the self-mode piano started playing the "Happy birthday" song.*it wasnt planned..it was all the restaurant's idea. we were taken aback.* wahahaa!! can u imagine!?!?! a piano playing for u??!??? n EVERYONE is lookin at jie lor!! they were lyk searchin for the birthday girl amidst the restaurant. wahahaa. jie was covering her face exclaiming" aiyo!! tis is so embarassing man!!!". finally the song ended, BUT a loud applause followed by ALL the staffs in e restaurant. i den realised tt almost all their waitress n waiter*abt 7*, includin manager was standin infront of the piano waiting for the song to end so tt they could give their warm round of applause. i may juz die frm embarassment if its me.WAHAHAHA. i took sum shots wif my sis wif e cake. the 1st shot was rather unsuccessful cuz it was taken by one of e staffs there. eh..me n sis were practically off the photo can? hahaha. hilarious. so i decided to entrust the task to mummy. she did a MUCH better job indeed. e pic lok gd. n i shot a pic of jie wif a spastic lok on her face, holdin e knife n pretendin to cut the cake. hahaa. so funny can.

luckily i din sing the birthday song on my birthday.. PHEW. i dislike..i mean i detest birthday songs. A birthday girl would probably hestitate to hold a birthday party because she is afraid of the birthday song. its kinda unavoidable n inevitable to sing a song for u if u are holdin a kinda big party. wif all the relatives n friends, yr nosy mum or sum third auntie of yrs wld run up to u n say : "OH!! its time to sing the birthday song!!". den the poor fellow wld be so helpless cuz she really doesnt wan the song but nt cruel enough to reject the kind offer. SOO.. the awful n boring birthday lyrics start to sound.."happy birthday to u..happy birthday to u...etc." its wld give the birthday girl an ENTIRELY 1 min or so of complete attention n ALL eyes wld b fixed on THE ONE N ONLY YOU. the worst part is..u cant possibly sing along cuz it will b only weirder. so all u can do is mingle ard wif yr skirt or fingers n prayin for the song to end quick..occasionally smiling to the "audience". u too cant smile for 1 min or yr jaw may juz collapse n u will onli look stupid. another situation is when ur relatives or friends too feel awkward or not very confident in their singin skills so they will sing more enthusiastically in the beginning but the volume will slowly..i mean kinda rapidly decrease to a soft mumur..u will feel even worse til u wanna bury urself into a hole n scream: "told u don sing liao stil sing!! see la!! now so soft! so pai seh can!!".

so unless u hv full confidence tt yr birthday song wont sound frail n it will be loud n enthu. throughout, don sing it!! hahahaa. ok..enough of my crappy analyse.. CIAO

the Princess' thoughts ;

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Thought of e day: my fruitful shopping trip!!!!!

yoyoyo!!! here again to update abt my shopping tripSSS!! im lyk contributing alot to s'pore's economy man. hahaa. i went out wif ah pei for lyk so many times last n tis week. and i bought quite a no. of stuffs. we went out on sat, mon n wed.

1. TWO juicy couture's wrist bags
2. a fcuk top
3. a tommy polo
4. a modified belly ring earring
5. my prom dress
6. a necklace

COOL HUH??? i bought all these in less than 5 days. muahaha. call me the shopping queen!! yea!! ok. i shall get into DETAILS

TWO JUICY COUTURE WRIST BAGS:
i bought it at far east inq box. there is alot alot of colours and that is one of the main reason tt made me choose for near an hr for it. hahaa. pei bought it too. she bought a blue n yellow one. i bought a unique color. its a real cute color man. ahahah..mine is pink n lime green. cool!! hahaa. juicy couture is a real cool US brand. i LOVE IT!! heeeheee. so..after buyin the 1st one, i really hv e urge to collect ALL the colors which is equal to 5 to 6 of them. i lyk three of them the most. heehee..so i shall slowly collect 3. i went back to get another the followin week. HEEHEEE. so i hv two now. btw, the bag cost 32.

FCUK TOP:
its a long sleeve top. its a comfy top. and its rather loose fitting n long. so me n pei thought its a cool wear to beach. juz wear a bikini inside. i love it so i bought it the next day. heeee. i din buy on tt day i saw it cuz i din bring my uob card which entitles to a further 10% discount!! its total 60% for a $99 shirt. HEEEHEES. cool buy. pei lyk it too but she is lyk tryin so many times yet cant decide.

TOMMY POLO:
i saw it tt day when pei tryin on her tommy polo. so i came back to get it on mon. iTS SO CUTE n nice man!! hahaa. i took kinda quite long to check the sewing n workmanship. muahaa..influenced by mummy. she is so pro at it. i muz learn. hahaa. pei was rotting in the fitting room while i checked it over n over again. hahaa. so hilarious. it cost me abt 50+. i tink. i don rmb. hahaa.

MODIFIED BELLY RING EARRING:
many may be puzzled lyk wad e heck is a modified belly ring earring. its lyk a real belly ring but the rod-tingy is not as thick so u can wear it on yr ear without enlargin yr earhole. its screwed in too lyk a belly ring. its DAMN DAMN COOL n NICE. haha. i bought a pink star one. ah pei bought a white star one. i wanna buy another one!! may get a white star one too. heee.. hope she don mind. its 14.90. quite ok la. i hv been findin it for lyk ages. DREAM FULFILED at LAST!!

PROM DRESS n NECKLACE:
bought it at phuture london. its juz a tude dress wif a bubble skirt effect at the bottom. its kinda cute n its cheap. its 99. its a formal dress so its not ex la. bought it on the nxt shopping trip too. and the shop entitles u to a 20% discount if u get another item above 19 bucks. so e sales person was sayin i shld get a 29 buck item. so tt makes it 128. after discount is 104. so tt means i get the 2nd item for lyk less than 10 bucks. its a good deal. so i got a necklace. i needed one actually. heehee..

i tink im kinda obsessed wif shopping. i get quite depressed if i don buy a thing, peixi feels the same too. we went out on wed n to zara to see her shirt. she liked three shirts. one is a toga thingy tt is blue striped, two tanks*one navyblue-white striped n the other red-white striped*. the tanks are each 11.90 n the toga is 39.90. guess wad?? she cant make a decision so she din get all. i tink i may do e same too. ahahaha. TRUE shopaholics are funny specimens..so don even ask why we do such tings. when we get home we may lament n regret but we juz cant hlp it sumtimes. HAI. so peixi was kinda pissed n sad after we left zara empty-handed. OH! i tried on these bubble shorts, they are only 19.90 man!!!!! but there is only M n L. ARGGGHH. if there was S, i wld get it immediately. i hv been wantin a pair of those for MONTHS!!! arrgggh.. it looks lyk a ultra mini cute bubble skirt when u wear it but its acutally shorts. its really nice man. AHHHHHH.. i so hoping tt peixi wld see it in malaysia n buy for me. she say she will hlp me get if she sees it. PLSSSSS LET MEEE HV ITTTTTT!!!!! I WANNN!!!!!!

hahaa..ok. toodles!!!!~~~~~~ i miss my xiaopei.

the Princess' thoughts ;