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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Thought of e day: *pruff* so many tings are happening

OK..i find it seriously weird myself abt me bloggin so seldomly nowadays. im supposed to be excited to share all my bits n pieces but im juz so lazy. arrgggh. i wanna go shopping! btw, im goin out wif xiao rou bao n ning nong tmr to catch a movie or two. we watchin sum light-hearted cartoons. we need some serious distressing. hahaha. probably will go earlier to town n go walk ard myself. sumtimes, i find it quite fine shopping alone especially when u dont feel lyk tokin much tt day. lookin forward to tmr!! and wad e heck m i doin in front of e com NOW?? its lyk 12.30?? oh wadeva.

got back our results already. on account tt our mid yr papers are difficult lyk shit..my results are still rather satisfying. i din fail my english n i manage to get a few A1s..so i shld be satisfied n not greedy, aint i?? well..here comes e DSA tingy n practically the whole sch is puttin in sheer effort to compete for the miserable places. hai..wads wif all these, i ask myself one day while downloadin all the stupid forms. out of a sudden, i feel so sian n really don feel lyk tryin cuz i tink i suck alot more than others. so im kinda givin up on it le. surprisingly, im nt sad at all. my response shocks me too. oh well.

time to PARTY!!! its the june hols!! wow..the yr sure flies fast! well..perhaps to us O level pple its not much of a holiday cuz we hv shitty lessons n shitty mountain-like hmwork. guess i'll only get to hv a few days of fun still la. peixi n gang goin to party at MOS on 29th...arrgh..im utterly jealous. i juz don hv the clubbing frens. : (

these few days in sch is one word ----SLACK. cuz me n claire are higher chi students so we already took our express chi papers ages ago. since majority of the sch takes express chi, there is intensive MTL sessions goin on these few days. so it kinda a free time for us la..besides an hr or 2 of the stupid forced EL intensive. i don get the point lor..let us off a few DAYS will DIE issit? hai..oh well..we still get to go home early. i muz specially mention tis : ON TUESDAY.. we actually can go home already after our intensive EL*1pm*. when i happily head for the exit of the sch..the stupid-idiotic-useless-inflexible-stubborn-rigid-rude guard shouted out to me "aei girl..cannot go out. go back. why u here?? no no no. go find yr teacher ask him write permission den can go." i was lyk WTF. i bet if its ning she will CONFIRM say it infront of his face one lor. he told me off let so darn no manners n seemed to lok at me lyk im a dumb n ignorant lower sec who tries to play truant. wow..lyk who wants to play truant la pls?? im not TT free, u idiot. i told him im a sec 4 n yada yada tt we can go already and yest. i went home at 1pm too but he juz STUCK to the wadsoeva rules the stupid sch gave n say "NO NO NO." F**K can? sorrie for the vulgarity but i cant hlp it. n he cld hv told me NICELY n made me feel less angered, perhaps lyk this " erm sorry girl. we are not supposed to allow students out yet due to some regulations. so sorry for any inconveinence caused. its not up to us to decide too. ". if he told me tt in proper english n basic manners, i wld nv blow up. SEE hw rude guards can be. the FAT woman in the guard hs restin on her ass was WORST man. she din even bother to explain but juz waved me off lyk a fly. WAD????? im a student here ok !!! i may not be those big shot teachers but i bet my authority n status is MUCH higher than urs n we pay sch fees to employ pple lyk u n so u better give me some kind of manners ok!! u feed on us so i hv the right to demand for better work attitude! give me tt bloody attitude again n im sure u will be sorry for it!!

*HEAVE* i feel so shuang lettin off some steam. hahaha. ok i tink i shall end here for the time being. will blog again tmr after movie!!

*whats wrong wif u these days?? why are u being so rude?? i don think u realised it but the rest of us do. u can always tell us wads behind all these n we can tok abt it. u tokin in a way tt u will never tok in the past. u are acting in a way tt its so weird. it may nt be our business n we hv no right to interfere wif yr personal emotions but can u pls try to control it abit?? its really kinda piss-ifying sumtimes when u tok to us. im willing to hlp if i can.**

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