Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Thought of e day: im home at 9.15am!!
today i reached home at 9.15 am early in e morning. u guys may b wondering---huh? im nt even awake! OR huh?! im nt even back home frm sch! it was because i had only ONE lit paper today. muahaha. so i happily slept frm 9.15 am to 12 noon. WOW. i feel SOO full. i miss tis kinda feeling n the last time i felt it seemed decades ago. SLEEEPPP. hahaha.
its kinda antagonising nw..i don feel lyk studyin bt i noe i MUZ. bloggin definitely is nt a gd ting to do when i still hv two papers on tues n more than 5 chapters are goin to be tested for a maths..wich coincidentally is my worst subject. HA! whu cares.0_0. hahaha.
my birthday...my birthday..my birthday!!!!! its nt juz any ordinary birthday u celebrate yr after yr but its e once in a life time SWEET 16TH!! i wan it big..i wan it glamourous..i wan it memorable. i wan to craft it deep down my heart, n till my ripe old age, i will be able to sit on my rockin chair n recall tt i once had such a fatanbulous birthday bash in my teens. BUT!!! to my disappointment, i happen to expect a total failure and a far cry frm my dream party.
Reasons:
1. i don hv enough good buddies/pals to come.
2. i don hv enough enthusiastic frens tt are willing to hv fun wif me *exceptions--peixi n perhaps claire*
3. i don hv a huge country tt provides me wif a wide variety of places to hold my party. i don wan a CLICHE party where folks gather ard a tiny barbecue pit n munched on chicken wings.
4. i hv insufficient supplies of TIME to prepare
5. i hv a WONDERFUL sch which held our 50th funfair on tt faithful day when im supposed to hv my ideal party. its e perfect saturday to hold it bt nw it seemed lyk its occupied.
6. im nt 18. tt means no clubbing.
7. im lackin of brain juices tt feed me wif creative ideas n plans. sadly, 90% of it happen to ooze out of my head to counteract exams.
8. my birthday is ard exams period n i hv serious doubts tt any1 will stay up real late to hang out wif me.*links to reasons no. 1 and 2*
9. im nt popular
10. supports pls!!! i need some frens to support me wif INNOVATIVE ideas!!!
SEEE!!! those who hv eyes n a functioning brain wld hv imagine the disastrous party tt is coming. the sense of forebodding is so heavy n im so suffocating. its RUIN!! totally CRUSHED in e clutchin hands of mishaps n unexpected. these unscrupulous factors are like monsters..eatin up my flawless plans. im no longer a sweet 16th princess. Allow me to SCREAM!!!!!!! AAAHHH!!
way coolness man..normally girls lyk me wld naturally begged their daddy to hold a splendid party for them n never fails to achieve this goal. here i m lyk every ordinary girl, yet receivin extraordinary treatments. im really goin to hv an ultra cliche party, signin off the ceremony wif a usual birthday song. im SOO happy.. -_-||
*thanks alot for yr 'ear'. u hv been lending it to me for these days n promise to lend it again anytime. i really appreciate it. wonder if any1 else can do tt too. although i hv pals tt hang out alot wif me n i don hang out wif u at all, it always seemed lyk u understands me e most when it comes to the mind n heart. what i truely wan to say is a big 'thank you' to u.*
the Princess' thoughts ;
