Friday, February 24, 2006
Thought of e day: worship was good!
today had tuition frm 4 to 6pm. n youth starts at 7.30! but i wanna b there early to watch the practice. wich means i left half n hr to prepare n im still in my ragged home clothes! arrghh!! worst ting is needa wait for my mum's fren to come n fetch me. hahaa. n she is kinda late but thanks god she still arrived in time to pick me up. b4 she came, my brain juices were boiling n so frightened tt im gonna b late. im soo nt gonna take bus NOR mrt. I REFUSE!! hahaa.
so i rushed lyk a mad dog n dashed up stairs---TA TA!! i reached at 7.15pm promptly. PHEW. so i happily sat comfortably on e chair n stared at my sis wif eyes WIDE OPEN. hahaha.
finally, the moment began. she sang her first song. it was a new song for youth too. so the response was nt really enthusiastic. there was tis small part during chorus n needed audience participation. lyk my sis sings " jesus!" they hv to shout "praise him" kinda interactive tingo. so its kinda messy tt part. but its ok!! there's always a 2nd chance RITE?? hahaa *sis stressed*
after much contemplating, i came up wif..
resolution for my party:
A) hv a big one wif all my relatives n all my frens includin nt so close ones. but still it wont exceed 15 pple. haha. n most imptly, e place tt im goin to hold it wil NOT b too ex n hence excellent food quality wld nt b offered. i will hv close to a 100 pple. wad a crowd.
B) hv a small party with approximately max. 20 pple. n hv a luxurious buffet dinner at shang gri la/ ritz calton/stamford raffles/ fullerton/ etc. *nt decided yet*. it will cost 100 dollars per person based on rough estimation. so i definitely CANT afford all my relatives. selectively, i will invite good pals for it.
so... the above is two situations --1. n 2. pros n cons follows in each senario.
pros of A)
1. more active n bubbly atmosphere.
2. perhaps more fun cuz more frens
3.wont lok too pathetic
cons of A)
1. hv to entertain guests so tt means i will disappear at intervals. haha.
2. do nt expect much frm the food offered
3. we cant decide to vanish in thin air n hang out ard e hotel.
4. hv to wait for EVERY1 to leave b4 we do.
pros of B)
1. good food!
2. gossip nonchalantly
3. leave the place as n when we wan
4. close frens n don need to act discreet
5. no weird birthday songs to make me feel soo uneasy
6. go out after tt n hv fun
cons of B)
1. parents will b naturally sittin nearby n will b confronted with "huh? y never eat summore? go! hlp yrself!"
2. it will lok too much lyk a family dinner n awkwardness may b resulted
3. claire will b paranoid tt peixi will eat her up
ok!! time for frens to choose!!! tagg yr fav choice on my tag board!! give suggestions too!!
last paper on tuesday!!! but im sooooooooo unprepared for a maths. its so tough even durin revision. OH MAN!! after tt we r goin to head down to town!! eatin sushi tei for lunch!! yumZ!
ok..nt much to talk abt..shall end here. CIAOOO!!!!
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Thought of e day: im home at 9.15am!!
today i reached home at 9.15 am early in e morning. u guys may b wondering---huh? im nt even awake! OR huh?! im nt even back home frm sch! it was because i had only ONE lit paper today. muahaha. so i happily slept frm 9.15 am to 12 noon. WOW. i feel SOO full. i miss tis kinda feeling n the last time i felt it seemed decades ago. SLEEEPPP. hahaha.
its kinda antagonising nw..i don feel lyk studyin bt i noe i MUZ. bloggin definitely is nt a gd ting to do when i still hv two papers on tues n more than 5 chapters are goin to be tested for a maths..wich coincidentally is my worst subject. HA! whu cares.0_0. hahaha.
my birthday...my birthday..my birthday!!!!! its nt juz any ordinary birthday u celebrate yr after yr but its e once in a life time SWEET 16TH!! i wan it big..i wan it glamourous..i wan it memorable. i wan to craft it deep down my heart, n till my ripe old age, i will be able to sit on my rockin chair n recall tt i once had such a fatanbulous birthday bash in my teens. BUT!!! to my disappointment, i happen to expect a total failure and a far cry frm my dream party.
Reasons:
1. i don hv enough good buddies/pals to come.
2. i don hv enough enthusiastic frens tt are willing to hv fun wif me *exceptions--peixi n perhaps claire*
3. i don hv a huge country tt provides me wif a wide variety of places to hold my party. i don wan a CLICHE party where folks gather ard a tiny barbecue pit n munched on chicken wings.
4. i hv insufficient supplies of TIME to prepare
5. i hv a WONDERFUL sch which held our 50th funfair on tt faithful day when im supposed to hv my ideal party. its e perfect saturday to hold it bt nw it seemed lyk its occupied.
6. im nt 18. tt means no clubbing.
7. im lackin of brain juices tt feed me wif creative ideas n plans. sadly, 90% of it happen to ooze out of my head to counteract exams.
8. my birthday is ard exams period n i hv serious doubts tt any1 will stay up real late to hang out wif me.*links to reasons no. 1 and 2*
9. im nt popular
10. supports pls!!! i need some frens to support me wif INNOVATIVE ideas!!!
SEEE!!! those who hv eyes n a functioning brain wld hv imagine the disastrous party tt is coming. the sense of forebodding is so heavy n im so suffocating. its RUIN!! totally CRUSHED in e clutchin hands of mishaps n unexpected. these unscrupulous factors are like monsters..eatin up my flawless plans. im no longer a sweet 16th princess. Allow me to SCREAM!!!!!!! AAAHHH!!
way coolness man..normally girls lyk me wld naturally begged their daddy to hold a splendid party for them n never fails to achieve this goal. here i m lyk every ordinary girl, yet receivin extraordinary treatments. im really goin to hv an ultra cliche party, signin off the ceremony wif a usual birthday song. im SOO happy.. -_-||
*thanks alot for yr 'ear'. u hv been lending it to me for these days n promise to lend it again anytime. i really appreciate it. wonder if any1 else can do tt too. although i hv pals tt hang out alot wif me n i don hang out wif u at all, it always seemed lyk u understands me e most when it comes to the mind n heart. what i truely wan to say is a big 'thank you' to u.*
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Friday, February 17, 2006
Thought of e day: exams again..y m i always hvin exams??
its common test..but pls do not tink of it as any ordinary tests cuz its definitely not. exams are useless..they sux but they are inevitably being rooted into our lives n we get stucked to the horrendous ting for yrs. stressful!!! thats probably all i can say. but i will never succumb to the crisis!! i will uphold e determination n hold on to my last breath! hahaa. why m i gettin so emotional? hmm..
nt much to update abt my personal life so i shall let my thoughts run free on stuffs. recently, claire n i have been coming up with weird questions with much reference to our wild imagination. i need a bigger word than juz "wild"..hmmm..hw abt "chaotic" ? hmm...ok..lets settle on wild n chaotic imaginations. we threw at sam loads of B & G relationship qns. eg. will u accept to stead wif yr best fren's ex boyfren after they had broken up for one month if he is a cute hunk?? sam was lyk NO! yining was lyk why not?? let me tell u guys a difference btwn their responses to our senseless questions. it reflects yining's "love over frenship" theory n sam's noblity. haha. sam at least sound more human-ish. cuz there's always one rule to e ultimate long lasting frenship--- NEVER touch yr fren's ex/current boyfren even tho they dont mind *but always wld mind deep inside their hearts*. listen up girls! its a strong n concrete advice given by moi n claire n many frens who answered our questions*by force*. so follow it if u do not wan to be cursed behind yr back lyk wad yining is facing nw. she is currently stucked in a dilema of being bombed by "mei liang xin" these three words. wahaha. all the above are meerly sides effects of boring sch life.
i hate Mrs Poodle. she is chantin throughout her lessons n pin-pointing ares tt she thinks are impt but are of not much relevance to us. Allow me to ROAR at the sight of her cuz she once reminded me of a lioness. wahaha!! we wld often cursed n gossip nonchalantly at our lunch tables abt her hairstyle n of cuz, none other than her superbly dull n monotonous way of teaching.
anyway, tokin abt monotonous. we had CME lessons n were told to fill up a "one week time-table" of ours. to my horror, i realised that my life repeats itself lyk a broken recorder. it plays n plays n probably wld never stp until i die. Shockingly, i seemed to b fixed to a daily routine tt i unconsiously follows. atrocity!! tts nt me!! hw can it b MOI leadin such a lousy life. i need some democratic reforms or perhaps some hlp frm a revolution. oh man..tts lame. i need to change!! but tt shall only b possible after Os. haha
ok..ciao pple. sry for tt garbage u read above. but hopefully it sorta entertains u. MUACKS!
*my love's lost. my mind's confused. my heart's shattered. i miss u.*
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
Thought of e day: WOOOOHHHOOOOO!!!!
i hv loads to share today. hvnt been bloggin for a week. anyway, let me classify my BIG NEWS through ranking:
1. I GOT A1 FOR MY O LEVEL CHINESE!!!!!!!! YIIPPPYYY!!! pls do nt tink tt im one of those proud pple tt goes ard wif their noses stuck up high. im meerly OVER THE MOON upon receivin tis splendid news. i got my results on friday---the fateful day tt i had been waiting e moment i finished my paper 3 months ago. the anticipation n anxiety was sooo pressuring n tramatizing. occasionally during e agonizing 3 whole months, i will dream of me gettin an A2.wich is unbearable for me. altho i take higher chi n as wad all my ignorant relatives say "u can one la..so easy", e possibilty tt i may score below an A1 is still hauntin me lyk crap. i dont hv e confidence at all..im killin myself. e worst part of all is one week b4 tt day. i cant slp, i cant eat, i cant do tings normally. e stress sticks to u lyk anyting. no one understands it except God. so i told him i want n i need an A1...askin for miracle n help.
i sat on e floor of e hall, clutchin my hands so tightly tt i doubt they can feel pain anymore. its torturous even to wait half an hr more frm e actual release time (2.30pm). kept prayin was my only resource of strength. i looked up n there was e teacher, her hands holdin what seemed lyk a treasure to me. so i took it. n i was lyk "oh shucks...hw m i goin to sum up more courage to open tt slip". den God told me.."open it". obeyin wad my master said, i peeped through a tiny opening. hahhaha. i chanted "A1..A1..A1...A1" deep down my heart. at 1st, i saw e "A". n i thought i got an "A2" since they din specify. bt den, it was e column 5 cm away beside tt says either "one"/"two" etc. so im lyk..oh no. DEEEP BREATH-------OMG!!!! I GOT AN A1!!!!!!! AHH!!!!!! i was lyk..THANK GOD. THANK GOD!!!!! i was soo happy!! i seemed to hv held my breath months ago n once i confirmed tt i did it..it juz lets out of my chest..feelin so relieve at last. images of me studyin for months n weeks for e zi ci n all e tiring days i hv been thru practising my oral juz came back to me. my hard work paid off..finally. i started cryin n sobbing...too happy to control my tears. thank God..i juz thanked Him so much. Claire was lyk "don cry la! don cry!". im lyk "im so happy! " sobbing at every sentence i make.
ok..enough of emotions.
2. went out wif xiao pei on friday too. it was fun. DUHZ. haha. went dental first.. it hurts nw man. wahaha. 1st stp was heeren n xiao pei went to daniel yang.*issit?* to find her dress for her some-sorta-sch-function. so i was lyk..ok..tis one is nice..juz nw tt color suits betterr..givin her loads of advice. n she reserved two dresses..one long n one short one. two diff styles. quite cheap. wonder wad she will get. den we went to paragon..attemptin to find more shops tt sells dresses bt apparently, we din dare to go into one poshy shop...haha. so off we go to find DINNER aka my celebration feast aka her free-dinner. hahaa. im treatin her. on our way outta e shoppin mall, there were two europeans tt approached us. one guy was lyk "where do u girls reccomend to hv dinner at?" askin for lyk places to eat n stuff...soundin lyk a tourist. so we juz told them some places..BUT tt guy doesnt seemed to b listenin attentively wich he was suppose to as he asked e qn. he juz wondered off n asked e next qn...wich is rather SHOCKIN n unexpected----"would you girls like to dance tonight?" . i cldt recall e exact qn bt he said someting lyk tt. we r lyk "HUH?? no we dont dance". den he exclaimed "waD?? come on! no way man! " in a funky american-ish way. we explained "no..we're underage. we're 16." den he is lyk "OH~~~." den he stretched out his hand n thanked both of us anway. so i was lyk.."xiao pei ah..i tink tts wad he wanted to ask initially lor..den see we underage den quickly run liaoz". WAHAHA. anyway, cool encounter. it was quite a skilled openin of a conversation
den we went to dior to see my CUTE LITTLE BAG . pei was supportin me to buy it cuz she says its reaally nice. i was soo tempted!!!! arrgh! n she said she can sponsor me $50 for it as my 16th birthday's gift. SEEEE!!!! lok hw generous a fren SHLD BE. LEARN IT PPPLE! hahhaa. so i was soo touched by tt..n promised to do e same on hers. haha. but e issue still comes down to whether im gettin it anot. its $900. AH!
ate sushi tei. din eat much wich wad i was plannin to do cuz i had a stupid stomach ache. den we went wisma n to daniel yang again.
last stp was CINE. our usual late hang out place. i was so high probably due to my recovery frm stomach ache n decided to buy wad i used to detest most----banana mania. hahahahaa!! its juz lyk foreigners buyin durian...impossible. pei was SHOCKED till her jaws almost dropped. hahaa. i stood firm on buyin tt..i MUZ conquer my hates. hahaa. tt one scoop of icecream was damn ENORMOUS. n i took one bite. i turned to peixi n screamed " SOO SMELLY!!!!!!!!" wich triggered off her laughin-non-stp illness. hahaha. we laughed hysterically n walked zigzag-ed as we were tremblin frm laughin. haha. but all i hv to say was tt e ice cream did taste good. hahaha!! altho it stinks alot. hahaa. n px say it smells alot lyk petrol n tts y she loves it. FWAH!!! i nearly fainted. hahaa. n we tok neos wif my empty cone. it was COOL . haha. n i thought i lost my ic bt i realised my mum took it n kept it without tellin me. knew tis only when i went home. SCARED me 4 nth!!
3. im supposed to be dead.. ytd, this motorcycle skidded off the road whenn i was crossing, and it was coming to wards me.. then this lady appeared out of no where.. and just took my hand and lead me away or something.. when we reached the other end of the traffic lyte, she just dissapeared..
jill was goin to youth on fri evening. thank God she's fne. i was readin her post n someting prompted me tt lady was an angel in disguise. she saved her life. thank God once again. it has to be Him. fortunately tt jill was protected frm harm. PHEW.
4. my valentine's day is EMPTY!!! nt even an invitation. SADNESSS!!! -_-||||
5. conflict n more conflict..why cant u lok at tings in a diff way?? step outta ur traditional BOX n into e modern world! its nt Qing dynasty nor issit e olden stone age, open up yr mind n stp lookin at pple frm coloured shades *translateed directly frm chi idiom*. nt ALL of them are BAD GUYS..so pls act more lyk a matured person n hope for e best? cant u b more optimistic?? n STP threatenin!!!!!!!
ok..tts abt it. TATA~
*im still missing u..do u noe tt??*
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
Thought of e day: today is flag day
went at 8.00am sharp to tampines mrt. n i was hoping to see the two dumbos aka sam n claire BUT to my terror~ they r nt there. so apparently, i waited for more than 15 mins for that two BIG SHOT to arrive at the meeting pt. im lyk "dead" while waiting..stoning in one corner ALONE. -_-. finally the 'movie stars' strolled gracefully towards the exit n i shot a murderous "you r gonna die soon" glare at both culprits of e day. hahaha.
so...the flag day was for some buddist organization n im so unwilling to do as im a christian. i mean they shld find some organization tt is more neutral i tink. anyway, juz asked ard n did some work till 9.15am den we decided tt we shld go catch the movie "I not stupid too". OK!! here we go!! skipping happily to the cinema!! hahaha. i MUZ watch it!!
bought e tickets n got a nice seat. the movie is super NICE LA!! its sooooo real !! its lyk practically mirroring the way my mum speaks. hahaa so we laughed hysterically at alot of scenes. hahaha. n then there was a close up scene at shawn lee(the actor tt plays the role of the richer guy in the movie). it was a real close up shot at his face. n claire lean towards me n whispered "so cute" during the close up shot of the guy. hahhaa im lyk "wow..tts the first time i hear her say sumting lyk tt" but quite true la..tt scene really makes him lok cute. hahaha. anyway, claire! i support u!! go chase him la! u stand a great chance! hahaha. ok lame. bt sam prefered the other guy. i don mind either. wahaahah!!! *xiaopei freakin out..so don read* hahha.
after movie its already 12.00pm. n den we ate lunch n then did for another 15 mins of flag day n went home. hahaha. ok. so tts my day. the movie i wanna STRONGLY recommend cuz its super nice. haha pls don tink its too cheena cuz its not. its really life. hahhaa. the actors grew SOOOOO much!!! n their voice n height is lyk SOO different. lokks too la. more mature. actings too..more real.
ok..den its e BBQ. haha. super nice food n fun games la. there were BCC pple n Elim pple. so there's practically all church frens. hahaa!! so den im lyk slackin all the time n munchin on food. n alot of funy tings happen la. but too lazy to blog anymore. in general, its a splendid BBQ wif frens. OH!! my jie got sabo n pushed into the water. not dragged. she din expect it. when she walked near the pool, sulin n vania juz pushed her n SPLASH! she became so wet! hahhaa.
CIIAAAAAOOOOOOOOO~~~~
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