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Friday, January 06, 2006

Thought of e day: sch is SOOOO tiring.

i cant breathe. any1 pls tell me where is e air?? i can feel no room to breathe.

sec4 is bloody stressful. o level dates, worksheet, practises are PILING on top of me rapidly. i cant push them away. i cant hide. all i can do is lie in His arms. i need a support. i need someone to tell me i can do it. someone to tell me it isnt e end of e world if i cant hold on. some1 to tell me there is always a BIG DADDY watchin n standin by yr side. i need His hold....badly.

juz only a week of sch im startin to feel e suffocating pressure. oh man. im always a person who hold high expectations of myself..sumtimes higher than i can manage..higher than i can take it..bt i only will keep pushin myself to e limits..till e edge. i cant afford to lose Him..or i may juz fall deeply into depression. im still e happy n cheerful gurl tt crack jokes wif frens...bt inside im fragile.. Father..make me strong..give me e ability n knowledge to handle all these. i surrender everyting to u.. all yrs nw.

ok.. nw i forget abt those n tell u guys sum happy stuff kies?!!?!! back to the happy old me for a while. hahaha.

i hv SOO many tings to say. hmm. where shld i start?

2nd last day of aussie trip:
went to moreton bay. its an island of aussie. so we went there n to e beach of cuz. the beach is VERY VERY CLEAN n beautiful. i really wont mind being buried in those fine n soft sand at all!! its even more comfortable to lay there than yr own bed. juz lyk cotton. i was playin wif my sis there n takin some spastic pics. wahaahaha! we went snorkellin too. i snorkelled in waters up to my knee length. WAHHAHA. im afraid of e sea. im SCREAMIN at e top of my lungs when my sis say got ALOT of grey fishes in e clear light blue waters. im lyk WAD!?!?!?!?!!!! i jumped onto her back n SCREAMED for hlp. hahaa. im afraid!!! DUH! i finally tried on e snorkelling gears after sum 10 mins of yelling abt me feelin e fishes biting me. hahaa. those fishes are HUGE!!! they are grey n spottish n lok pretty scary. they swim right up yr feet n nibbled at them. hahaa. its abt the length of yr longest finger n much fatter. scary rite!!!! findin fishes already when its so swallow! hahaa.

me n my mum went for parasailing!!!!!!!! AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! there is a parachute attached to e boat by lyk retractable ropes kinda ting..stronger of cuz la. den they will hook u onto e parachute. u will wear lyk ropes ard u too. my mum sat behind n i sat in front. its lyk a GIANT kite. so they let e ropes out n u FLY into e SKY!!!!!! coolnesss!!!! n its quite fast b4 u realised u r abt 6 storeys high le. den it goes up to 20 storeys high!!!!! i can see the WHOLE WIDE ocean!!!!!! e water is ALL blue!!!!! its really a lifetime experience man!!! windy too!!! nt cold tho.

heather's party:

its FANTASTIC. except for sum freakos tt dance lyk bitches n sluts..fancy stickin to one another during a dance n huggin. EWWKS. they spoil most of e party. all it will b real fun.

we danced ALOT. i had muscle aches e next morning. hahhaa. super fun!!!!

went out wif px:

i bought a bebe top n a tommy top. n tommy n polo jean's sale are REAL!!! super real lor!! super reduction too!!! hahhaa. i love e sale. bt i only got one ting i hv been eyein n i bought it!!!! muahahahaa!!! its fun to go out wif xiao chi again. we bought jolly shandy for e party n i broke both my arms n legs. haahahahaaa. literally!!!! its SOO painful i nearly fall flat lyk a pancake carryin them all e way frm taka to centrept. i hate those cans!!!!

ok...tts wad i wanna say. prob wont go blog anymore till next sat/fri!!!!! SEee ya DUDES!! life is too busy for me!!!

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