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Friday, January 20, 2006

Thought of e day: went to youth

as u guys can see frm my 'thought', i went to youth today n juz came back frm it. jie shared 4 15 mins, n back up singing too. hahaha. she went outta tune SUMTIMES. hardly la i can say..wich is pretty pro as she cant hear herself at all. hmm...went to eat prata later on n honestly i don really lyk it. hahha. wich means nt v nice la. haha. cancelled my tuition for youth. hahha. :)

in sch i laughed lyk mad..real siao at sam. hahaa. my head n lungs NEARLY dropped out. haha. yining's simple sentence gave a splendid effect man!! its juz so impactful! haha. i can still laughed out loud when i tink of it man! hahaha. tis is e recently funniest joke i can ever hear. haha..after claire's attempt of opening e locker wif e lock on, struggling her dear life. hahaha! its hilarious.

sch was again stressful n plenty of hw. sux. tinkin abt it makes me puke already.

to a person:
***sumting seemed to b in btwn us. u seemed to b driftin further n further away frm me. we don seemed to share any more connection. i don wan tis to happen. i hate e sense of unfamilarity tt surfaced recently. perhaps im juz nt yr click. perhaps im too stressful for u. perhaps im juz too busy. u seemed to treat me as if im irritating. perhaps i shld go away. perhaps i shld hide in a corner...so secretive till no one finds me. so deep inside till no one hears me. so far away till i disappear. only den u will no longer find me a nuisance.****

to another person:
***i know i hurt u. i noe i cut u deeply. i noe u hate me. i noe u wont forgive me. pls don push me away. pls don ignore me. pls don pretend tt i don exsist in yr life anymore when i used to b so impt in it. pls don treat me lyk a stranger. pls let us turn back. pls don forget our past. pls...give me a chance.***

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