sufferin from a "mid life crisis" now..everyting is goin wrong..din do well for mid yr..din do well for tests...couldnt find anyting tt i could b proud of myself...i don see any sense of worth in me...even i failed succeedin in wad i used to be best in...wad wrong with me..terms with friends are not too good, terms with teacher are bad, terms with the results are terrible...wad else m i left to do. too stupid to get things rite..too stupid to study..too stupid in EQ...too stupid in anyting... too stupid to write my blog too...tis is juz me.. watch tv watch tv..tt is all i noe wad to do.. seein my jie jie so happy at auzzie..got oreo...i felt so jealous of her life...everybody ard her seem to b so carin..so nice.. i m juz a piece of rock in everyone's life...and now there is a BIG PILE of rocks right in front of me...trippin me..wounding me..hurtin me..an obstacle tt i cannot get thru.. i sux in all...
