My God is beautiful..all the time-
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Thought of the day: i feel so touched tt i sobbed while readin the first sentence...
tis is my jie jie's blog..i really thank u for always givin me a pull when i was on the ground...its the best encouragement to get from especially its from my jie jie...she cares abt me even though she may not b here...God's strength is also the best determination i can get... tis is wad she wrote tt made me cried like anyting..hahaha...*sniff*
"Thought of the day :: i miss my little sister....
the other day... i read my sister's blog... she sound upset... she msged me while i was out... and she sound sad.... i sms her back to check up on her... she sound moody.... i decided to give home a call... my first call home since.... before last sem's exams... tok abt not callin home.... on the other end of the line... an upset, moody and sad girl answered the phone... chit chatted with her for awhile.. tried to cheer her up.... i hope my call back made a difference.... here's wat i have to say for u my dear....
Your crazy little jie jie here misses ur laughter... we grew so close over the pass year... many things u and i hv been thru... here's a little something i have for you.... (hey it rhymes!!)

as u grow older... uve gotta know tt there will be obstacles coming ur way... as ur big sister, i can onli be here for u to tok to... i will give my advice when i can... but in the end... choices are wat u have to make by urself... it all comes down to u in the end... coz its ur life... im not going to live ur life for u... mummy's not going to live ur life for u.... ur frens are not going to live ur life for u.... watever expectations u hav... comes from u... first of all.. u are a very smart girl... even smarter than ur big jie jie here... this everyone knows.. even mummy knows tt very well... but do YOU urself know tt?? are u convinced tt u are smart?? sometimes, there will be times when we suffer setbacks... there will be times when we fall... there will be times when we feel lost... but.... u oughta know tt BIG DADDY above is there... in times like this... look to HIM sweetie... i may not be there all the time... i may not be able to understand wat u are going through.. i may not be the best person to tok to... i may not gv the best advice... but DO YOU KNOW???? BIG DADDY above will be able to do all these??? u are His precious little princess... He will always be there ALL THE TIME... He will be ABLE TO UNDERSTAND wat u are going through... He is the BEST PERSON to tok to... He WILL STRENGTHEN AND GUIDE you through...
i have my setbacks and tough times too... u jus have to deal with it as they come... and always be praying and toking to BIG DADDY above....
please dun be so hard on urself... dun beat urself up for little setbacks like this... u might not hav done well this time round... u will outshine everyone the nex time round... u might hav fell this time.... pick urself up again and try it again... no one's perfect here... and even if after trying the second time u fall.. stand up again and try one more time... its all abt determination and hving the right attitude towards it... there's always room for improvement...
OK my dear sweetie??? u are an awesome girl!! *HUGS AND KISSES* =)
and i miss u soooooo much!!!"
oh man...isnt she sweet hahaha...tt is wad i called my JIE JIE!!!! she is e one i loved...i m glad tt we grew so close to each other..and i sobbed when i read yr "thought of the day"....oh mann...i miss u too u noe?? hahahahaa...few more months to go...i need u and God's encouragement to fight through my exams k...don ignore me k?? hahaha...juz an entry on yr blog can make me sob and feel so touched...later dry my tears and stand up again with a smile..tinkin tt it wasnt tt bad after all...but pls continue to give me support kies!!!! i need them!!!!!! thanks alot jie..i noe tt u and God will b the endless supply of support for me...thanks alot folks..i LOVE U!!!!!! lokin at the pictures..hai...make me soooooooooooooooooo miss u lyk anyting la can....hai...i lok forward to see u on NOV!!! n OH!! ur call really made me feel so so much better...u ROX!!!
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