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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Thought of the day: ouch...my heart hurts..

"u know its hard to say lor.. its e pple closest to u tt hurt u e most.... its coz u sorta expect alot from em? coz they're tt special to u.. and when they dont do wat u'd like.. yea.. it will hurt"....wad a perfect saying...i agreed...totally....my heart is aching now..so much..so much.tearing with disappoint...paining with tears...breakin with sadness...shatterin with anger..shreddin with hopelessness..

am i being very bad?? am i very irritating?? am i very annoying?? am i offendin u?? am i being mad??? am i mistreatin u??? TELL ME!!!! give me an answer!!!!!! i don wan excuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan u to hear HOW HURT i feel!!!!! i wan u to noe..i wan u to understand..i wan u to noe how hurt i feel...i wan to noe how bad i feel...i don wan spoil our friendship...i juz wan u to noe..........

tears juz came streamin down my heart....bleedin with pain.....woundin it with sorrows...it hurts me to see yr coldness to me..it hurts to see ur seemed to be i-don-really-care-or-matter attitude... i hate it..i hate to hurt like tt...i don wan u to treat me like a stranger...cuz i never treat u lesser than a best fren.....i treated u fully..i treasure out relationship...hw every nite i prayed and thank God for yr presence...hw every time i m so grateful to hv fun with u...hw i wish our friendship would never end...hw i wanted u to be my best fren..........but little did i realise....tt..u din cared at all...

u neva reflect..u neva look at yrself...u neva tink again abt wad yr words mean to mean..u neva thought abt wad yr actions means to me..u neva see wad hurt u done to me..u neva reflect..u neva tink..u neva see e broken side of me.....

i juz wan to let u noe tt...i treasured our friendship...so i don wan u to b angry when u read it...and i don wan to spoil it..i juz wana let u noe hw i really tink abt u....and..hope u wont do it again..cuz i m full of cracks in my heart..i cant afford to shatter it...........................................

the Princess' thoughts ;

Thought of the day: Can anyone else get a even cuter sista than me???? NOPE!!!

firstly..i muz say tt...MY SIS IS SO CUTE...hahahaha..she is ok!!!! don say tt i m being disgustin...my frens always cant really get alon with their sis...but welll...I CAN!!!!! hahaahaha..n now let me share again with u hw cute she is by praisin me..HEEEEz...

First of all.. let me introduce u all to my beloved PIE... 15 years ago.. on the fateful day that my mum gave birth to this little PIE (as i would call her).. out came a i-dunno-wat-kind-of-pie this is... she's the apple of everybody's eyez at home.. and yes.. my little precious PIE... as she's growing older.. people are saying that she's begining to look more and more like me.. and as sashi has put it.. she's behaving more like me as well..... HANG ON TO THAT TOT THERE... this i swat she wrote on her blog a couple of days ago... made me laugh like mad... WAT HAPPENED TO MY SISTER MAN... read on...

"... and my boredom is so huge tt i created a stupid song ..lets hear it..
THE TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR TUNE:
i m having holidays!
"This is life!" i have to say.
Shopping, playing and eating,
i m living lyk a QUEEN!!
Mango, ZARA and roxy,
they are driving me crazy!!

cheee......how abt tt???? hahahahaha...i created it while i was in e toilet...and i completed e final version*up there*. when i finished my bath..hahahaha..cool huh???"

GEEEEE..... thats MY sister?? man... and that tot that i asked u all to hang on to?? SHE'S BEHAVING LIKE ME?? which means.... IM LIKE THAT?!?! crazy crazy... nutty nutty... W.A.T?!?!?! are u serious?!?! ME?!?! wahahahaha but i love my sister nevertheless... that's my sister.. everybody... clap and applause to her...

hahahaha..isnt she ADORABLE!!!!! and of cuz she is my jie wad......ahem* and u noe wad guys.. MY HOLS IS DYING!!!!! its gonna evaporate..dying.....BUT!!!! ONE BIG GOOD NEWS FOR XIAO PEI!!! aka lan ren aka boring freak aka lamo aka pei er..hahahahaha..MY COM IS FIXED !!!!! and she wil b saved!!! cuz i wont b YELLIN in her ears complainin abt my commie...YEAH!!
hmm.got not much tingy to say...OH YA!!! i bought my nike spag!!! i m so happy..i was still wonderin whether shld buy..but when i finally bought it...i juz cant hlp smilin away...HEEE!!!
and u guys noe wad?? it was my father's birthday on tues and my jiejie mailed a CAKE over!!!!! she ordered it la...its SO SWEET OF HER !!!! she always had those cute ideas to make us smile..hahahaha..JIE I LOVE U!!! and she even sent a card too.....awwwwww...so sweet..she is always so sweet to us.........whereas i m always not full of those ideas....hai....sobbed.but atleast i sent a card to her...although its late but.....she still received it!!!!!! so...heeeee..hols is ending so i created another song to conmmerate it...lets hear it folks.
THE TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR TUNE:
i am ending holidays
"this is HELL!!" i have to say
Shopping, eating and playin
all this fun things are leaving
homework, teachers and exams
this is how stressful i am!!

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

Thought of the day: WOW!!!! THANK GOD!!!!

guess wad guess wad guys????? i sent a birthday card to my sis and i sent to the wrong add!!!!!!! not exactly wrong la...but...its suppose to be "morrow" but i wrote "morron".....-_-||| wad e heck?? u muz be saying...but ya la!! i m stupid can!!?!?! :P anyway...God still bless me!! hmmpH!!!! the seemed to be almost...entirely impossible to reach to my jie's birthday card manage to reach her!!!!!! hahahaahaha...tt is wad i say GOD'S GRACE!!!!! yea yea yea...nth is impossible!!! even when its e wrong addy!!! hahahaahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy when i received the sms fr my jie sayin she received it...HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! WOOOHHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! now let me show u wad she wrote...
JIE JIE'S POST:
MY BELOVED CUTIE PIE!!!!! this girl's a winner... she's my precious pie... (not the kind tt u eat... but the cutie PIE "PIE" ).. she told me she hand-choosen a card for the longest period of time... spent the longest period of time to decorate and write the card (till like 3am) ....wrote the longest letter ever... and sent to the wrong address.... i really hope they will sent it back to u sweetie... coz i really wanna read tt card of yours.. mus be all filled with love eh?? i know... =) and dun be too upset... i know u had tt thought.. and i know how much u love me and miss me.. i miss u heaps too... miss so many things abt u... how u crack me up and how u are so cute jus by being urself and how lovely a girl u are (okie.. sometimes onli.. she can be really awful at times..) wahahahha *wrap my arms ard u and give u the biggest hug!!* I LOOOOVVVEEEE
YOOOOUUUU!!!!!!! *MUACK!!!* thanx for being urself *wink* i love u the way u are..
hahaha...isnt she cute?????i love the way she is too! HEEHEEE!!! i love e way she called me...e perfect name for e perfect person...hahahahaha..oops..*smiling.* oh my oh my!! i m so glad to hv a big jie jie tt loved me so much.....n treated me lyk a PIE..hahaha!! happy birthday once again!

hmm...now...lets tok abt my boredom..its a creature tt creeps up on me and freaks me out...*hair stand* and it reminds me of awful stuff lyk...u hvnt done yr homework!!!....and...u only left two weeks of hols!!!......MAN!!!!!! somebody juz get rid of it pls...................................
worst come to worst....all my shopping partners...lyk man...claire....sam...dey don wanna go out..i m lyk....WAD?????? oh...forget it... and my BEST shoppin partner aka xiao pei aka peixi aka lamo... is not in TOWN!!!!!! she is in malaysia..*oh well...juz let me rot to death.* SEE!!! my pathetic lifestyle and hols is ruined....but nvm...i still m on e positive side...i rather rot to death by boredom than go to sch....uurrrrghh.. and my boredom is so huge tt i created a stupid song ..lets hear it..
THE TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR TUNE:
i m having holidays!
"This is life!" i have to say.
Shopping, playing and eating,
i m living lyk a QUEEN!!
Mango, ZARA and roxy,
they are driving me crazy!!

cheee......how abt tt???? hahahahaha...i created it while i was in e toilet...and i completed e final version*up there*. when i finished my bath..hahahaha..cool huh??? and i hv been captivated recently by crystals nail arts....those shiny diamonds...heeeheee...really nice..and hv been oso tryin to track down more stocks....and oso...waitin 4 my nails to grow..hahahaha.. occupied some of my time...and its really cool and fun..try it xiao pei...and COME BACK QUICK!! yr fren here is goin to turn into a MUMMY soon!!!!!!!!!

the Princess' thoughts ;

Saturday, June 04, 2005

this is a copied post by my jie fr her blog!! juz wanna let u guys see hw CUTE she really is...Hhahah!! so happi!

" Thought of the day :: my cutie pie SO CUTE!!!

ok ok... not tt im doing it coz u were complaining... but believe me.. i have been wanting to say this for quite some time already... tt how much i have missed my little cutie pie... i wonder how is she doing in singapore... i missed her laughter.. her craziness... her siaoness... her spontaeous-ness.. her sillyness.. her bo liao-ness... her cute-ness... hmmmm.. *pause* im HUNGUI!!!!! damn... ANYWAYZ.... in the mist of hungui-ness.. i miss u little girl.. cant wait to have so much fun with u again!!! dun worry abt ur studies... u are a smart girl.. i can testify to tt... at least much better than ur sister!! cheer up and there's so much more opportunities in front of u.. u can do it!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! heeee "

hahaha...isnt she cute?? my jie jie is so awesome!!!! yoo hoo!!

not tt i m lazy but..i wan to hv a special entry to thank my jie for being all so sweet and nice to me...so its all about my jie and nth but my jie! jie! i always love ya too!!!! i cant wait to see and hv fun with u too!! oh man....it makes me so proud to hv u as my sis..and hv u received my card??? if yes...pls tag on my board!! happy birthday too!!!! HEY GUYS OUT THERE!!! ITS MY JIE'S BIRTHDAY IS ON 7th OF JUNE!!!!!! RMB TT KIES!!!! hahahaha... i cant wait to hv fun with u again!!!

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

Thought of the day: THE HOLS IS HERE!!! PLUS THE SALES!!!

life is not too gd...infact rather terrible last week..but!!!! nw i m free!!!!! not exactly la...still got mountains of work to do...stupid school...curses* anyway... i din manage to get any stuff during the hols....went out with Ah pei but din get any stuff...not a single!! not really la...got a eye shadow..make up remover and a mask...tts all. *damn* got some real nice dinners...and ya...tts all. WAD??? u muz b askin....but YA!!! tts all i can get!!! there's no clothes worth to buy....no nth worth to see....HAI!!!!!!! tai bei le...juz so bei...*xiao pei understands* so...i insist tt i muz buy sumting...by hook or by crook!!! hmmm...mayb i shall juz buy tt shirt i saw at ZARA quite long ago(don noe if its still there).. and buy my minnie necklace fr M-industries...IF I REALLY got NTH to buy in the end....desperate times calls for desperate measures...hmm.

wonder hw claire and gang get stuffs lor...i cant even find a nice place to shop...not even a clothe worth tryin on...ARGGH...tis is so frustratin especially durin sales period...i m suppose to shop till i drop..or even there shld b too much stuff to buy tt i don noe which to choose..or perhaps tt shld be too much places to go too tt i don hv time and don noe where to start fr!! but none of tis is happenin to me!!! ah!!!! singapore seemed so small tt i hv combed all the shopping centres on tis pathetic island 10 TIMES and ended up with nth in hand??!!!! but luckily...my dear sista told sashi to bring back some stuff she bought so i m still not too empty from new clothing...i got 7 new skirts!! can u guys believe it?? all nice and funky but CHEAP!! ahaha...BUT!!!! she forgot my SURFSHORTS!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!*P.S jie... how can u forget!???* urrgh... but nvm...its beta than nth..

I WAN NEW SHIRTS!!!!! ESPECIALLY NEW SHIRTS!!! SHIRTS!!! SHIRTS!!! SHIRTS!!!! oh.. i wan to do my nails too... SHIRTS!!!!!!!! any1 who is currently readin my blog!!! pls!!! hlp me!!!! tag my board b4 u leave and suggest a gd place of shoppin!!! beside Orchard!! cuz i COMBED the place 100 times already!!! thanks a bunch guys......

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