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Thursday, March 24, 2005

Thought of the day: Good friday is tmr!!

HI~ good friday is tmr.....jesus died for us to wash away our sins. such a great sacrifice God has made....givin his only son to the earth..to die for the people, to die for the people in the future...to save man kind. John 3:16 "for God so love the world that he gave his one and only son, for whoever that believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." would u die for sumone? would u sacrifice yrself for other's life? would u die for world? the answer from almost everyone is no...no one could be that merciful..so generous...so kind....so loving....only God... this is the day that we rmb wad he had gave and done for us. Isaiah 44:2 " i am your Creator. you were in my care even before u were born." wad a loving God isnt it?? but y has not everyone known him......y some of my friends deny his presence...God please help me touch them...

WARNING********* DO NOT READ the book named " DAVINCI CODE". it is a bad book.....also DO NOT TOUCH the bk named " Angels and Demons." they are bks by DAN BROWN.....a stupid author......who writes absolute FAKE THINGS abt the Christ. they criticise our religion......i still rmb my frens were talkin abt it in my CCA... they all are buddist... i was commentin that the book is bad....however...wad i get is a COLD reply......" aiya...bk only wad...not as if Jesus is real....." i m so....................like u noe............that kinda feeling u get when some one say abt yr religion... i stood on my stand and said " well....i believe he exist.." they said a even COLDER reply..." aiya! go and be yr bloody christian la!" i was totally angry and disappointed by the irrespectfullness for my own beliefs....why m i standin on my side alone?? why is nobody supportin me?? no...God is there...i assured myself....he will never leave me...juz like he promised me in the bible.....he is always there for me. so i erase all the thoughts abt the insult my fren gave....and maintain a steady temper..ahahha...

MSG To JIE JIE: JIE!!! its good friday!!! hope u are enjoyin yrself there at aUZ....rmb my shirts?? and skirts??? lime green???? hot pink???? turquiose??? hahaha.... wish good luck in yr studies!! jia you!!! i will always be a phone away from u....wadever things juz ring me up!!! hahah.....giving u support all the way from herE!!!

msg to XIAO PEI: you are a best fren of mine...i really do hoped the best for u. although u are not really having a strong faith in Christ....i really do hope u can try to achieve it...when the trumpet sounds...i don wan u to be left behind...i really don..i don wan to see u endin up in hell as no one can pass the gates of heaven if u don hv God in u......i don wan to see u suffer.. do u noe? i noe i might sound dramatic...but its really e truth...the last days are coming...God wans his children to bring more pple to him....n i hope i can do a little bit of mypart by adding one more child under His name...and thats u.. i prayed that may God appear and reveal to u in yr life....rmb..he is always yr first option...don leave him the last source of help..seek him first..not yr own means. k? i noe its diffcult..but as long as u tried, u will always hv the chance.. God loves u.. always hv that in mind whenever u are sad. Give thanks to the lord whenever u receive blessings... its Him tt is giving u all these...in the bible it says in Proverbs 3:5--6. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." if u hv any difficulties, don hestitate to share with me k? i m always here to lend u a listening ear... noe more abt God and u will discover his wonderful goodness.....may God bless u always....

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

thought of the day: end of march hols......is making me SICK!!!!

haha...hmm...i went out with the ailen again on tues and thurs...right?? couldnt rmb e days but juz went out with her. and u noe WAD?? she is evolving!! she don look like an ailen so much nw....turnin a little slighter whiter on her lower arms...so she is TRANSFORMIN into a human form SOOON...i hope. hahahaa...xiao ailen don cry huh....juz laugh it away....hahhaaa..like me !! ahahha...oops...shall tok again e shoppin trip..

we went to great world. and went to espirit. hmm....oh ya..we saw lotsa NEW season!! thats great for us but darn it for the changin room person. cuz we were lyk practically moving the shop's clothes ALL into ONE SMALL TINY LITTLE SQUEEZY fitting room.....one.....juz one....i insisted on squeezin into one fitting room with xiao pei..hahha..den we laughed and laughed as we tried on every piece of clothing we brought in....there were jacket, spag, long sleeve shirt, jeans, shirt...times two time....ahahaa......u muz be lyk..."oh my...sure anot???" hahhaa..i can tell u tis is juz e BEGINNING!! hahahaa.. so we happily tried on and happily abandoned all the clothes in the basket and happily walked off....HAHAHA...oops...sorry espirit changing room girl..haaha....thats my hobby u noe....haha

the next MASSIVE clothes tryin session starts off at ZARA. suppose to be a quiet and pleasant place for rich tai-tais to go.....BUT!!!! we broke off the silence by running here and there grabbin every different colours for juz one design.. hahaha..and i took six pieces while tt ailen took 5...hahahaha....so that make it 11 piece to be tried in 5 mins!!!!! cuz when we finally walked into the fitting room....a STUPID IDIOTIC announcement is made over the system....saying.." thanks you for shopping with us....ZARA will be closing in 10 mins time..." i was lyk WADEHELL IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN!!?!?!?!?! so sian right!!! happily got so many things then cant try them slowly....HAI!!! so i was...ailen!! ailen!! quick quick!!! hurry take off that skirt! i wan to try!! hahaaha...oops...(children under 16 pls don read tt!!) hahaha...and i saw this shirt so nice lor!!! i wan....HmpH!!! i muz go there another time to see it....stupid ZARA closed at e stupid time.....arrrgghh... wadeva...

tired....tired.....cant type anymore..anyway....juz end by sighin cuz the hols is over and i m feelin so damn freakin sad!! gonna fight through the LONG sch dayS soon...........HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! forget it..the more i say the more i feel SIAN!!!!! bye bye....................................

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Thought of the day: do not look on the bright side or dark side...look on God's side...

Happiness, sadness, laughter, peace and joy---wad are all these substances? where do they come from? where do they live? where can i find them? why are some of them hidin from me at times? why are some of them enveloping me till i'm breathless? why cant i let some go?

who, where, when, how can i ever find an answer to all these questions in my mind. God is e only way..i m sure to say. where, when, how can i seek his face? Prayer i suppose would definitely work and is the best solution after all. life seemed so tight and breathless.....light of hope seemed to be so frail...dreams of future seemed so far away....i m losing my own way.

a forest i m living in. trees are everywhere to be seen. sounds are never heard. laughter are long forgotten. the forest of difficulties is blocking me from all rays of happiness...leading me deeper into a dark area. BUT!!!!! i hv to stand strong and firm....for nth is impossible with God. there is tis story that goes...
once there was a little girl, whenever there is an lightning, she wouldnt hide, but wad she would do is look up to the heavens and smile sweetly. everyone wonders why....feeling so puzzled at her actions. when she was home, her mum asked her, " y did u not hide from the lightning?" she replied proudly, smiling the way she used to smile to the heavens...saying..." Because God is taking a picture of me!"

how an innocent girl can tink on the bright side at stormy nites...y cant i?? even if i m stuck in an obstacle, i shld always think positively because God values me, cares for me, thought abt me, only then he would set task in my life... so i shld always be glad that God remembers me still. thank God for that...

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Thought of the day: holidays ROX!!! shopping RULEZ!!!

hahaha....start of holiday le!!! i m so fantastically happy, so extremely excited, so tremendously brightened up by the smell of the hols!!!! however................hai..............wad is not gd is i hv...homework....the deadliest thing in a student's life. wad can i do but except the reality...everyone hv to go through this...and peixi hv been tellin me i m so "upset" in my thinkin and i m lyk huh??? really??? actually i m though...hahaha...so today i shall write all abt happy stuff!

i went out with tis alien on friday...she was tanned on her arms only!! and super fair on her chest..which makes her head look fixed on one.....hahahhaa...that is y i called her ailen.hahaha!!! sry.....ailen...don get offended...juz laugh it away?? hahahaha...lyk me..hahahhahaha..
anyway, we went to shop n i bought a bra....on request of my mum cuz i kept usin hers..hahahaaha..she was like.."aiya, go and buy yr own la.." i m lyk..OK LOR!!! hahaha....so i choose here and there and found a really nice one...that is 59.90!! i was lyk..*collasped* but thought that it was ok since my mum insisted. so i bought it and happily took it home. hahaa. it was super nice k!!! HEHEHEZ!! ok nxt, me and tt ailen took a trip to the SEMBAWANG cd shop...the pple there..not v gd in their services but i don care!! as long as i get to hear my cd..nth bothers me relly. so i listened to SKYE SWEETNAM's album. and i was lyk dropping deadly COOL LA!!!! so i purchased it. hehe...oh ya!! nearly forgot tt we went to MNG and we tried on lyk so many stuff can??? even jeans lor~~ hahaha...juz imagine a human and an ailen carrying and huggin bunch of clothings and staggerin towards e fitting room..hahahhaa...and tts ME!!! totally fun to be with her man...ROX!!! besides my jie jie of cuz!! jie rox too!! hahaha..anyway..it was finally home at last...

I CHANGED MY PHONE!!!!! yeah!! it was samsung E330. cool huh. super hot man tt cute baby of mine..still currently chargin though..howeva, luv it!! but i din change my no. ! so don worry guys....:)

life is like a mixture of pain and tears
but don give up cuz God is here.
So face yr terrors and yr fears
and happiness is always near.

do u agree with thaT???? i do!! haha...endin with a little poem i tink it really works...kies...BUAI BYE!!!!!! SEE YA NXT TIME!!

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Friday, March 04, 2005

Thought of e day: always depend on YOUSELF, no one wld b there 4 u when u r needed of hlp...and lit suX!!

motto of e day
- RELAX
- REFRESH
- RESHAPE
- REVITALISE

friend...wad is tt word suppose to mean...pls tell me e answer on my tagboard cuz i don noe wad tt suppose to be as i don hv one!!! arrgh.....no one noes wad i really mean man...mayb only jie jie and peixi..

betraying....a certain feeling tt NO ONE likes..i m sure they don...so neither do I!!! so u should noe how i felt when i m so hopelessly abandoned.ARRGH--its diffusing through me all around...suffocating me so badly.

help.....i m lacking from it recently...felt like an ant depriving from water in a dessert....cactus plants are ALL growin around me....storing so much water in them BUT refused to hlp....selfish stems...hurting me so deeply with their thorns.

pain....feeling that right nw....e cactus "men" might be tinkin "wads e big deal...juz a small ting wad...*shrugs shoulders*" it might means NTH to u...but i m tellin u it really leaves me an excruciating pain in my heart, soul and mind..

lets not tok abt those heartless souls anymore....tok abt lit.

LIT---sumting i m not good at, not used to, not familiar to, not SUCCEEDING IN!!!!! ARRGH... no one noe, no one understands, no one realise how DUMB i feel i m.....AHHH!!!!! cant i b alittle bit smarter?!?!??!?!?!?!?!! i m so angry of myself lor!!!!!!! fearful man----wad will u interpret it as.... tis person is afraid..or tis person is frightening???? of cuz is tis person is frightening rite...ISNT THAT COMMON SENSE?????? OR LOGIC????? can sumbody knock some form of sense into my head or sumting?!?!?!?!!... i cant stand my stupidity anylonger!!!!!!! wad m i tinking....wad m i tinking....wad e hell m i tinking!!!!!!!!!! why do i interpret it as tis person is afraid.....wads wrong with me??? wads e matter with my brain??? where has all my common sense GO????? FLOWN AWAY???? ARRGH.......pissed...pissed...juz super duper pissed...cannot make it man....tis kinda stupid pple lyk me juz seem so out of place in school.......u don noe hw much i feel lyk dying right nw...u don noe hw bad i felt...u don noe hw regret and guilty and STUPID I FELT!!!!!!! arrgh.....nobody understands me......really...only God and me. no one else will do....ever... if there is...why isnt there any one there to give me a hug...y is there no one consoling me....y is there no one to hear me out...only my blog. y is there no one to listen to my cries,my grumbles, my regret, my guilt, my sorrows, my depressions....why...why isnt there a pal, a fren, a person to be with me when i m down.... God....where are u....come to me pls...
jie...how i wish u were here...hw i wish u were here to give me hug of encouragement...i m collasping..i m feelin so down..tis seem to be e most diffcult moments of my life.....jie....hw i wish u wld b here to give me moral support....jie jie!!! i wan u to be here!!!!!

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