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Saturday, January 29, 2005

stressed and stressed and more stresssed i would get as days went by..test and exams all crawling their way up soon!! wad m i goin to do. Lord help me....save me from all e stress i m facing. i shldnt worry as God presence will always b with me.

went to youth with peixi yesterday. the service was good...she was listening to the msg. i hv always been prayin for her to come to church and get involved with God. now! she FINALLY comes with me. yeah! n when she's in church, i kept praying,"Lord, please let her feel yr presence." thank God for answerin my prayer. she actually raised up her hand, askin for prayer when the pastor ask for those who wanted to be prayed for. i was so surprised yet glad. although that was juz an action whereby she slipped her hand gently up, not significant, not eye-catching but yet so touching...i m sure God will continue to move in her life and appear to her. God will never give up on her despite her absence in church. God is always good. i m juz so happy and relieved. thanks God once again.

After that, WE WENT FOR SUPPER!!! and i ate hokkien mee..hahahhaa. good...*yum yum* and it was lyk 11 plus when we left for home. i was terribly tired as i was out since 6.30 in the morning when the sun is not out till 12 plus in the night when the sun is not in sight again. hahaha. super tired yesterday. but it was all up to good. i went for shoppin in the morning and i bought lyk two billabong shirts!! ahaha! so happy...count them as a reward for my hardwork in sch.

Theory of the day -- do wadeva tt makes u happy..u don noe when u are goin to leave the world..it might be e nxt second, e nxt min, e nxt hour. so juz b happy all day and buy wadeva u wan!!!

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

ah~~~ i wan shopping i wan shopping and more shopping. i wanna go wh!!! ah!!!.................but unfortunately, no one hears my cry. forget man. i shall go soon!!! but not tis sat i guess..there's 3 test on mon!!! wad e heck...hai.... so. wad was i talkin abt.. oh! my A maths test suxXxXx man...... don noe hw 2 do....*puff* forget it again la. cant be bothered by it anymore...and no point crying over spilt milk rite?? *lyk i m always so positive* hai....wads goin on in my life...everyday seems to b e same... it seems 2 b lyk a tape playing over and over again. or lyk a tv drama showing and showing e same story fr time to time. SCHOOL is so boring and still. but its lyk wad can i do? nth's on...nth's nice...nth's fun...nth's up....nth's exciting!!!
ROUTINE FOR DAYS, MONTHS, or perhaps YEARS!:
- wake up in at dawn
- brush my teeth
- dress my self
- go to school
- study for 8 hours
- drag myself back...*almost bendin forward til my chest touch e floor*
- study/do my work
- bathe
- eat dinner
- watch tv for an hour
- sleep.
THATS IT!!!!!!! i could submerise in lyk???!!!! 10 points!!! *faint* wad can be more exciting and interestin den tt hUH....tian ah....tis list of stuffs goes round and round and round, draggin for days and months. most sickenin of the whole part of it is tt-----------its E SAME!!!!!!!!*freaked out* its lyk a broken recorder that repeats itself all over again...non stopin till i drop dead. tis is so sad man....life can be juz so not interestin. BUT!!! thanks to God, my familes and my xiao pei!! with their support, i can stil hang on and fight onwards. MUACKZ!!! give to u all!!! thanks a bunch man....*applause* my JIE JIE!!! who always buy clothes for me...hehehe.luv ya!

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

today youth concert was such a SUCCESS!! so cool and funky!! so high!! everybody was so enthu and having fun!! the whole place was full of pple worshippin the Lord..jumpin up and down real hard to praise Him!! the sound system was awesome and the performance turned out so gReaT and FanTasTic!! i really din regret goin. was tinkin of not goin in the first place but went in the end. it muz be God's grace for bringin me there. thank God!! those who are reading my blog now u might be tinkin.."oh..its juz a concert only wad.." but this concert organised by our youth network really RAWKS BIG TIME!! so COME ON!! join in the concert!! u still hv one more day wich is tmr!! i m definitely goin...*duhz*...wow..i was totally immersed in the atmosphere..enjoyin myself and giving all my praises to the Lord..haha. its juz simply GREAT!! okieZ...ending here..mi swtichin to other post for another subject.

--ConTaGiOuS PraIsE ROXX!!--

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Friday, January 21, 2005

i hv a hurricane of feelings rushing through me now..and mixture of thoughts tt i couldnt read. how exactly m i feeling rite now??happy or sad? relieved or stressed? relaxed or tensed? concerned or jealous? glad or angry? painful or soothing? wad e hell m i now!! wad makes me feel lyk tt!!! the space tt used to b mine is gonna be taken away..i don feel anyting rite....or m i juz deceivin myself..i don noe!!! my mind is in a swirl now....blank and empty. i dropped it long ago..didnt i? i lost it long ago...i gave it up long ago....didnt i? wad is on my mind?? sumbody hlp me.. i m so messed up now...i cant face it anymore....i don noe wad to do..i seemed to be losin my direction...i gave it up first!! den y m i feeling tis way!! y??? Tell me Y!!!

--searching through the forest...i lost my way..--

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

why have tings become lyk tt...y?? we hv been gd frens for the past yrs but now...y? u hv changed,u R no longer e one i used to be with. not the one i used to laugh with. not the one i used to joke with. not the one i used to play with. not the one i used to smile to. not to one i used to talk to. not the one i used to chat to. not the one i used to gossip with. not the one i used to go for break with. not the one i used to call to. not the one i used to find familar with. not the one i trusted with. not the one i confide with. not the one i could cry with. not the one that had been in my good memories. everything.....dear...everyting..not a single ting in u tt i can any longer find familiar with. Your voice, your mind, your feelings, your mood, your temper, your laughter, your sweetness, your smile....i lost everyting in u tt i used to hv...every one of them seem to be gone with time...gone with wind..gone with tears... who are u? who m i talkin to right now? who are u.... bacause i no longer knew u..u will never be the same again...never will be.
-- Time could heal anyting and it can also erase everyting.

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Monday, January 17, 2005

u noe wad????!!! our youth concert is near!!! yeah!! i hv been like praying for it to come lor!! and it will be here in four days time!! and it is called "Contagious Praise". hahahaha. don tink i m insane..cuz its abt praisin the lord tt i m enthusiastic abt it..PRAISE THE LORD!! we can shout and scream for HIS name on the 21th and 22th of JAN. wich is tis friday and thursday!! do come and join in!! don be shy kies...its abt God and there's totally nth to be ashamed or embarassed abt. SCHOOL!!! is simply busy, busy and juz busy. really miss sec two life..although there is streamin...but i don need to stay back for lessons untill 3.30 evry day!! hai..sigh..but thanks for the presence of God that gave me the strength to crawl out of bed every mrng for the horrible day.
*give thanks to the lord most high*
-quoted by debbie-
hahahz.hvnt been online for a long while...except for sat. i tink the next time i will be posting will be a week later. so my blog wld be like ONE WEEK one post..or perhaps it will soon become ONE MONTH one post! hahaha. but no matter wad....i will still give thanks to HIM because GOD IS GOOD all the time!!

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Friday, January 14, 2005

this is so lame.....first time in my life doing this stupid bloggie stuff....xiao pei forced me to it....WAD!!!!!!!! tis THING is gorgin my EYES out soon...but...quite fun la actually. FINE!!!! wadeva.....xiao pei muz b sayin : " see!! seE!!! told u!!" *tongues out* wadeva update later la....no time now.

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